Disappear
Dead. Lyrics

4:16, the train has departed
It is 4:16 and the train that symbolizes a connection or opportunity has left, leaving me with no other choice but to return to my secluded place.

All I can do is head back to my attic
With no other options available, I retreat to my attic, a place where I find solace and observe the world from a distance.

Observing the sky's shrunken hemisphere
From my vantage point, I witness a sky that seems limited and diminished in its vastness, reflecting a feeling of confinement or restriction.

For now I watch her spaceship disappear
In this moment, I watch the person I long for metaphorically depart in their spacecraft, leaving me behind.

I dream of her when laughter has vanished
When joy and mirth fade away, my thoughts are consumed by dreaming about her, yearning for her presence and companionship.

I dream of her as she flies to a planet
In my dreams, I envision her embarking on a journey to a distant world, suggesting the distance and separation that exists between us.

Where I have tried in my way to be free
In my own unique approach, I have made attempts to attain freedom and liberation, seeking a sense of independence and escape from my current circumstances.

Does she ever dream about me
I wonder if she ever experiences dreams that revolve around me, if I hold a place in her subconscious thoughts.

An inexplicable skin
A mysterious and unexplainable transformation or change takes place, symbolized by a metaphorical skin.

Unfolds where shoulders used to hide away
This transformation reveals itself where someone used to conceal or withdraw their emotions or vulnerabilities, now exposing them to the world.

For you, their next of kin
This change is specifically related to you, as if you are connected to this unfolding and transformation in some deep and intimate way.

The stars retreat unrecognised
The celestial bodies, represented by the stars, withdraw and fade away unnoticed or unacknowledged, possibly symbolizing lost opportunities or faded hopes.

In winter we met alongside the river
Our encounter occurred during a cold and desolate time, symbolized by winter, as we crossed paths next to the flowing river.

Eclipsed by the sun, wrapped in a shiver
As the sun's radiance overshadowed us, we were enveloped in a feeling of both coldness and excitement, causing a shiver to run through our bodies.

She said, "Won't you stay if I do love thee?"
She expressed a desire for me to remain by her side if she were to genuinely love and care for me, questioning my willingness to commit under such circumstances.

I wish I could, there's nothing for free
Despite my yearning to stay with her, I acknowledge the reality that everything comes at a cost and there are no guarantees or free choices.

Leaves were lying among the lilies
In this scene, fallen leaves rest amidst the delicate beauty of lilies, symbolizing the ephemeral nature of life and the presence of both decay and beauty.

Mary stood crying on her balcony
Mary, a representation of sorrow or emotional pain, stood on her balcony and wept, portraying a sense of sadness and longing.

I caught a glimpse from black tern wings
A brief moment of insight or understanding was revealed to me, symbolized by the fleeting sight of black tern wings.

Our promise remains because and since
The commitment or pledge we made to each other endures and persists, precisely because of the circumstances that brought us together in the first place.

An inexplicable skin
Once again, an unexplainable transformation or change occurs, represented by an enigmatic skin.

Unfolds where shoulders used to hide away
This transformation reveals itself where someone used to conceal or withdraw their emotions or vulnerabilities, now exposing them to the world.

For you, their next of kin
This change is specifically related to you, as if you are connected to this unfolding and transformation in some deep and intimate way.

The stars retreat unrecognised
Once again, the stars, symbolizing opportunities or dreams, retreat and fade away without receiving recognition or acknowledgment.

An inexplicable skin
Once again, an unexplainable transformation or change occurs, represented by an enigmatic skin.

Unfolds where shoulders used to hide away
This transformation reveals itself where someone used to conceal or withdraw their emotions or vulnerabilities, now exposing them to the world.

For you, their next of kin
This change is specifically related to you, as if you are connected to this unfolding and transformation in some deep and intimate way.

The stars retreat unrecognised
Once again, the stars, symbolizing opportunities or dreams, retreat and fade away without receiving recognition or acknowledgment.