Dead and Dying
Dark Half Lyrics

Cause you're the one they wanna see
You are the center of attention because people want to see you.

Take away from everything
You remove all value from every situation.

You're dead and dying
You are in a state of decay and decline.

Why are You still crying?
You are still in emotional pain despite being in a state of decay.

Hey yo I break my fuckin' neck just so I can feel my end
I push myself beyond my limits to feel the relief of my own mortality.

I feel this awful pain and then I wait it out again
I experience extreme pain and then wait for it to subside before pushing myself again.

I have no friends, I know I never did
I am alone and have always been alone.

I do not give a shit about this life, I never win
I do not care about living and feel like a failure.

Care less about your daily pain and everything You stress
I do not care about anyone else's problems or stress.

It's hard to live your life when you are constantly depressed
The constant state of depression makes life difficult to handle.

These infected wounds, these inflicted wounds
The wounds I have are infected and self-inflicted.

These things they come right at me and they hit me too soon
The challenges I face come unexpectedly and are overwhelming.

Do You understand? What it takes to live amongst the damned
Do you understand what it is like to live among those who are condemned or rejected by society?

The ones who live alone, the ones who never had a plan
Those who live in isolation and have never had a sense of direction.

I am the one who sits alone at night
I am the one who spends my nights alone.

Prayin' for better days where I have the will to fight
I hope for better days where I have the strength to keep going.

I could be a better man but sometimes I'm scared to try
I have the potential to be better, but fear keeps me from trying.

Sometimes I think I'd rather die than be alive
At times, I would prefer to be dead than to continue living.

I'm sorry that it came to this
I regret that things have ended up this way.

I just wish I could exist, just wish I could exist
I simply wish to exist without any burdens or pain.

The way she died in front of me is so exciting
The manner in which she died in my presence is thrilling to me.

The way she was bleeding man, it was so inviting
The sight of her blood was enticing to me.

I had to show her that I love her, put my knife through her
I killed her to prove that I loved her.

Twisted it from side to side and watched her body slowly quiver
I twisted the knife and watched her body convulse.

As I stabbed at her liver I kissed her on her head
As I killed her, I showed affection towards her.

Should I dump her in the river? Or keep her under my bed
I am contemplating whether to dispose of her body or keep it as a trophy.

The last words she said, I swear they still haunt me
Her final words still affect me emotionally.

But that ain't fuckin' stoppin' me from keepin' the body
Her death does not deter me from keeping her body as a trophy.

Obviously, it's my personal autopsy
I am conducting my own autopsy on her body for my own sick pleasure.

Doin shit I seen on TV just because I'm crazy
I am imitating grotesque actions I saw on TV simply because I am insane.

I cut through her chest and I remove her bowels
I surgically remove her internal organs after killing her.

Even though the stench is foul, I just cover it with Lysol
Despite the foul smell of the decaying body, I mask it with Lysol.

So I wrap her guts in ties and I quickly remove them
I tie her organs together and hastily remove them from her body.

Make sure nobody is a witness to my mayhem
I take precautions to ensure no one sees my gruesome actions.

It's sad that I'll never see my baby again
It is unfortunate that I will never see the person I killed again.

Oh well, I guess I'll see that bitch the day I go to hell
I accept that I will face the consequences of my actions in the afterlife.