Love-Song
D.D. Jackson Lyrics

I pray to God but I still see demons
Although I seek guidance from a higher power, I continue to struggle with internal conflicts and negative influences.

It's not a facade
My feelings and struggles are genuine, not something I am pretending or putting on as an act.

I can't help it how I'm feeling
I have no control over the emotions I experience and the impact they have on me.

Right by my side is where I need you now
I long for your presence and support by my side, as it brings comfort and stability to my life.

I know I lied but girl I need you now
I admit to deceiving you, but I still crave your presence and dependence on you at this moment.

You say that I'm worth it but I ain't that perfect
Although you express that I have value, I acknowledge that I have flaws and imperfections.

Feel like shit ain't been working but maybe I deserve it
I have a sense that things haven't been going well and perhaps I believe I deserve to experience these difficulties.

I be going through pain
I frequently endure emotional suffering and distress.

Shit I'm never okay
I am consistently not in a state of well-being or contentment.

But you'll never know the truth if I don't communicate
If I fail to openly express my thoughts and emotions, you will never truly understand my perspective and experiences.

I get high tryna get by
I resort to intoxication as a way to cope and survive.

Nicotine gone be the only reason I die
Nicotine consumption may be the cause of my ultimate demise.

I get high all the time
I frequently seek substances or activities that provide a sense of escapism or temporary relief from my troubles.

I got plenty issues inside
I carry numerous unresolved problems and conflicts within myself.

I'll probably never be fine
It is unlikely that I will ever truly be emotionally or mentally well.

I can't seem to put my pride aside
I struggle to set aside my ego and admit my vulnerabilities or mistakes.

I always thought money would be the key to all my issues
I previously believed that wealth and material possessions would solve all my problems and bring happiness.

All these hoes and fancy clothes would just make me forget you
Engaging with superficial relationships and materialistic possessions would merely serve as distractions to help me forget about you.

I got you rose after rose to show you that I miss you
I express my longing for you by continuously sending you roses as a symbol of my affectionate yearning.

I really don't wanna lose what we got cause'
I genuinely do not want to lose the connection and bond we share because

No matter where I go and no matter who I see
Regardless of my physical location or the people I encounter,

I'll always want you and you'll always want me
I will forever desire and need your presence in my life, just as you will always desire and need me.

You say I'm selfish
You assert that I am only concerned with my own interests and needs.

But I can't help but notice everything was cool when we were down and broken
However, I cannot ignore the fact that our relationship seemed more stable and harmonious during times of hardship and vulnerability.