Mistress
Disturbed Lyrics


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I stand on the brink of your mind
Living inside a nightmare from which
I just cannot awaken
Stand on the edge of your life
Just give me another moment
From which I will never awaken

Stand on the brink of my own demise
Fallen again for another
Mistress of burden
To idolize
Hoping that one of them will decide
To let me in

To stand on the edge of the knife
Cutting through the nightmare from which
I just cannot awaken
Stand on the edge of the night
Living inside a moment
From which I will never awaken

Stand on the brink of my own demise
Fallen again for another
Mistress of burden
To idolize
Hoping that one of them will decide
To let me in

Look at what you've done to me
You've become my enemy
Poisoning the world for me
Take away my everything
Weakened as I am

Stand on the brink of my own demise
Fallen again for another
Mistress of burden
To idolize




Hoping that one of them will decide
To let me in

Overall Meaning

These lyrics by the American rock band, Disturbed, from their 2015 album Immortalized highlights the theme of emotional turmoil which arises from a self-destructive infatuation that the singer has with their Mistress. The singer describes his condition as being trapped in a nightmare from which he cannot awaken. This metaphorical description can be a manifestation of his internal psychological strife, as he battles his inner demons along with his object of affection. It could also mean that he's drifting away from reality, and he is not sure how to snap out of this trance.


Furthermore, the song represents the Mistress in question as a 'burden', the burden that the singer is clinging onto. He idolizes these people, hoping that someone would accept him in their life. However, in reality, it could be harmful for him to do so, as he is left weakened and powerless. The lyrics suggest that no matter how much he strives, he feels that his condition is hopeless.


The lines "Look at what you’ve done to me, you’ve become my enemy, poisoning the world for me, take away my everything, weakened as I am" symbolize how his fixation with the Mistresses is taking a toll on him. The identity of the Mistress is ambiguous and open to interpretation. The Mistress could be a drug addiction, a forbidden love affair, or any other self-destructive behavior that one cannot resist.


Line by Line Meaning

I stand on the brink of your mind
I exist inside your thoughts, stuck in a never-ending nightmare


Living inside a nightmare from which I just cannot awaken
My reality is a terrifying dream that I can't escape


Stand on the edge of your life
I am at the edge of your experience


Just give me another moment
Please, let me stay in this moment longer


From which I will never awaken
I never want to leave this moment behind


Stand on the brink of my own demise
I am close to the end of myself


Fallen again for another Mistress of burden
I have become entangled with yet another destructive force that I can't resist


To idolize, hoping that one of them will decide to let me in
I put them on a pedestal, hoping one will accept me and ease my pain


To stand on the edge of the knife
I am balancing on the sharp blade of destruction


Cutting through the nightmare from which I just cannot awaken
I am trying to escape this never-ending nightmare


Stand on the edge of the night
I am at the precipice of darkness


Living inside a moment from which I will never awaken
This moment is my escape from reality, and I don't want to leave it


Look at what you've done to me
You've turned me into your enemy


You've become my enemy
I view you as someone who is against me


Poisoning the world for me
You are causing damage to the world that affects me personally


Take away my everything
You have stripped away all that I held dear


Weakened as I am
I am extremely vulnerable right now




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: DAN DONEGAN, DAVID DRAIMAN, MICHAEL WENGREN, MIKE WENGREN, STEVE KMAK

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Mowbrizzle

[Intro]
My Mistress

[Verse 1]
I stand on the brink of your mind
Living inside a nightmare from which
I just cannot awaken
Stand on the edge of your life
Just give me another moment
From which I will never awaken

[Chorus]
Stand on the brink of my own demise
Fallen again for another
Mistress of burden
To idolize
Hoping that one of them will decide
To let me in

My Mistress

[Verse 2]
To stand on the edge of the knife
Cutting through the nightmare from which
I just cannot awaken
Stand on the edge of the night
Living inside a moment
From which I will never awaken
[Chorus]
Stand on the brink of my own demise
Fallen again for another
Mistress of burden
To idolize
Hoping that one of them will decide
To let me in

[Bridge]
Look at what you've done to me
You've become my enemy
Poisoning the world for me
Take away my everything
Weakened as I am

Never awaken

[Chorus]
Stand on the brink of my own demise
Fallen again for another
Mistress of burden
To idolize
Hoping that one of them will decide
To let me in

[Outro]
My Mistress
Decide to let me in
My Mistress
Decide to let me in



All comments from YouTube:

Emanuel Aracic

This whole album is dope as hell. Amazing melancholic vibes

Dave Ryan

I had a single 12-in eclipse sub in the Sub-Zero box pushing 600 watts continuous to it basically thousand watt amp pushing 600 continuous and with this album and the one after this the people in front of my car usually head banging!

Justin Mason

Straight up agreed!

jason reed

No I strongly disagree agree. I'm a fan, don't get me wrong but this album sucks. I was expecting more of them and they let me down. That's cool that you dig it, I was hoping for a harder sound. An evolution and they didn't deliver. They set the bar very high when they came out and I mean...come on...now covering The Sound of Silence?" Granted they nailed it...but I'm metal for life.

Daniel Collins

Best song on this album. I hope to hear Disturbed play this live some day!

Trena Cadwell

Me too!

Jay Ski

Energize/he )e!/

T Pajarillo

Definitely. Such a masterpiece.

yo75z

darkness disapproves

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choirboy25

This song has always been one of my favorites, it's a masterpiece.

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