Im Having A Relapse
Eminem Lyrics


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Torture chambers, secret passageways
Vats of acid, and deadly vaults

Oh
Oh
(Guess who's back?)
I said, oh
I said, oh
(Guess who's back?)
I said, man
Damn
(Guess who's back?) Oh
(Guess who's back?) Damn, it feels good to be back
(Guess who's back?) I'm having a relapse

How the hell did he manage to get more felony charges?
He's already got life in jail, man, what the hell is his problem?
Well, to be honest, the smell of these chronic leaves make me hella demonic
They've compelled me to kill this elderly man
And I get these panic attacks, pop a Xanax, relax
Trying to stick my fucking dick inside a mannequin's ass
Then I get manic-depressed, see the orthodontist, get gassed
Man, it's kick-ass, the first thing I put on is the mask
Speaking of masks, man, it ain't too late to have a change of pace
And take it off and show my face, so you can see the things you face
And slice you up and cook you after you're murdered by strangulation
That's bacon souffle you making, ain't you? Well, thank you, Jason
There goes one more coma due to blunt force trauma
Just give me one more Soma and I'll be done for, mama
Go in the damn broom closet, another Valium, lost it
Shoving the vacuum nozzle, down the bathroom faucet
It seems like every day, I get a little flakier
The medication is making my hands a little shakier
Hand me that eighteen-month-old baby to shake him up
It'll only take me a second to choke his trachea
Breaking his neck in eighty-some places, baby, here Shady comes, lady
He's got the razor b-blades and the ch-ch-chainsa-saw, baby
You b-b-blundering, bumbling, m-m-mumbling dum-dums
Yeah, here I come-come, you hear the rumbling? Vrumm-vrumm
There's something inside of that blue tub and that drum-drum
A head and torso of someone, where'd it come from?
Who's it belong to? Maybe the girl with the long blonde hair
Who disappeared and left her cheerleader pom-poms
Clearly, there's somethin' wrong, 'cause she didn't come home
She's missing, where is she? Something fishy is going on




I guess he stuck the bitch with the pitchfork with the long prongs
Now, everybody get your dance on to my damn song, come on

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "I'm Having a Relapse" by Eminem are quite disturbing and revolve around the rapper's drug addiction and the violent thoughts that consume him. In the first verse, he talks about how smoking weed makes him feel like "killing" an old man and he also describes having panic attacks and inserting his genitals into a mannequin. In the second verse, he talks about how he feels "flakier" every day and how he has lost control of his actions, even mentioning choking an 18-month-old baby.


The chorus of the song ("Damn it feels good to be back, I'm having a relapse,") is an ironic contrast to the dark themes of the verses, as if the rapper is celebrating his own madness and inability to quit his addiction. The song is a raw and explicit representation of Eminem's inner turmoil and his struggles to deal with fame, drug addiction, and mental health issues.


Line by Line Meaning

Damn it feels good to be back
Eminem is happy to be back and rapping again


I'm having a relapse
Eminem is having a relapse in his drug addiction


How the hell did he manage
Some people wonder how Eminem is still free from jail with his history of felony charges


To get more felony charges?
People are surprised that Eminem has managed to get himself into more legal trouble


He's already got life in jail
Considering Eminem's history of trouble with the law, people believe that he should already be in jail for life


Man, what the hell is his problem?
People are questioning what is wrong with Eminem and why he continues to get in trouble


Well to be honest the smell of these chronic leaves make me hella demonic
Eminem is admitting that his drug addiction is causing him to act like a demon


They compelled me
Eminem feels like his addiction to drugs is beyond his control and is pushing him to do things he wouldn't normally do


To kill this elderly man
Eminem's addiction is causing him to commit violent crimes, which he blames on the drugs


And I get these panic attacks
Eminem is experiencing panic attacks, most likely caused by his drug addiction


Pop a xanax, relax
Eminem takes Xanax to calm himself down during his panic attacks


Try to stick my fucking dick
Eminem's addiction is making him do strange things, such as trying to have sex with a mannequin


Inside a mannequins ass
Eminem is engaging in strange sexual behavior due to his addiction


