Chaos
Django Lyrics

J'suis divisé dans mon crâne comme le Centaure
I feel torn between different parts of myself like the mythical creature, Centaur

C'est en m'approchant du fond que je prends forme
I only truly understand myself when I delve deep into my thoughts and emotions

Petit tombé dans le whisky, j'm'en sors
I may drink to escape my problems, but I always manage to overcome them

De peur de quitter ma colère, j'en rêve encore
I can't let go of my anger, and it still haunts me in my dreams

Magicien d'Oz, Adebisi
I am like the wizard of Oz and the character Adebisi from the show Oz, both skilled at hiding their true selves

Jeune fou, j'suis là-bas, t'es ici
I feel like a young, reckless person, but everyone else is more grounded in reality

Hiéroglyphe, j'suis invisible
I feel like my thoughts and feelings are like hieroglyphics, impossible for anyone else to understand

Shemêhaza comme disciple
I am like Shemêhaza, a fallen angel who rebelled against God, in the sense that I feel like an outsider to society

Dans le miroir, j'ai aucune confiance
I can't even trust what I see when I look in the mirror, as my perception of myself is skewed

Pathologie de nature consciente
I am aware that my thoughts and behavior may be pathological or abnormal

Ne rien attendre, n'a plus de bon sens
I've learned not to expect anything from others as it often leads to disappointment

Dans l'insolence, elle a pensé qu'elle a su m'comprendre, yeah
Someone presumptuously believed they could understand me, but their arrogance only led to misunderstanding

Bastet à la morsure profonde
I feel like I've been bitten by the Egyptian goddess Bastet, leading to a deep emotional wound

Dis-moi qui va t'accompagner jusqu'au front
Who will have your back when you face your biggest challenges?

Dans un taureau fait de métal à fin d'apaiser le feu, je me suis trouvé prêt à plonger dans une eau sombre
I find myself gearing up for what appears to be a dangerous situation, bracing myself for what's to come

Yeah, marche de travers sur l'échiquier, hey
I feel like I'm moving haphazardly through life, with no clear direction

J'suis Deadman pour m'sauver y'a personne, hey
I feel like I'm all alone in trying to save myself from my struggles

J'suis pas sans visage, j'ai cent visages, hey
I may seem elusive, but in reality, I have many different sides and faces to myself

Ils font tous pareil pour exister, hey
People often try to conform to fit in and be noticed in society

Traverse mon quotidien peu rose
My daily life is challenging and difficult

J'entends la sorcière elle est pleureuse
I have a nagging voice inside my head, like a crying witch

Travail, discernement, fiction, réalité j'suis dans le farm et la membrane est poreuse, gang
My work requires me to distinguish between what's real and imaginative, and the boundary between them is fluid

Je ne t'apprécie pas quand tu respires (huh)
I dislike you so much that even your breathing annoys me

Soit t'es malheureux, soit t'es imbécile
Either you're unhappy or you're foolish

Tu m'as dit "Billy, t'es comme un récif"
Someone once told me, "Billy, you're like a reef," implying that I am an obstacle in their path

De loin, je t'aperçois, de près t'es agressif
While I may see you from far away, up close, I feel like you're being combative with me

J'ai trop d'fierté comme un corse
I have too much pride, like a Corsican

Juste un caillou dans le torse
I have a heavy burden in my heart

Frangin, t'es bleu comme un cop
You're scared and intimidated like a police officer

Ephialtes t'as pas l'étoffe
You don't have the qualities to succeed, like the Greek traitor Ephialtes

La sage est un hôte les autres, c'est l'enfer
Wisdom is a welcomed guest, but others are like hell

Leur conscience est morte, ils ont tué l'cerf
They've killed their conscience like a deer

Mon frangin, j'suis pas vraiment sain d'esprit
My friend, I'm not mentally stable

J'regarde l'herbe du voisin, c'est du synthétique
I'm envious of my neighbor's life, but it's all fake

Travaille mon gava, y'a pas d'talent
I have to work hard to improve myself, as I don't have a natural talent

J'sors un son, d'un coup ça parle flamand
Sometimes, my words come out differently than I intended, like speaking a different language

Ma route est infinie comme Rahan, de l'enzyme sur phalange dans le vice transparent, yes
My journey is never-ending like Rahan, and I struggle to make progress through the haze of my troubles

Pas de nouveaux amis, pirate connait pirate
I don't want to make new friends as I only trust those with similar experiences to me

Kimono est noir comme au Penchak Silat
My martial arts uniform is black like in Penchak Silat, a traditional Southeast Asian martial art

Enfant, je sais qu'on m'a menti
I know that I was lied to as a child

Ces fils de putain sont pas gentils
These sons of bitches are not nice

Communiquer, j'ai pas envie
I don't want to communicate with anyone

J'dois tout niquer, j'ai pas cent vies
I have to destroy everything, as I only have one life

Frelon, rien n'a changé dans mon lifestyle
Like a hornet, my lifestyle has remained the same

Le regard est glacial, dans le ventre Akira
My gaze is icy, like the feeling in the movie Akira

Memento mori, ma peur est abyssale
I am constantly reminded of my mortality, and my fear is overwhelming

Prisonnier d'une colère, j'ai le poing levé comme Addi Bâ
I feel trapped by my anger and frustration, and I relate to Addi Bâ, who led a slave revolt

Faux seins, faux cul mais t'es lassdeg, han
You may have fake body parts, but you're still lazy

Manque de présence, j'suis dans Last Days, han
I feel disconnected from reality, like in the movie Last Days

Qui sont tous ces gens dans l'backstage? Han
Who are all these people in the backstage?

Mais qui sont tous ces gens dans le backstage? Han
But seriously, who are all these people in the backstage?

Yeah, vas-y marche dans mes pas, j'suis Fred Astaire, yeah
Go ahead and follow my lead, I'm like Fred Astaire

Yeah, ces voix dans ma tête ne veulent pas s'taire, yeah, yea, yeah, yeah
These voices in my head won't go away, no matter how much I want them to