Angel Dust
Disflex.6 Lyrics

I'm a mind, I'm a mind, I'm a mind If I don't, I'll change
I am constantly evolving and it is essential for me to embrace change

Watch me fly away, fly away I've been tryin' not to lose my mind
Observe as I escape from my worries and strive to maintain my sanity

When I'm in it, I'm not tryin' to lose my mind When I'm in it, I'ma make up my mind
In difficult situations, I focus on making rational decisions and preserving my mental stability

By tonight, I'ma make up my mind By tonight, no I can't lie
Before the end of the day, I will reach a firm decision and I won't deceive myself

I'm feelin' healin', no I really can't lie How I'm feelin', I wish that I could live forever to redeem myself
I am experiencing a sense of recovery, and honestly, I long to have eternity to make amends

These eyes have seen so many strange things Passin' by, passin' by, no one noticed my angel wings
My eyes have witnessed countless peculiarities, yet as I move through life, no one recognizes the celestial qualities within me

I'm getting high, cause my life has never changed For the better, it's always the same shit
I resort to intoxication as my existence remains monotonous and fails to progress positively

Why I feel dead inside, try and feel the void that lives inside me
I question the numbness within my soul and attempt to fill the emptiness dwelling within me

Dear mama, I ain't comin' home Dear mama, it's my time to go
Beloved mother, I won't return to you, for the moment has come for my departure

I apologize, but the stars shine so bright As I watch you from the other side
Please accept my apologies, but as I observe you from beyond, the brilliance of the stars captivates me

As choir might sing you a symphony These eyes have seen the strangest things
Picture a choir performing a grand symphony solely meant for you, while my eyes have witnessed the most extraordinary occurrences

With all this pain, there's no sound in me I'm feelin' so numb, feelin' so broken, broken
Amidst immense suffering, silence engulfs my being, leaving me with a profound feeling of emotional fracture

As choir might sing you a symphony With all this pain, there's no sound in me
Imagine a choir serenading you with a harmonious symphony, while internally, my anguish silences any sound within me

I'm feelin' so numb, feelin' so broken, broken
I am overwhelmed by emotional detachment and a profound sense of shatteredness

Other side, other side I'm trying not to lose my mind, my mind when I'm in it
From the realm beyond, I strive to maintain my sanity when I am immersed in the challenges of life

I'ma make up my mind, about a night I'ma make my mind up, about a night
I will reach a decision regarding this evening, I will firmly decide my course for the night

No, I can't lie, can't lie I'm feelin', feelin', really can't lie
Honestly, I cannot deceive, I am truly experiencing intense emotions that cannot be denied

How I'm feelin', I'm wishin' I could live forever To redeem myself I'm wishin' I could live forever To redeem myself
I yearn for eternal life to find redemption for my actions and the way I feel

Why I feel so down inside Tryna fill up for the liars in my heart, in my heart
I ponder the reasons behind my deep sadness while attempting to compensate for the deceitful figures residing within my heart

Dear mama, I ain't comin' home Dear mama, I think it's my time to go
Beloved mother, I won't return to our shared abode, for I believe it is the moment for my departure

I apologize, let the stars shine so bright As I watch you from the other side
I offer my apologies as I enshroud myself in the radiant brilliance of the stars, observing you from the realm beyond

From the other side
From the realm beyond