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Gotta Get Up from Here
Ellie Lawson Lyrics
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Chain smoking and I'm in my bed
I just wanna disappear here inside of me
Ride out the hopelessness in my head
What you doing with your life you ask me
Baby you're not good enough for me
What's the matter with you, you keep asking
Can't you do better for me better for me
Black hood up and I'm walking out the door
Head phones on and my beats up loud
Don't you wanna know how I'm truly feeling here
I don't think you do somehow
Who the hell do you think you are, you say
Don't you know that you've got no rights
While you're living under my roof you know
Dumb ba de doobe dad dumb dumb die die
There's a million reasons why I'm feeling down today
Still I wonder if I'll ever feel the same again
Seen a million situations should put me in my place
Guaranteed there's a million more yet to come up in my face
I've gotta change my ways
24 hour life crisis
Burning me up
Burning me inside
I've gotta find my way
24 hour life crisis
Burning me up burning me inside, I've
Gotta get up from here
Gotta get up from here
Gotta get up
I've gotta get up from here
Today and I'm taking control again
Patch on my arm in the bright sunlight
There's no way that I'm gonna go under now
Plenty of ways to make a wrong right
No more negative thinking around me
I don't wanna live my life that way
There's too many good people to compensate
All the energy lost
All my energy
There's a million reasons why I'm feeling down today
Still I wonder if I'll ever feel the same again
Seen a million situations should put me in my place
Guaranteed there's a million more yet to blow up in my face
I've gotta change my ways
24 hour life crisis
Burning me up
Burning me inside
I've gotta find my way
24 hour life crisis
Burning me up burning me inside, I've
Gotta get up from here
Gotta get up from here
Gotta get up
I've gotta get up from here
The lyrics of Ellie Lawson's song "Gotta Get Up from Here" convey the feelings of hopelessness and despair, as well as the need for a change. The opening lines describe a lonely night, where the singer is chain-smoking in bed, wishing to disappear inside herself to ride out the hopelessness in her head. The next lines depict someone else questioning her life choices and asking her to do better, making her feel inadequate. She puts on her black hood and walks out, preferring to listen to her music rather than engage with the person who is bringing her down. The verses repeat the same sentiments of feeling down and hopeless, but there is a marked shift in the last verse, where the singer decides to take control of her life once again. She puts on a patch on her arm in the bright sunlight, signaling the start of a new day and a new attitude. She refuses to think negatively and instead focuses on the good people in her life and the positive energy she can draw from them. The chorus depicts this transition as well, with the repeated plea to "get up from here" and to keep striving towards a better life.
Overall, the song is about overcoming self-doubt and the negativity of others to find strength within oneself. The singer goes through a 24-hour life crisis, but ultimately emerges stronger and more empowered through her decision to change her ways.
Line by Line Meaning
Midnight here and I'm all alone again
It's midnight and I am by myself once again
Chain smoking and I'm in my bed
I'm smoking a lot and lying in bed
I just wanna disappear here inside of me
I wish to isolate myself from everyone and delve deeper into my own thoughts
Ride out the hopelessness in my head
I want to overcome the feeling of despair that I have in my head
What you doing with your life you ask me
You're questioning my purpose in life
Baby you're not good enough for me
You don't think I am good enough for you
What's the matter with you, you keep asking
You keep asking me what's wrong with me
Can't you do better for me, better for me
You wish for me to be better for you
Black hood up and I'm walking out the door
I'm wearing a black hoodie and leaving the house
Head phones on and my beats up loud
I have my headphones on and the music is playing loudly
Don't you wanna know how I'm truly feeling here
Do you really care about how I am feeling right now?
I don't think you do somehow
I don't believe you do
Who the hell do you think you are, you say
You are saying this in a confrontational way
Don't you know that you've got no rights
You don't have any right to do something
While you're living under my roof you know
You are staying at my house
Dumb ba de doobe dad dumb dumb die die
This doesn't have any particular meaning
There's a million reasons why I'm feeling down today
There are various reasons why I feel sad today
Still I wonder if I'll ever feel the same again
Despite this, I wonder if I will ever feel the same way again
Seen a million situations should put me in my place
I have experienced countless situations that should humble me
Guaranteed there's a million more yet to come up in my face
I know that there will be countless more difficult situations that I will have to encounter
I've gotta change my ways
I need to change my habits to improve my life
24 hour life crisis
This is a crisis that lasts for a full day
Burning me up
I feel very passionate and intense
Burning me inside
I feel very passionate inside
I've gotta find my way
I need to find my path in life
Gotta get up from here
I have to get up and move forward
Today and I'm taking control again
Today, I am taking back control of my life
Patch on my arm in the bright sunlight
I have a patch on my arm, and it's sunny outside
There's no way that I'm gonna go under now
I am not going to fail now
Plenty of ways to make a wrong right
There are many ways to turn something bad into something good
No more negative thinking around me
I don't want any negative energy or thoughts around me
I don't wanna live my life that way
I don't want to live my life with negative thoughts and energy
There's too many good people to compensate
There are many good people that make up for the bad ones
All the energy lost
I've lost a lot of energy due to negativity
All my energy
My energy has been depleted
Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: ELLIE LAWSON, JEFF PHILLIPS, JOHN O'BRIEN
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@Gregdirge
Wish this was on Spotify. I go to Youtube just to hear this song sometimes.
@ELLIEtelly1
So nice t hear! :-) Im working on it!
@ELLIEtelly1
Its on Spotify now! :-)
@Gregdirge
@@ELLIEtelly1 I know, I’ve been listening to it endlessly for the past several months and I can’t thank you enough!
@ELLIEtelly1
Greg Dirge aww that’s great!😀
@mmkkkee
A really good kind of song. Makes me chill up in my bed.
@MindyLou89
I remember I had this song on some random demo cd and I thought I was so cool because no one I knew had heard of her. lol.
@leadme2thebliss21
Love this song. Great melodies, wow.
@asteriaastra4292
She's so pretty.. Pretty voice.. looks like Blake lively. .😍
@InvidiousSless
A million times more talented is Miss Lawson.