Delusion
Currents Lyrics


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I can't go on knowing that you're there alone, it's tearing at my soul
You're always watching and always waiting for my next dive into misery
Falling into this desperate deception you've left me to rot in
I can't be left alone, this might be your prison, but this is my home
I am a ghost that you can't lock away, so make the most out off all my mistakes
You turn your back, I'll do away with all you've ever known
I am a ghost
What do you want from me?
I won't be part of your plan to derail me
Why can't you fucking see?
How selfish can you be?
Watching and judging everything that I do
I won't play victim because you
Take everything to heart, take each word I say and tear it apart, analyze each breath I take, watch every move I make
I am a ghost that you can't lock away, so make the most out off all my mistakes
You turn your back, I'll do away with all you've ever known
I am a ghost
Until I fade and cease to breathe, I'll always feel your eyes watching me
You're all I hear; I'm all you see
The only name you'll ever speak
A constant war; you'd rather see me collapse than help me carry all the weight you love to force on my back
You watch me fall again, but I refuse to sit and watch that part of me just die, I deserve my fucking life
You're running out of steam, but you're part of me
If you'd just let yourself see, there's nothing we can't be, but there's just no way to trust you, there's no way to save you, I won't play the victim just cause you
Take everything to heart, take each word I say and tear it apart, analyze each breath I take, watch every move I make
I am a ghost that you can't lock away, so make the most out off all my mistakes
You turn your back, I'll do away with all you've ever known
I am a ghost
Until I fade and cease to breathe, I'll always feel your eyes watching me




You're all I hear; I'm all you see
The only name you'll ever speak

Overall Meaning

The song "Delusion" by Currents is a powerful exploration of the toxic effects of a controlling and judgmental relationship. The lyrics express the struggle of the singer to maintain their sense of self and independence while being constantly watched and criticized by their partner. The opening lines "I can't go on knowing that you're there alone, it's tearing at my soul" suggest that the singer is concerned for their partner's well-being, but also trapped by their presence. The partner's constant surveillance and "waiting for my next dive into misery" indicate a lack of trust and an expectation of failure, leading the singer to feel like a "ghost" that can't escape the relationship.


As the song progresses, the singer becomes more assertive and defiant, rejecting the partner's attempts to control them even as they continue to feel the weight of their gaze. The lines "You're running out of steam, but you're part of me / If you'd just let yourself see, there's nothing we can't be" suggest a glimmer of hope that the relationship could be saved, but ultimately the singer recognizes the impossibility of trusting someone who takes "everything to heart" and tears them down at every opportunity.


Overall, "Delusion" is a haunting and emotionally raw portrayal of a relationship that has gone sour, with themes of control, trust, and independence woven throughout.


Line by Line Meaning

I can't go on knowing that you're there alone, it's tearing at my soul
The idea of you being by yourself is making me suffer.


You're always watching and always waiting for my next dive into misery
You're constantly observing me and anticipating my next unfortunate occurrence.


Falling into this desperate deception you've left me to rot in
I've fallen into this hopeless lie that you've abandoned me in.


I can't be left alone, this might be your prison, but this is my home
I cannot bear being isolated. Although this may be your confinement, it's familiar to me.


I am a ghost that you can't lock away, so make the most out off all my mistakes
You cannot conceal me like a phantom, so take advantage of my errors.


You turn your back, I'll do away with all you've ever known
When you withdraw from me, I'll erase everything you hold dear.


What do you want from me?
What are your intentions towards me?


I won't be part of your plan to derail me
I refuse to be involved in your scheme to ruin me.


Why can't you fucking see?
Why are you unable to comprehend?


How selfish can you be?
You're incredibly egocentric.


Watching and judging everything that I do
Observing and criticizing my every action.


I won't play victim because you
I refuse to assume the role of the victim because of you.


Take everything to heart, take each word I say and tear it apart, analyze each breath I take, watch every move I make
You scrutinize every single thing I do or say, searching for any possible fault.


Until I fade and cease to breathe, I'll always feel your eyes watching me
Even if I perish, I'll always sense your gaze upon me.


You're all I hear; I'm all you see
All you hear is me, and everything you see reminds you of me.


The only name you'll ever speak
You'll only utter my name.


A constant war; you'd rather see me collapse than help me carry all the weight you love to force on my back
It's a never-ending battle between us. You'd rather watch me crumble than alleviate the immense burden you've assigned me.


You watch me fall again, but I refuse to sit and watch that part of me just die, I deserve my fucking life
You witness me stumble repeatedly, but I won't allow that part of me to wither away. I deserve to live a fulfilling existence.


You're running out of steam, but you're part of me
You're slowly losing energy, but you're still a part of me.


If you'd just let yourself see, there's nothing we can't be, but there's just no way to trust you, there's no way to save you, I won't play the victim just cause you
If only you'd open your eyes, there's nothing we cannot accomplish. However, I cannot place my faith in you, and I cannot rescue you. I won't assume the role of the victim just because of you.


Until I fade and cease to breathe, I'll always feel your eyes watching me
Even if I perish, I'll always sense your gaze upon me.


You're all I hear; I'm all you see
All you hear is me, and everything you see reminds you of me.


The only name you'll ever speak
You'll only utter my name.




Lyrics © Songtrust Ave
Written by: BRIAN MICHAEL WILLE

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