Closer to God
D Smoke Lyrics


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I don't know why I get high
Maybe I'm tryna get closer to God
Got broken wings but I'm still fly
Baby, I'm tryna get closer, closer to God

Uh, all praise to the Most High
Life's a beach, so I'm drivin' up the coastline (yeah)
Thinkin' about the places where I spent the most time
Stay fresher than button-ups and bow ties, uh
Cuttin' up in the church pews (pews)
Son of a preacher, made Mama sang blues (blues)
Church hymns paid the rent, Mama paid dues
My daddy bought him a Cadi', my cousin just bang rules
My older brother bang I-F (uh)
Stumbled into church, I heard the biggest lie yet
Said, "If you love God, you give up the ganja"
Long before kush, broke niggas would buy stress, but, uh
You don't condemn the lion and the greed (uh)
If a shepherd drive sheep, you need a license to lead
I bought into the game, I wish I kept the receipt
With the spirit in my corner, I'll never suffer defeat
What's good?

I don't know why I get high
Maybe I'm tryna get closer to God
Got broken wings but I'm still fly
Baby, I'm tryna get closer, closer to God

What's your addiction? (Yeah) Is it money?
Is it girls? Is it trees? I can't admit it (yeah)
I need God to keep workin' on me
But what's the difference if you choose to cruise through the hood
In big-body Benzes on D's? (On D's)
Oh, you like to ball 'til you fall?
And wouldn't lend a blanket to a nigga even if he gon' freeze? Please
Some drank (some drank), some smoke (some smoke)
Some judge other people, some don't (some don't)
We all buy from corporations that fund genocide
Military supplies to the young cult, cope
But anyways, you don't need trees to get a fade
I get up like I saw police and hit the gate
You don't need pills to elevate
Just remember to stay strong and pray for better days
I'm high

I don't know why I get high
Maybe I'm tryna get closer to God
Got broken wings but I'm still fly
Baby, I'm tryna get closer, closer to God

Feelin' below the weather like I'm underneath a storm cloud (cloud)
I hear the rain, I'm prayin' that it keep pourin' down (pourin' down)
Lord knows we battled so many woes
Traveled so many miles, our Nike soles have worn out
Uh, I go to church to listen (yeah)
The music had me lifted, the sermon left me conflicted (yeah)
The one who holds the throne said, "Cast the first stone
Only if you never sinned", and you callin' yourself a Christian?
Well, As-Salaam-Alaikum to my haters (haters)
Peace be unto you, hypocritical instigators
Church players, pulpit pimps, and divinators
I pray the congregation can march to a different cadence
Sparkin' a different strand with papers in different flavors (yeah)
Smellin' like an outcast, hop on this elevator
We gone (We gone) and that's some shit I speak on
Only 'cause I been through it, you preach but we live music
Let's go

I don't know why I get high
Maybe I'm tryna get closer to God




Got broken wings but I'm still fly
Baby, I'm tryna get closer, closer to God

Overall Meaning

The song Closer to God by D Smoke and SiR seems to be about the struggle to find a connection with a higher power, while battling personal demons such as addiction. The lyrics express that the singer is searching for something more significant than what can be found on earth, and while they may have "broken wings," they still strive to rise above their struggles and become closer to God. The first verse speaks of the singer's background growing up in a religious household with a preacher for a father and the hardships their family faced, including financial struggles that their mother had to work hard to overcome. Meanwhile, the singer battles the question of whether living a sinful life, such as smoking marijuana, inhibits their ability to be close to God.


The second verse continues with the theme of addiction and the battle to remain faithful. The singer questions what it means to truly live a righteous life when society is filled with corporations that fund genocide and buy into the idea that to have true fulfillment in life, one must accumulate material wealth. The lyrics suggest that a genuine connection with God does not come through financial gain or material goods but through inner strength, prayer, and the ability to be true to oneself. The final verse touches on the hypocrisy of some within the church community and the idea that true connection with God can only be achieved by living a life filled with love and compassion towards others.


Overall, the song is a powerful message of the struggle that many face to find genuine connection and faith in a higher power while navigating through the hardships of life.


