Insomniac's Lullaby
Ed Sheeran Lyrics


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I’m getting very edgy
Cos you’re trying to take this from me
And it’s something that I wanted so bad
Cos you’re the definition
Of someone who has to ruin
The best thing that I ever had
Cos you’re a jealous girl
And all I can say is
It’s your fault but partially mine
For losing hope
For not treating you right
But that will disappear in time

All I gotta do is pass you by
Never say what’s wrong
Whenever I say why?

Standing in the corner
Shadowed by the light
To you I seem much smaller
But I know it might be you
How much better could I do
To be myself, not someone else?
I’m losing sleep
I live only for the week

I’ve grown to ignore you
Cos when I seem to bore you
You pretend that you’re not interested
Your eyes start to twinkle
Your smile starts to widen
And I just seem to try and forget
But you pay me no attention
Even though I do
But I don’t care as long as you’re mine
It’s happening every time

All I gotta do is pass you by
Never say what’s wrong
Whenever I say why?

Standing in the corner
Shadowed by the light
To you I seem much smaller
But I know it might be you
How much better could I do
To be myself, not someone else?
I’m losing sleep
I live only for the week

And I’m falling harder now it seems
My slip-ups haunt me in my dreams
And I can’t sleep although I think I can
It’s insomnia I think I have
But who cares when I’m not your man?

Standing in the corner
Shadowed by the light
To you I seem much smaller
But I know it might be you
How much better could I do
To be myself, not someone else?




I’m losing sleep
I live only for the week

Overall Meaning

"Insomniac's Lullaby" by Ed Sheeran explores the singer's feelings of frustration and disappointment in a relationship with a jealous partner. The lyrics depict the singer's realization that their partner is trying to take something important away from them, something they wanted desperately. The partner is described as someone who ruins things, indicating a pattern of destructive behavior. The singer acknowledges their own role in the deterioration of the relationship, admitting to losing hope and not treating their partner right. However, they also express hope that these feelings will eventually fade away with time.


The chorus suggests a sense of resignation and a desire to move on. The singer wants to pass their partner by and not dwell on what went wrong. They wonder why their partner doesn't acknowledge the issues or communicate honestly, creating a sense of frustration and confusion.


The second verse delves deeper into the dynamics of the relationship. The singer feels ignored and uninteresting to their partner, who seems to only show interest when the singer starts to lose interest. Despite this, the singer says they don't care as long as their partner is with them, highlighting a codependent and unhealthy attachment.


The bridge highlights the singer's growing emotional turmoil. They admit to making mistakes and being haunted by them in their dreams. They struggle with insomnia and confess that they might have it, but express indifference, as it doesn't matter since they are not their partner's chosen person.


Overall, "Insomniac's Lullaby" explores themes of frustration, disappointment, jealousy, and the complexities of relationships where both parties contribute to their destruction. It captures the struggles of balancing one's own identity with the desire to please a partner who may not fully appreciate them.


Line by Line Meaning

I’m getting very edgy
I'm feeling extremely nervous and anxious


Cos you’re trying to take this from me
Because you're attempting to snatch away what I hold dear


And it’s something that I wanted so bad
And it's something I desired deeply


Cos you’re the definition
Because you perfectly embody


Of someone who has to ruin
Someone who always destroys


The best thing that I ever had
The most wonderful thing I've ever experienced


Cos you’re a jealous girl
Because you possess a jealous nature


And all I can say is
And all I can express is


It’s your fault but partially mine
It's your responsibility, but I share some blame as well


For losing hope
For giving up on hope


For not treating you right
For not treating you with the kindness you deserved


But that will disappear in time
But that feeling will eventually fade away


All I gotta do is pass you by
All I need to do is ignore you and move on


Never say what’s wrong
Never mention the problems or issues we have


Whenever I say why?
Whenever I question and ask why things turned out this way


Standing in the corner
Being in a position of isolation


Shadowed by the light
Overshadowed and unnoticed despite being in the spotlight


To you I seem much smaller
To you, I appear insignificant


But I know it might be you
But deep down, I suspect it might actually be your fault


How much better could I do
How much more could I improve


To be myself, not someone else?
To be true to who I am and not try to be someone else


I’m losing sleep
I'm experiencing insomnia


I live only for the week
I exist solely for the short-term, without any long-term plans


I’ve grown to ignore you
I've learned to disregard you


Cos when I seem to bore you
Because when I appear uninteresting to you


You pretend that you’re not interested
You feign disinterest


Your eyes start to twinkle
Your eyes begin to sparkle


Your smile starts to widen
Your smile starts to broaden


And I just seem to try and forget
And I simply attempt to erase it from my mind


But you pay me no attention
But you don't give me any consideration


Even though I do
Even though I pay attention to you


But I don’t care as long as you’re mine
But I don't mind as long as you're with me


It’s happening every time
This situation repeats every single time


And I’m falling harder now it seems
And I'm finding myself falling more deeply now, it appears


My slip-ups haunt me in my dreams
My mistakes torment me in my sleep


And I can’t sleep although I think I can
And I am unable to sleep despite believing I am capable


It’s insomnia I think I have
I believe I am suffering from insomnia


But who cares when I’m not your man?
But it doesn't matter since I am not your partner


To you I seem much smaller
To you, I appear insignificant


But I know it might be you
But deep down, I suspect it might actually be your fault


How much better could I do
How much more could I improve


To be myself, not someone else?
To be true to who I am and not try to be someone else


I’m losing sleep
I'm experiencing insomnia


I live only for the week
I exist solely for the short-term, without any long-term plans




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Amelia Pond

My two month old neice loves to fall asleep to Ed Sheeran.
(Think I found her Lullaby!) :3

Max

i loveee this song!, he shuld re produce some of his olderr stuff or perform more of this stuff at his gigs quality

Maggie1096

I love that he was so full of emotion at so young. Listen to how young he sounds- my gosh. I love him.

Omar Blake-Dafaalla

Oh god. This song brings tears to my eyes. :')

Amandine

It's 3:25am here I haven't sleep yet and I'm listening to this amazing song (My life is wonderful I know)

Perrie Malik

IM CRYING JUST HEARING HIM THIS YOUNG IS SO ADORABLE

Chance

He's awesome! I love him :')

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