Party Pill
Cub Sport Lyrics

When I was seventeen I fell in love
At the age of seventeen, I experienced the feeling of falling in love

We had anniversaries each month
We celebrated monthly milestones in our relationship

He was my first kiss
He was the first person I shared a genuine and meaningful kiss with

The real kind of kiss where I kissed back
It was a reciprocated kiss where I fully participated and embraced the moment

Remember driving Stafford Rd
I have a vivid memory of us driving on Stafford Rd

A message popped up on my phone
I received a notification on my phone

Said he thinks he likes me and my world stood still
He expressed his feelings of liking me, and it had a profound impact on me, causing everything to momentarily freeze

And my eyes grew wider than a party pill and I
My eyes widened in excitement and anticipation, even surpassing the effect of a party pill, as I processed my emotions

I think I’m gonna love you for a long time
I believe that my love for you will endure for a significant period

Boy I can’t go a minute without you on my mind
You occupy my thoughts constantly, and I find it impossible to go even a minute without thinking about you

Can I build my life around you
I desire to construct my future and base my existence around our relationship

(Eyes grew wider than a)
(My eyes widened more than ever)

He quit his job to spend the day with me
He made the decision to leave his job in order to have a day solely dedicated to being with me

Thought I was pretty couldn’t see my acne
Despite my self-perceived imperfections like acne, he still found me attractive

I slept two winters by his side
I spent two winters sleeping beside him, experiencing intimate closeness

And yeah I let him cum inside
I willingly allowed him to ejaculate inside me during our intimate moments

(Eyes grew wider than a party pill and I)
(My eyes widened more than ever)

That was love I was too young to see
Looking back, I realize that what we had was love, but at the time, I was too immature to fully comprehend it

My shame took it all away from me
Feelings of shame and guilt caused me to sabotage and end the relationship

I said I thought that we should just be friends
I expressed the idea of us remaining only as friends

And so we tried but it was all pretend oh
Despite attempting to maintain a platonic friendship, our interactions lacked authenticity and were merely a facade

He quit his job to spend the day with me
Once again, he made the sacrifice of leaving his job to dedicate time to be with me

And that was heaven and that was heaven
Those moments spent together felt like pure bliss and paradise

But I couldn’t see
Unfortunately, I was unable to fully appreciate or recognize the significance and beauty of those moments