Line by Line Meaning

I don't know why I get high
The singer is uncertain about why they smoke marijuana


Maybe I'm tryna get closer to God
The singer thinks that using marijuana may bring them closer to God


Got broken wings but I'm still fly
The singer has flaws and imperfections, but they are still successful and thriving


Baby, I'm tryna get closer, closer to God
The artist repeats their desire to deepen their spiritual connection through drug use


Uh, all praise to the Most High
The artist acknowledges and praises God


Life's a beach, so I'm drivin' up the coastline (yeah)
The singer is cruising along the coast, enjoying life


Thinkin' about the places where I spent the most time
The singer reminisces about the significant places they have been in their life


Stay fresher than button-ups and bow ties, uh
The artist values their style and appearance


Cuttin' up in the church pews (pews)
The artist has memories of misbehaving in church


Son of a preacher, made Mama sang blues (blues)
The artist's mother sang blues music while their father was a preacher


Church hymns paid the rent, Mama paid dues
The singer's mother worked hard to support their family through church music


My daddy bought him a Cadi', my cousin just bang rules
The artist's family members have different lifestyles, one buying a Cadillac while the other is involved in gang activity


My older brother bang I-F (uh)
The singer's older brother was involved with a gang called Insane Family


Stumbled into church, I heard the biggest lie yet
The singer heard a lie in church that affected them deeply


Said, "If you love God, you give up the ganja"
The lie the singer heard in church was that one must give up marijuana to love God


Long before kush, broke niggas would buy stress, but, uh
Before high-quality marijuana was available, people still bought low-quality "stress" weed


You don't condemn the lion and the greed (uh)
The artist questions why some sins are accepted while others are condemned


If a shepherd drive sheep, you need a license to lead
The singer believes that those in power should have training and qualifications


I bought into the game, I wish I kept the receipt
The singer regrets getting involved in something they did not fully understand


With the spirit in my corner, I'll never suffer defeat
The artist feels that with God on their side, they will always succeed


What's your addiction? (Yeah) Is it money?
The artist questions what other people's addictions may be


Is it girls? Is it trees? I can't admit it (yeah)
The artist implies that they may be addicted to both women and marijuana


I need God to keep workin' on me
The singer acknowledges that they still have room to grow and improve


But what's the difference if you choose to cruise through the hood
The artist questions why some behaviors are considered worse than others


In big-body Benzes on D's? (On D's)
The singer implies that driving through the hood in an expensive car is not inherently worse than other behaviors


Oh, you like to ball 'til you fall?
The singer questions those who prioritize partying and spending money over helping others


And wouldn't lend a blanket to a nigga even if he gon' freeze? Please
The singer criticizes those who are selfish and unwilling to help others, even if it is a small gesture


Some drank (some drank), some smoke (some smoke)
The artist acknowledges that people have different vices


Some judge other people, some don't (some don't)
The artist acknowledges that people have different attitudes towards others


We all buy from corporations that fund genocide
The singer criticizes how companies that support unethical practices are still heavily supported


Military supplies to the young cult, cope
The singer references how military equipment is given to young soldiers who may be in a cult or influenced by extremist ideas


But anyways, you don't need trees to get a fade
The artist implies that one can achieve a state of relaxation without smoking marijuana


I get up like I saw police and hit the gate
The artist is always cautious and aware of their surroundings


You don't need pills to elevate
The artist implies that drugs are not necessary to reach a higher state of mind


Just remember to stay strong and pray for better days
The singer advises listeners to keep faith and hope for a brighter future


Feelin' below the weather like I'm underneath a storm cloud (cloud)
The artist feels down and upset, as if it is a stormy day


I hear the rain, I'm prayin' that it keep pourin' down (pourin' down)
The singer hopes for catharsis and release through a metaphorical rainstorm


Lord knows we battled so many woes
The singer has been through many struggles in their life


Traveled so many miles, our Nike soles have worn out
The singer has metaphorically traveled far, and their shoes are worn out as a result


I go to church to listen (yeah)
The artist goes to church to hear the sermons


The music had me lifted, the sermon left me conflicted (yeah)
The artist enjoyed the music but disagreed with the sermon


The one who holds the throne said, "Cast the first stone
The singer references a quote in the Bible about not judging others


Only if you never sinned", and you callin' yourself a Christian?
The singer questions how someone can claim to be a Christian while simultaneously judging others


Well, As-Salaam-Alaikum to my haters (haters)
The artist greets their haters in Arabic


Peace be unto you, hypocritical instigators
The artist addresses those who pretend to be pious, but are actually negative influences


Church players, pulpit pimps, and divinators
The artist criticizes those who use religion for their personal gain or profit


I pray the congregation can march to a different cadence
The singer hopes for a change in the way religious communities operate


Sparkin' a different strand with papers in different flavors (yeah)
The artist references smoking marijuana with a variety of different flavors


Smellin' like an outcast, hop on this elevator
The singer smells like marijuana and invites others to join them


We gone (We gone) and that's some shit I speak on
The singer concludes by saying they will continue to use marijuana and speak their truth


Only 'cause I been through it, you preach but we live music
The singer argues that their own experiences are more meaningful than just listening to religious teachings




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Written by: Daniel Anthony Farris

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