What Sarah Said
Death Cab for Cutie Lyrics


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And it came to me then
That every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time

As I stared at my shoes
In the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths
As I said to myself
That I'd already taken too much today

As each descending peak
On the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines
And year old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye

It sung like a violent wind
That our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds

And I knew that you were truth
I would rather lose
Than to have never lain beside at all

And I looked around
At all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself

'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous paces bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes round
And everyone lifts their heads
But I'm thinking of what Sarah said

That love is watching someone die

So who's gonna watch you die




So who's gonna watch you die
So who's gonna watch you die

Overall Meaning

The song "What Sarah Said" by Death Cab for Cutie tells a poignant story of a person's experience in a hospital waiting room. The opening lines of the song are about realizing that all plans are fleeting and temporary, as they are ultimately at the mercy of time. This realization strikes the singer as they stand in the ICU, staring at their shoes and trying to keep their composure. As the singer struggles to regulate their breathing, they acknowledge that the day has been overwhelming and taking a toll on their mental and emotional health.


The second verse earns its title in its imagery: amidst vending machines and old magazines – a purgatory between life and death – the singer recognizes the fragility of memory. Memories, just like photos, can fade and change with time. What was important to remember a decade ago can lose its significance if not held onto and preserved. The fact that memories can decay like a faulty camera is starkly contrasted with the idea of truth, which the singer recognizes in their companion. The singer would rather have the memory of lying beside the truth than forget it altogether.


Ultimately, the chorus brings out the haunting reality that being in a waiting room can bring. Overhearing the sounds of TV entertainment, impatient pacing, and then the nurse's presence causing everyone to lift their heads, the singer can't help but think of Sarah's words: "love is watching someone die." The final repetition of "who's gonna watch you die" heightens the sense of loneliness and isolation of each person waiting in the hospital, bringing the song's themes together.


Line by Line Meaning

And it came to me then
At that moment, I realized


That every plan
All of our plans


Is a tiny prayer to father time
Are nothing more than a plea to time to make them happen


As I stared at my shoes
Looking down at my feet


In the ICU
Inside the Intensive Care Unit


That reeked of piss and 409
Which had a strong odor of urine and cleaning product


And I rationed my breaths
I controlled my breathing


As I said to myself
Thinking to myself


That I'd already taken too much today
Realizing that I had already endured a lot today


As each descending peak
With every decrease in the line graph


On the LCD
On the monitor


Took you a little farther away from me
You were getting further and further from me


Away from me
Farther from me


Amongst the vending machines
Amid the vending machines


And year old magazines
And old magazines


In a place where we only say goodbye
In a place where the only thing we say is farewell


It sung like a violent wind
It felt like a strong gust of wind


That our memories depend
That memories rely solely


On a faulty camera in our minds
On our imperfect recollection of events


And I knew that you were truth
And I knew that you were honest


I would rather lose
I would prefer to have lost


Than to have never lain beside at all
Than to have never been next to you


And I looked around
I glanced around


At all the eyes on the ground
At all of the people avoiding eye contact


As the TV entertained itself
As the television distracted itself


'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Because the waiting room isn't a place of comfort


Just nervous paces bracing for bad news
Just anxious people preparing for bad news


And then the nurse comes round
And then the nurse comes in


And everyone lifts their heads
And everyone looks up


But I'm thinking of what Sarah said
But I'm remembering what Sarah told me


That love is watching someone die
That love is being there when someone dies


So who's gonna watch you die
So who will be with you when you die?


So who's gonna watch you die
So who will be there to witness your passing?


So who's gonna watch you die
So who will accompany you until the very end?




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Benjamin D. Gibbard, Christopher Ryan Walla, Jason Patrick McGerr, Nicholas Scott Harmer

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@same7741

And it came to me then that every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself
That I'd already taken too much today
As each descending peak on the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines and year-old​ magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
And I knew that you were truth I would rather lose
Than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself

Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous paces bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes round and everyone lifts their head
But I'm thinking of what Sarah said
That love is watching someone die

So who's gonna watch you die?
So who's gonna watch you die?
So who's gonna watch you die?



@redminotecheiraomem2549

For those that can't read French:
1:07 - 1:17 -> Il m'aime = He loves me
1:25 - 1:32 -> un peu? = a little?
2:02 - 2:15 -> beaucoup! = very much!
2:24 - 2:29 -> passionément = with passion
5:23 - 5:26 -> a la folie = madly
5:48 - 5:57 -> Il m'aime pas de tout = He loves me not at all
6:56 - 7:06 -> -> Il m'aime = He loves me
Nice (but intense) video 👏



@eplamoureux

Hey friend.

