Hystschool
Culture VI Lyrics

Instead of a locker got a head with a conscience
I don't have a traditional locker, but I have a strong sense of moral values.

Dead or paralyzed a monster is left
If someone messes with me, they're going to be in bad shape.

Bear in mind instead of teachers it's intellectuallization
I don't need traditional teachers, I learn through intellectual exploration.

A clean logic with exceptional ways
My thinking is logical and creative.

To meddle to with rage and hatred
I like to stir up trouble with my anger and hate.

Like mixin chemicals in beakers that I aim away to blow in someone else's faces
I enjoy causing chaos and harm to others from a safe distance.

By the way this Clayton and my mind sick
I'm Clayton Hystwise and my mind is twisted.

It spreads contagious let's remind them
My twisted mindset spreads to others, let's keep them aware of that.

My private school's patrons of rhymin' fools and viable troops
My school is full of wannabe rappers and gangs.

And liars who don't rely on the truth
People at my school lie all the time and don't care about the truth.

There's no such thing as suspension or graduation
We don't get suspended or graduate from my school, we just stay there indefinitely.

Strangled by the line between real and imagination
I struggle to tell the difference between what's real and what I imagine.

Hence there's no way to decide if you'd rather make it or die
I don't know if I want to succeed or just give up and die.

Try'na break rich hustlin' for my 8 cent
I'm trying to become wealthy by hustling, even if it's just for a small amount of money.

Clayton Hystwise sucker clown we all we got
I'm Clayton Hystwise, and even though I'm messed up, we're all we've got.

In my mind where the literature's perverted
In my mind, everything is twisted, including literature.

As children some wished they lived as a different person
When we were young, we sometimes wished we were someone else.

a role model someone to worship so I made mines
I made my own role models to worship and emulate.

Out everything I came by guided by strange life
I've been guided by a strange life and everything I've experienced.

And anger and a lust for women as well as danger
I'm driven by anger, a desire for women, and a love of danger.

Fuck a reluctant sinner sonny I'm blatent as hell
I don't care if I'm sinning, I'm upfront and blatant about it.

Success prone so I'm waitin to fail
I expect to fail eventually, even though I want to succeed.

Livin' foul in my Hystschool there's no way I'm gettin out
I'm stuck in my messed up school, and I don't see a way out.

Lookin at a 20 to life its like a prison now
I feel like I'm serving a 20-year prison sentence in my current situation.

Super-ego verse id
I struggle with the battle between my moral conscience and my primal desires.

Revenge verse Forgive
I'm torn between seeking revenge and forgiving those who wronged me.

Good versus Sin
I struggle with choosing between doing what's good and what's sinful.

Him versus Him
I'm in conflict with myself, fighting against my own dark thoughts and behaviors.

So that's what this is huh? for cats who never did much
This is what my life has become, and it's not much to write home about.

It's somethin' just to sit around dazed and be complacent
I'm just sitting around, feeling lost and complacent.

And dream some goals yeah I got one I need more
I have some goals, but I need more to feel fulfilled.

I'm shotgun in peeps ploys and plots for my future
I'm actively involved in schemes and plans for my future success.

A decoy I'm not the solution
I'm not a solution to anyone else's problems, just a distraction or hindrance to them.

To the problems that I got that's beyond resolution
I have my own problems that seem impossible to solve.

Niggaz holla what up? Holy shit where'd the doctor come from
People are surprised when I come around, like I'm a doctor they didn't expect to see.

He's jottin' on somethin' talkin' 'bout I'm not gonna whaaa???
I'm writing something and talking to myself, and others are wondering what I'm doing.

Well he's not gonna make it
People doubt that I'll ever succeed or make it out of my situation.

The ward has tried to find the patient
The authorities have tried to help me, but they can't seem to find a solution.

A safe zone and alliance with Clayton
The only safe place for me is with myself and my twisted mind.

With no avail he's exhibitin'
Despite their efforts, I'm still stuck in my twisted mindset.

Emotional distress and dissociative traits
I suffer from emotional distress and dissociation from reality.

I think his only hope is the state
The only hope for me is to be institutionalized by the state.

Mental ward overlookin' his case keepin' him safe
I'm being kept safe in a mental institution where they're observing my condition.

It's sad he made up all the people he hates
It's unfortunate that I've created imaginary people to hate and blame for my problems.

Nurse won't you keep him awake and steady talkin'
I need someone to talk to and keep me awake, so I don't fall into my dark thoughts.

I'm takin' a break 5 minutes cigarette and coffee you want?
I need a break from my messed up thoughts, and I'm offering a cigarette and coffee to the nurse.

No
A simple denial, usually in response to something offered or suggested.

Write raps fuck broads get doe
I'm focused on writing rap songs, having sex, and making money.

Fight back fuck soft get known
I'm not weak, and I'll fight back and make a name for myself.

Touch that small ass pistols
I like to carry small guns.

Fall back brawl back stick 'em
If I get in a fight, I'm going to hit hard and use weapons if necessary.

Ill back grill that kid
If someone disrespects me, I'll confront them and give them a hard time.

Peel back kill that kid
If someone really crosses me, I'm not afraid to go as far as taking their life.