Counting On Disaster
Curtis Peoples Lyrics


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[verse 1]
Come around, come around when you need love again
Break down, break down and then you're gone
This stuff ain't getting any easier
Won't keep pretending nothing's wrong

Give it up, give it up, they won't keep me around
Your lips no longer have control
What for so long kept me paralyzed
Is now so easy to let go, oh yeah

[chorus]
The feeling comes and goes
I swear you'll never know
I'm tired of counting on disaster

So high, and then you're low
I got nowhere to go
I'm tired of counting on disaster

[verse 2]
Feel the rest, feel the rest of your heart break
They'll punish me cause you've lost hope, no
That's enough anger from your sad tonight
This war is done, I'm goin' home, no

[chorus]

Woah, oh, oh (x4)
I don't feel loved, you don't need to hold me

[chorus] (x2)





I'm tired of counting on disaster (x4)

Overall Meaning

In Curtis Peoples's song Counting On Disaster, the lyrics seem to convey a sense of exhaustion and frustration with a relationship that is unstable and filled with ups and downs. The first verse describes the cycle of the relationship, with the other person coming back for love but then breaking away again. The singer expresses that they can no longer pretend that everything is okay and that they are tired of being left hanging, waiting for the other person to return. They have come to a realization that they can no longer continue to depend on this unstable connection.


The chorus emphasizes this exhaustion, with the singer declaring that they are tired of counting on disaster. The constant emotional rollercoaster of the relationship has worn them out, and they are ready for something more stable. The second verse brings in the idea of punishment and anger from the other person, indicating that the relationship is not just unpredictable but also possibly volatile. The singer decides that enough is enough and that they are done with the back-and-forth, ready to go home and be free from the emotional turmoil.


Overall, the lyrics suggest a need for closure and peace, with the singer tired of being at the mercy of this unstable connection. The repetition of the phrase "counting on disaster" underscores the weariness and disappointment that come from constantly hoping for something better and being let down.


Line by Line Meaning

Come around, come around when you need love again
I'm always there for you when you need love and support


Break down, break down and then you're gone
You always leave when things get tough, instead of facing your problems


This stuff ain't getting any easier
Life is hard and it never gets easier no matter how much we try


Won't keep pretending nothing's wrong
I can't keep pretending that everything is fine when it's not


Give it up, give it up, they won't keep me around
I'm tired of being used and I won't stick around if you're not genuine


Your lips no longer have control
Your words don't have power over me anymore


What for so long kept me paralyzed
I used to be afraid of losing you, but now I realize I don't need you to be happy


Is now so easy to let go, oh yeah
I'm finally able to move on and let go of the past


The feeling comes and goes
My emotions fluctuate and are not always predictable


I swear you'll never know
You can't understand or relate to what I'm feeling


I'm tired of counting on disaster
I'm exhausted from relying on chaos and turmoil to feel alive


So high, and then you're low
Your mood and behavior are unpredictable and unstable


I got nowhere to go
I feel stuck and trapped in this cycle of chaos


Feel the rest, feel the rest of your heart break
You're going to feel the pain of losing me and I won't be there to comfort you


They'll punish me cause you've lost hope, no
You blame me for your problems and I'm tired of being the scapegoat


That's enough anger from your sad tonight
I'm done with your negative and toxic behavior


This war is done, I'm goin' home, no
Our relationship is over and I'm leaving for good


Woah oh oh (x4)
Repetitive chorus that emphasizes the exhaustion and emotional turmoil in the relationship


I don't feel loved, you don't need to hold me
I don't feel loved by you and physical affection is not enough to make up for it




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