Farris grew up in a musical family with his mother, brothers (one of them is singer SiR), and cousin being gospel singers in Inglewood, California. His brother SiR is signed to Top Dawg Entertainment. In 2006, he started a songwriting group called WoodWorks with his brothers and his cousin Tiffany Gouché, who wrote songs for Ginuwine and The Pussycat Dolls, and is credited for co-writing "Never" by Jaheim. He was also in a musical trio with his brother called N3D. On May 9, 2006, he released his first album called Producer of the Year. In 2015, he appeared on SiR's independent album Seven Sundays on the song "You Ain't Ready".
In 2019, Farris was a contestant on the Netflix competition show Rhythm & Flow, and was named the inaugural winner of the three-week series. On October 24, he released his debut EP Inglewood High, a 7-track project including a feature from Gouché. HipHopDX gave the EP a positive review, saying he could "utilize multiple flows, deliver introspective storytelling, could rap in Spanish incredibly well and had an ear for quality." He performed at the 2019 Soul Train Music Awards with SiR. He also appeared on The Game's album Born 2 Rap on the song "Cross on Jesus Back".
Closer to God
D Smoke Lyrics
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Maybe I'm tryna get closer to God
Got broken wings but I'm still fly
Baby, I'm tryna get closer, closer to God
Uh, all praise to the Most High
Life's a beach, so I'm drivin' up the coastline (yeah)
Thinkin' about the places where I spent the most time
Cuttin' up in the church pews (pews)
Son of a preacher, made Mama sang blues (blues)
Church hymns paid the rent, Mama paid dues
My daddy bought him a Cadi', my cousin just bang rules
My older brother bang I-F (uh)
Stumbled into church, I heard the biggest lie yet
Said, "If you love God, you give up the ganja"
Long before kush, broke niggas would buy stress, but, uh
You don't condemn the lion and the greed (uh)
If a shepherd drive sheep, you need a license to lead
I bought into the game, I wish I kept the receipt
With the spirit in my corner, I'll never suffer defeat
What's good?
I don't know why I get high
Maybe I'm tryna get closer to God
Got broken wings but I'm still fly
Baby, I'm tryna get closer, closer to God
What's your addiction? (Yeah) Is it money?
Is it girls? Is it trees? I can't admit it (yeah)
I need God to keep workin' on me
But what's the difference if you choose to cruise through the hood
In big-body Benzes on D's? (On D's)
Oh, you like to ball 'til you fall?
And wouldn't lend a blanket to a nigga even if he gon' freeze? Please
Some drank (some drank), some smoke (some smoke)
Some judge other people, some don't (some don't)
We all buy from corporations that fund genocide
Military supplies to the young cult, cope
But anyways, you don't need trees to get a fade
I get up like I saw police and hit the gate
You don't need pills to elevate
Just remember to stay strong and pray for better days
I'm high
I don't know why I get high
Maybe I'm tryna get closer to God
Got broken wings but I'm still fly
Baby, I'm tryna get closer, closer to God
Feelin' below the weather like I'm underneath a storm cloud (cloud)
I hear the rain, I'm prayin' that it keep pourin' down (pourin' down)
Lord knows we battled so many woes
Traveled so many miles, our Nike soles have worn out
Uh, I go to church to listen (yeah)
The music had me lifted, the sermon left me conflicted (yeah)
The one who holds the throne said, "Cast the first stone
Only if you never sinned", and you callin' yourself a Christian?
Well, As-Salaam-Alaikum to my haters (haters)
Peace be unto you, hypocritical instigators
Church players, pulpit pimps, and divinators
I pray the congregation can march to a different cadence
Sparkin' a different strand with papers in different flavors (yeah)
Smellin' like an outcast, hop on this elevator
We gone (We gone) and that's some shit I speak on
Only 'cause I been through it, you preach but we live music
Let's go
I don't know why I get high
Maybe I'm tryna get closer to God
Got broken wings but I'm still fly
Baby, I'm tryna get closer, closer to God
The song Closer to God by D Smoke and SiR seems to be about the struggle to find a connection with a higher power, while battling personal demons such as addiction. The lyrics express that the singer is searching for something more significant than what can be found on earth, and while they may have "broken wings," they still strive to rise above their struggles and become closer to God. The first verse speaks of the singer's background growing up in a religious household with a preacher for a father and the hardships their family faced, including financial struggles that their mother had to work hard to overcome. Meanwhile, the singer battles the question of whether living a sinful life, such as smoking marijuana, inhibits their ability to be close to God.
The second verse continues with the theme of addiction and the battle to remain faithful. The singer questions what it means to truly live a righteous life when society is filled with corporations that fund genocide and buy into the idea that to have true fulfillment in life, one must accumulate material wealth. The lyrics suggest that a genuine connection with God does not come through financial gain or material goods but through inner strength, prayer, and the ability to be true to oneself. The final verse touches on the hypocrisy of some within the church community and the idea that true connection with God can only be achieved by living a life filled with love and compassion towards others.
Overall, the song is a powerful message of the struggle that many face to find genuine connection and faith in a higher power while navigating through the hardships of life.