My mom recently passed. She died on Black Friday of 2021. I'm still processing it, to be honest.

She was diagnosed with aggressive stomach cancer in late September 2021. She was able to muster up the strength for the last weekend in October to see my oldest son's wedding, and watch my two youngest sons celebrate Halloween. She was as animated as she'd always been but couldn't climb the stairs for the guest bed, so she slept on the couch. She took a lot more naps than usual.

She went back to her apartment for the next month. I called her a lot in her last days. She sounded so winded but said things like, "oh I didn't do much today, just made some food and watched some tv"

By the end of November, she asked my little sister (a traveling nurse) if she could stay at her house for a couple weeks, to meet up with the medical specialists.

My sister called the morning of Black Friday. "You might wanna head out here, mom looks pretty bad, it might just be another couple weeks," as she drove to her latest contract gig.

She called an hour later, sobbing. My brother in law went in to check on her and she had passed away, alone.

My sister was a wreck. She was sobbing into the phone, kicking herself for not being there for her. She said, "I told her I didn't need to take this assignment, I told her I could sit with her but she told me to go!"

I'm sitting there trying to wrap my head around the fact that my mom was dead while simultaneously terrified that my sister was going to crash her car rushing home. I struggled to find the right words but every time I opened my mouth, nothing came out but weird sighs.

And that's when I heard calm and clarity from my sister.

"That bitch!", she said. "She KNEW she was going to die, and she sent me out of the house so I couldn't see it!"

I laughed, I sobbed, the sound I made could only be described as a blubber. Of course mom did that. Of course mom did precisely that.

In the coming weeks, as we began cleaning up and clearing out moms apartment, we saw everything organized perfectly. When we walked into her room, her birth certificate, life insurance paperwork and will were neatly laid out in the middle of her bed.

My old photos stacked perfectly in one part of the closet. My sister's in another. Blankets she'd made were separated from blankets she'd bought.

She'd been lying to me. When she said, "oh I didn't do much today," she'd been organizing her life, so it was easier for us to clean it up and put it away.

I don't know you, and I don't know your grandpa. But if he was anything like my mom, maybe he knew he had no control over his mortality, he had no control over his pain and his fatigue, but the one thing he did have control over was when and where he passed.

Maybe he chose to wait until he was alone, so no one could be burdened with watching him take his last breath, and living with that memory.

You're a good kid, to keep him in your heart like this. I'm sure he died loving you very much, and I'm sure that was enough for him.

Be well.



@lauragoldenberg7305

And it came to me then
That every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes
In the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths
As I said to myself
That I'd already taken too much today
As each descending peak
On the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me
Amongst the vending machines
And year old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye
It sung like a violent wind
That our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
And I knew that you were truth
I would rather lose
Than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around
At all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself
'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous paces bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes round
And everyone lifts their heads
But I'm thinking of what Sarah said
That love is watching someone die
So who's gonna watch you die
So who's gonna watch you die
So who's gonna watch you die



All comments from YouTube:

@sarahcrea3880

In March of this year I was hospitalized for pneumonia, and they discovered an extremely rare, inoperable brain tumor in my head. I’ve loved this song since it was released, but now that I know that I only have a few years left it means a lot more to me. I’m only 39 years old. The worst part about a terminal illness is worrying about those you love suffering when you’re gone. I’m not worried about myself. I’m worried about the people I love being okay.

@josephwood4362

Well fuck, lad. We love you.

@holdencaulfield8429

@@josephwood4362 Seems to be a dudette, but awesome work on Pretend-Caring, that also gets tons of thumbs up ;)

@rahsannfalls1860

You are an inspiration for writing these words...I pray for a full recovery 🙏. Somehow someway always keep that in mind..,❤️😎

@riverraven7

Oh fuck sweetie! I'm so sorry. ❤
Nothing I can say is enough.

@dickiedoberdoo3554

I can't help but feel that this song was written specifically to you. Same name even..weird! I hope you were able to have some good times here before moving on up to the next place. Wherever that may be!

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@Sibot88

I’m a Dr. in palliative care and this song actually make my patients happy knowing they aren’t alone when death comes knocking. I’m not family but there for them to hold their hand when they are scared

@stevewestwpg

Thank you for your service and caring, Dr. Smith. The song takes me back twenty years ago today when my father died in hospital. I find the video bears no resemblance to the song, but the song is still very meaningful in its vivid depiction of the experience of watching someone die. Stay safe and well, sir.

@user-jv8oe9gn1s

This would break my heart in a good way. I can't feel many things anymore but the thought of someone showing me this makes me feel loved.

@alexengland-shinemercy

That's beautiful

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