Depression
Emerald Woods Lyrics


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Who am I?
What am I doing?
Am I still alive?
What day is it?

I almost forgot
When was the last time
When I slept and when I ate.

Everything around
Has lost its meaning,
I am stuck in
By my nightmares

Is this what I deserve?
You are my eternal curse.




My life is the price
That I paid for your love.

Overall Meaning

In these lyrics from Emerald Woods's song "Depression," the singer is grappling with existential questions and feelings of confusion and detachment. The repetition of questions like "Who am I?" and "What day is it?" reflects a sense of disorientation and a loss of identity. It seems as though the singer is struggling to make sense of their existence and their place in the world, suggesting a profound state of inner turmoil.


Furthermore, the lyrics convey a sense of numbness and detachment from reality. The singer reflects on their basic human needs, such as sleeping and eating, but it appears that these fundamental acts have become distant memories or unfamiliar concepts. This suggests a deep emotional and psychological disconnect from the world around them, as if they are merely going through the motions of life without truly experiencing it.


The imagery of being "stuck in" their nightmares evokes a sense of being trapped in a cycle of negative thoughts and emotions. The singer seems to be consumed by their own inner demons and struggles to break free from the overwhelming darkness that surrounds them. This could be a metaphor for the grip of depression and how it can feel like being held captive by one's own mind.


The final lines of the lyrics suggest a sense of self-blame and feelings of unworthiness. The singer questions whether they deserve to feel this way and implies that their suffering is somehow tied to another person or entity. The phrase "My life is the price that I paid for your love" hints at a toxic relationship or a sense of sacrificing oneself for the sake of someone else, contributing to the overall theme of pain, loss, and emotional turmoil conveyed in the song.


Line by Line Meaning

Who am I?
I am struggling to recognize myself and my identity.


What am I doing?
I am questioning my actions and purpose in life.


Am I still alive?
I am unsure if I am truly living or just going through the motions.


What day is it?
I am feeling disconnected from time and reality.


I almost forgot
I am forgetting the basic necessities of life.


When was the last time
I am struggling to remember when I last took care of myself.


When I slept and when I ate.
I am neglecting my own well-being and basic needs.


Everything around
The world around me seems empty and devoid of meaning.


Has lost its meaning,
I am feeling lost and hopeless, unable to find purpose.


I am stuck in
I feel trapped and overwhelmed by my own fears and anxieties.


By my nightmares
I am haunted by my own inner demons and struggles.


Is this what I deserve?
I am questioning if I am worthy of happiness and peace.


You are my eternal curse.
I feel burdened and held back by toxic relationships or situations.


My life is the price
I feel like I have sacrificed my own well-being and happiness.


That I paid for your love.
I have endured pain and suffering in the name of love, which feels unfair.




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