Line by Line Meaning
I don't know why I get high
The singer is uncertain about why they smoke marijuana
Maybe I'm tryna get closer to God
The singer thinks that using marijuana may bring them closer to God
Got broken wings but I'm still fly
The singer has flaws and imperfections, but they are still successful and thriving
Baby, I'm tryna get closer, closer to God
The artist repeats their desire to deepen their spiritual connection through drug use
Uh, all praise to the Most High
The artist acknowledges and praises God
Life's a beach, so I'm drivin' up the coastline (yeah)
The singer is cruising along the coast, enjoying life
Thinkin' about the places where I spent the most time
The singer reminisces about the significant places they have been in their life
Stay fresher than button-ups and bow ties, uh
The artist values their style and appearance
Cuttin' up in the church pews (pews)
The artist has memories of misbehaving in church
Son of a preacher, made Mama sang blues (blues)
The artist's mother sang blues music while their father was a preacher
Church hymns paid the rent, Mama paid dues
The singer's mother worked hard to support their family through church music
My daddy bought him a Cadi', my cousin just bang rules
The artist's family members have different lifestyles, one buying a Cadillac while the other is involved in gang activity
My older brother bang I-F (uh)
The singer's older brother was involved with a gang called Insane Family
Stumbled into church, I heard the biggest lie yet
The singer heard a lie in church that affected them deeply
Said, "If you love God, you give up the ganja"
The lie the singer heard in church was that one must give up marijuana to love God
Long before kush, broke niggas would buy stress, but, uh
Before high-quality marijuana was available, people still bought low-quality "stress" weed
You don't condemn the lion and the greed (uh)
The artist questions why some sins are accepted while others are condemned
If a shepherd drive sheep, you need a license to lead
The singer believes that those in power should have training and qualifications
I bought into the game, I wish I kept the receipt
The singer regrets getting involved in something they did not fully understand
With the spirit in my corner, I'll never suffer defeat
The artist feels that with God on their side, they will always succeed
What's your addiction? (Yeah) Is it money?
The artist questions what other people's addictions may be
Is it girls? Is it trees? I can't admit it (yeah)
The artist implies that they may be addicted to both women and marijuana
I need God to keep workin' on me
The singer acknowledges that they still have room to grow and improve
But what's the difference if you choose to cruise through the hood
The artist questions why some behaviors are considered worse than others
In big-body Benzes on D's? (On D's)
The singer implies that driving through the hood in an expensive car is not inherently worse than other behaviors
Oh, you like to ball 'til you fall?
The singer questions those who prioritize partying and spending money over helping others
And wouldn't lend a blanket to a nigga even if he gon' freeze? Please
The singer criticizes those who are selfish and unwilling to help others, even if it is a small gesture
Some drank (some drank), some smoke (some smoke)
The artist acknowledges that people have different vices
Some judge other people, some don't (some don't)
The artist acknowledges that people have different attitudes towards others
We all buy from corporations that fund genocide
The singer criticizes how companies that support unethical practices are still heavily supported
Military supplies to the young cult, cope
The singer references how military equipment is given to young soldiers who may be in a cult or influenced by extremist ideas
But anyways, you don't need trees to get a fade
The artist implies that one can achieve a state of relaxation without smoking marijuana
I get up like I saw police and hit the gate
The artist is always cautious and aware of their surroundings
You don't need pills to elevate
The artist implies that drugs are not necessary to reach a higher state of mind
Just remember to stay strong and pray for better days
The singer advises listeners to keep faith and hope for a brighter future
Feelin' below the weather like I'm underneath a storm cloud (cloud)
The artist feels down and upset, as if it is a stormy day
I hear the rain, I'm prayin' that it keep pourin' down (pourin' down)
The singer hopes for catharsis and release through a metaphorical rainstorm
Lord knows we battled so many woes
The singer has been through many struggles in their life
Traveled so many miles, our Nike soles have worn out
The singer has metaphorically traveled far, and their shoes are worn out as a result
I go to church to listen (yeah)
The artist goes to church to hear the sermons
The music had me lifted, the sermon left me conflicted (yeah)
The artist enjoyed the music but disagreed with the sermon
The one who holds the throne said, "Cast the first stone
The singer references a quote in the Bible about not judging others
Only if you never sinned", and you callin' yourself a Christian?
The singer questions how someone can claim to be a Christian while simultaneously judging others
Well, As-Salaam-Alaikum to my haters (haters)
The artist greets their haters in Arabic
Peace be unto you, hypocritical instigators
The artist addresses those who pretend to be pious, but are actually negative influences
Church players, pulpit pimps, and divinators
The artist criticizes those who use religion for their personal gain or profit
I pray the congregation can march to a different cadence
The singer hopes for a change in the way religious communities operate
Sparkin' a different strand with papers in different flavors (yeah)
The artist references smoking marijuana with a variety of different flavors
Smellin' like an outcast, hop on this elevator
The singer smells like marijuana and invites others to join them
We gone (We gone) and that's some shit I speak on
The singer concludes by saying they will continue to use marijuana and speak their truth
Only 'cause I been through it, you preach but we live music
The singer argues that their own experiences are more meaningful than just listening to religious teachings
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Daniel Anthony Farris
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