June 26th 1998
Deep Puddle Dynamics Lyrics

I′ve been let down, ungently
I have been disappointed, without mercy

Left to ponder what's taken place
Abandoned to consider what has happened

I repair my keep starin′ at his small sleepin' face
I mend my own state while gazing at his peaceful sleeping countenance

Everything's a phase and I′ve come such a long way
Each experience is temporary and I have made significant progress

I′ve given all to appease
I have sacrificed everything to satisfy

Strategy is my biggest tool in
Planning is my primary method for success in

This universal tournament
This competition for existence throughout the world

Lives inducing turbulence
Living produces chaos

To touch my pertinence
To affect my relevance/importance

It's all so enlightening
It is all very illuminating

It always above
It is always superior

The ultimate prevail, of a moment
The final victory belongs to a single instant

Forces interlocking fusing ethereal motion
Entities combining and merging in a spirit-like movement

Life is but a deal, so many noble notions
Life is a transaction that involves multiple admirable principles

Good breakfast, make a checklist
Eating a satisfying meal and making a list

Alphabetize my records
Organizing my possessions in alphabetical order

All this struggling that I endure has made my back and neck hurt
The effort I put in has resulted in physical discomfort

That slab of worms and roots we rape to rot in
The soil we exploit and allow to decay

It wasn′t my fault, I thought
I believed that I was not responsible

And thought, yet it's taunt...
Although I contemplated, it still haunts me

Expand through the stages, everyday′s a knew planet
Advancing through different phases, every day is a new world

But still flew uncompletion after I run the gamut
But still incomplete even after trying every possibility

Nature, health, knowledge, success
The natural world, well-being, intelligence, achievement

Woman, man, trust, progress
Femininity, masculinity, faith, advancement

Culture, frailty, healing, destiny
Society, weakness, recovery, fate

Endurance, family, science, society
Stamina, kinship, research, civilization

The music, the soul, healing,
The art, the essence, recuperation

Health, security, drugs, time...
Well-being, safety, medication, time...

Trials, hunt, advanced, innocence
Difficulties, pursuit, progression, purity

Smiles, love, chance, relevance
Happiness, affection, opportunity, importance

(Doseone/All: What is the meaning of life?)
Asking what is the purpose of living

Commission myself to a cause, but of course
Dedicating myself to a goal, naturally

I want some exchange, the sun dying feeling
I desire some compensation, this feeling of despair

Is the strongest in my emotion range
Is the most intense of my feelings

Passion position it, now hunger
Elevate my enthusiasm, now crave

For the kisses, convulsing,
For the caresses, writhing,

Lusting, clutch me, hold me
Yearning, grasp me, embrace me

Touch me, thrusting, thrusting
Feel me, pushing, pushing

We all at my anger, grutted and gritted
We all share my rage, clenching and grinding

As we rummage in the aftermath, we attain nothing that we wanted
As we search through the aftermath, we gain nothing we desired

Easy is chosen, but "hard is to ground" understood
Choosing the easy path, but understanding that the difficult one is more meaningful

Drawing a front line thin between mustn't and should
Creating a narrow boundary between prohibited and recommended

At ease, no worrying scurrying around to accomplish
Comfortable, without having to hurry to finish anything

That′s all taken care of, relax, no need to ask
Everything is taken care of, relax and don't inquire

It hurts so good, misunderstood
It is enjoyably painful, but misinterpreted

I wouldn't leave it even, even when I wish that I could
I would not abandon it, even though I want to

Playthings become anew, I knew it all
Toys become refreshed, I was aware of everything

I always thought beyond my 'magination
I consistently thought beyond my imagination

My perception′s a misleading tool
My understanding is an unreliable instrument

Of gravity, of relativity, of no accord
Of attraction, of interrelatedness, of incongruity

Genuine attempts to clone what is form
Authentic efforts to replicate something's shape

What it′s beholding moulding, constantly expanding
What it receives modifying, continuously growing

And constructing, there's no foreseen or happening
And building, there is no prediction or occurrence

Obstructing
Blocking

The random beyond results
The unexpected beyond the outcome

Always shaping or happened, it′s fates only
Always transforming or having occurred, it is only destiny

Voice gang rape by talent medium in question,
My voice is assaulted by the means of expression

Impregnated by all three of 'em, invade expression
Impregnated by all three of them, expression takes over

We′ll just take a cylinder to symbolise
We will utilize a cylinder as a representation

The presence of no presence, hollow in courage,
The lack of existence, the courage that is empty

Shake in the space of it's worthlessness
Shake in the void of its worthlessness

A slow gather of scars peddles appearances
The accumulation of scars produces a superficial appearance

As a firm grasp it comes on composite experience
As a tight hold comes through complete experience

From oil and sludge, a new shadow strikes the planets
A new influence emerges from matter and waste and affects the planets

In the beginning there was darkness,
Initially, there was no light

All the way to, up, up and away to
Continuing until, up, up and away to

Take the steps through the gate that
Pass through the gate by taking the steps

Separates the garden from the snakes
Divides the garden from the serpents

Open my information highway to intake
Open my communication passageway to receive

To fill this puddle for us swelling
To fill this small pool for us that is enlarging

Transition to a lake
Change to a larger body of water

... Wrinkle of energy from empty,
... A crease of power from nothing,

A duty, weathering the damage to fix [(a kiss)]
A responsibility, enduring the harm to repair (a kiss)

This is why I′m here, where are my trophies?
This is why I exist, where are my rewards?

Give me back my land and heart and family
Return to me my territory, emotions, and loved ones

Man, I'm parched
I am immensely thirsty

What you need, identical to what I hold above your head
What you require is exactly what I have above your head

Take heed, read my gospel, memorize all that I said
Pay attention, read my teachings, commit all that I stated to memory

Next, make it better than the last was built,
Then, improve it from the last one that was created,

Next, do it again this time, looking
Again, do it this time, watching

That which you were dealt
That which you were given

Fortune, health, knowledge, success
Luck, well-being, wisdom, achievement

Culture, faith. healing, destiny
Civilization, belief, recuperation, fate

Endurance, family. science, society
Stamina, kinship, research, civilization

Music, soul, healing, mind
Song, spirit, recuperation, intellect

Health, security, drugs, time
Well-being, safety, medication, time

Trial, hunts, advanced, innocence
Difficulty, pursuit, progression, purity