If I Call
Emilie Nicolas Lyrics


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If I call
After all this time
Would you answer me?
Am I still on your mind?
Now do you feel me?
Or am I way off track here?
Or have I misunderstood you?
God, I hope not

If I call
In the middle of the night
Would you open the door?
Would that be alright?
Now, if you let me
Just close your eyes
And pretend I'm somebody
Would you still make love to me?

This body is the same body
You drooled all over
You moan, you scream
You broke, you beg me to come closer
Now I'm standing in the night
With your number
Wondering if I should call you

If a pin dropped you'd be out of it
Change your mind and be done with it
I'll be as quiet as I can
Be as quiet as I can
I don't wanna say too much
Just let the hands touch
And hope you're not over it
Hope you're not over it
Alone

I'm sofa racing, baby, watch me miss him
One out of two options, mission
So many times I wonder if it's missing
If I want my friend, now we ditchin'
You turned off all your love
So many times I listened
So honest, then why you so distant?
But I don't got the time, time
Don't like the reason, no, 'cause I'll cuss, cuss
I can not do all of this for us
I can not do all of this for your love
You can not be in a world of us
I can not do all of this for your love
I can not do all of this for your love
I can not do all of this for your love

If a pin dropped you'd be out of it
Change your mind and be done with it
I'll be as quiet as I can (I'll be as quiet)
Be as quiet as I can
I don't wanna say too much
Just let the hands touch
And hope you're not over it
Hope you're not over it (hope you're not over it)

If a pin dropped you'd be out of it
Change your mind and be done with it
I'll be as quiet as I can (I'll be as quiet)
Be as quiet as I can
I don't wanna say too much
Just let the hands touch
And hope you're not over it
Hope you're not over it

If I call
After all this time
Would I change your mind?
Should I let you be?
Do you feel me?




'Cause I'm standing in the night with your number
Wondering if I should call

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Emilie Nicolas's song "If I Call" convey a sense of longing, uncertainty, and vulnerability. The singer is contemplating reaching out to someone from their past, questioning whether they are still on the person's mind and if they would be welcomed back into their life. There is a longing to be recognized and acknowledged, as the phrase "Would you answer me? Am I still on your mind?" suggests. The singer wonders if they have understood the situation correctly and expresses their hope that they haven't misinterpreted anything.


The second verse dives deeper into the physical and emotional intimacy that once existed between the singer and the person they are addressing. The singer reminisces about shared experiences, describing how their body was desired and desired in return, with lines such as "This body is the same body you drooled all over." However, now there seems to be distance and hesitation in the relationship, which is reflected in the line "You turned off all your love, so many times I listened."


The chorus amplifies the singer's desire to approach the person cautiously and quietly, hoping for a positive response. There is a fear of saying too much but an overwhelming need for physical connection, expressed through the line "Just let the hands touch." The repetition of the phrase "Hope you're not over it" reinforces the singer's concerns about the person moving on or no longer having feelings for them.


In the last verse, the singer reflects on their own ambivalence, questioning whether they should make the call or leave things as they are. They wonder if reaching out would have any impact and whether it would change the person's mind. There is an internal struggle between wanting to make a move and respecting the other person's space, as seen in the line "Should I let you be?"


Overall, "If I Call" captures the introspective and emotional journey of someone contemplating reconnecting with someone from their past. It explores themes of longing, uncertainty, and the desire for human connection.


Line by Line Meaning

If I call
If I reach out to you


After all this time
Even though it's been a while


Would you answer me?
Will you respond to me?


Am I still on your mind?
Do you still think about me?


Now do you feel me?
Can you sense my presence?


Or am I way off track here?
Or have I completely misunderstood the situation?


Or have I misunderstood you?
Or have I misinterpreted your intentions?


God, I hope not
I really hope that's not the case


In the middle of the night
Late at night when everyone's sleeping


Would you open the door?
Would you allow me back into your life?


Would that be alright?
Would it be okay with you?


Now, if you let me
If you give me the chance


Just close your eyes
Just shut out the world


And pretend I'm somebody
And imagine that I'm someone else


Would you still make love to me?
Would you still have an intimate connection with me?


This body is the same body
This physical form is the same as before


You drooled all over
You desired and lusted after


You moan, you scream
You express pleasure and passion


You broke, you beg me to come closer
You broke down and pleaded for my presence


Now I'm standing in the night
Now I'm alone in the darkness


With your number
With your contact information


Wondering if I should call you
Contemplating whether I should reach out to you


If a pin dropped you'd be out of it
If the slightest sound occurred, you'd be gone


Change your mind and be done with it
Suddenly change your decision and be finished with it


I'll be as quiet as I can
I'll try to remain as silent as possible


Be as quiet as I can
Maintain absolute silence


I don't wanna say too much
I don't want to reveal too many thoughts or emotions


Just let the hands touch
Just allow physical contact


And hope you're not over it
And pray that you haven't moved on from our relationship


Alone
Feeling isolated


I'm sofa racing, baby, watch me miss him
I'm engaging in idle distractions, trying to forget about him


One out of two options, mission
There are only two possibilities, and I need to choose


So many times I wonder if it's missing
I constantly question if something is lacking


If I want my friend, now we ditchin'
If I desire a deeper connection, now we're abandoning it


You turned off all your love
You shut down all emotions of love


So many times I listened
I've listened countless times


So honest, then why you so distant?
You claim to be truthful, so why are you acting aloof?


But I don't got the time, time
But I don't have the time, the luxury


Don't like the reason, no, 'cause I'll cuss, cuss
I don't accept the justification, because I'll express my anger


I can not do all of this for us
I am unable to carry the burden of fixing our relationship alone


I can not do all of this for your love
I am unable to put in all this effort solely for your love


You can not be in a world of us
You cannot fully be a part of our relationship


I can not do all of this for your love
I am unable to do everything necessary just for your love


I can not do all of this for your love
I am unable to dedicate myself completely to your love


If a pin dropped you'd be out of it
If the slightest sound occurred, you'd be gone


Change your mind and be done with it
Suddenly change your decision and be finished with it


I'll be as quiet as I can (I'll be as quiet)
I'll try to remain as silent as possible


Be as quiet as I can
Maintain absolute silence


I don't wanna say too much
I don't want to reveal too many thoughts or emotions


Just let the hands touch
Just allow physical contact


And hope you're not over it
And pray that you haven't moved on from our relationship


If a pin dropped you'd be out of it
If the slightest sound occurred, you'd be gone


Change your mind and be done with it
Suddenly change your decision and be finished with it


I'll be as quiet as I can (I'll be as quiet)
I'll try to remain as silent as possible


Be as quiet as I can
Maintain absolute silence


I don't wanna say too much
I don't want to reveal too many thoughts or emotions


Just let the hands touch
Just allow physical contact


And hope you're not over it
And pray that you haven't moved on from our relationship


If I call
If I reach out to you


After all this time
Even though it's been a while


Would I change your mind?
Could I alter your opinions?


Should I let you be?
Should I leave you alone?


Do you feel me?
Do you sense my emotions?


'Cause I'm standing in the night with your number
Because I'm alone in the darkness with your contact information


Wondering if I should call
Contemplating whether I should reach out to you




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Aksel Carlson, Emilie Nicolas Kongshavn, Nicolay Tangen Svaennes, Thomas Meyer Kongshavn

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