Then I get manic depressed
Eminem is experiencing manic depression, which is most likely caused by his drug use


And the orthodontist get gas masked
Eminem feels like he has to wear a gas mask to protect himself from other people who might hurt him


Kick ass
Eminem is feeling confident and ready to take on anyone who challenges him


The first thing I'll put on is the mask
Eminem feels like he needs to wear a mask to hide his true identity and protect himself


Speaking of masks, man
Eminem is changing the subject to talk about masks and how they make people feel safe and protected


It ain't to late to have a change of pace
Eminem is saying that it's never too late to change your behavior or lifestyle


And take it off and show my face
Eminem is saying that he could take off his mask and show his true self, but he chooses not to


So you can see the things you face
Eminem is saying that he's hiding his true self so other people can't see what they're up against


And slice you up
Eminem is threatening violence against anyone who crosses him


And cook you after your murder
Eminem is talking about torturing and killing someone to get revenge


By strangulation
Eminem is describing one of the violent ways that he would kill someone


that's bacon souffle
Eminem is making a joke about cooking someone after killing them


You making ain't you
Eminem is taunting someone, implying that they are scared of him


Well thank you jason
Eminem is thanking someone for not backing down from a fight with him


There goes one more coma
Eminem is boasting about having put someone in a coma


Due to blunt force trauma
The reason for the coma is violent physical injury


Just give me one more soma
Eminem is asking for more medication to help him deal with his problems


And I'll be done for it mama
Eminem is saying that he's willing to take more medication even if it might kill him


Go in the damn broom closet
Eminem is going to hide in a closet to take his medication


Another valium lost it
Eminem has lost one of his Valium pills


Shovin the vacuums nozzle
Eminem is using a vacuum cleaner to help him take his medication


Down the bathroom faucet
Eminem is disposing of evidence of his drug use by flushing pills down the drain


It seems like every day I get a little flakier
Eminem is noticing that he's becoming more unstable and erratic


The medication is making my hands a little shakier
Eminem is experiencing side effects from his medication


Hand me that 18 month old baby
Eminem is saying something shocking and disturbing to get a reaction out of his audience


To shake him up
Eminem is making a violent and disturbing gesture towards a baby


It'll only take me a second to choke his trachea
Eminem is threatening to kill a baby in a violent and disturbing way


Breaking his neck in 80 some places
Eminem is describing the details of how he would kill a baby


Baby here shady comes lady
Eminem is making a play on words and rhyming to sound clever


He's got the razor ba-blades and the cha-cha-chainsaw-saw baby
Eminem is describing himself as armed and dangerous


You be-be-blundering bumbling m-m-mumbling dumm dumms
Eminem is making fun of people who can't speak clearly


Yeah, here I come come you hear the rumbling, vrum vrum
Eminem is saying that he's coming for anyone who wants to challenge him


there's something inside of that blue tarp
Eminem is talking about a mysterious object covered with a tarp


And that drum drum
Eminem is rhyming to sound clever


A head and torso of someone
Eminem is revealing that the tarp is covering a dead body


Where'd it come from?
Eminem is asking where the dead body came from


Who's it belong to
Eminem is asking who the dead body belongs to


Maybe that girl with the long blond hair
Eminem is speculating about the identity of the dead body


Who disappeared and left her cheerleader pom poms
Eminem is suggesting that the dead body is that of a missing cheerleader


Clearly there's some'n wrong
Eminem is saying that the situation is clearly not right


'Cause she didn't come home
Eminem is implying that the missing cheerleader is dead


she's missing
Eminem is confirming that the cheerleader is missing


Where is she
Eminem is asking where the missing cheerleader is


Something fishy is going on
Eminem is suggesting that something suspicious is happening in this situation


I guess he stuck the bitch with the pitchfork with the long prongs
Eminem is suggesting that someone killed the cheerleader with a pitchfork


Now everybody get your dance on
Eminem is changing the subject and telling people to dance to his song


To my damn song
Eminem is saying that everyone should dance to his song




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Written by: Marshall B. III Mathers

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Comments from YouTube:

@ondrejkupec1400

I'm gettin' goose bumbs as soon as the verse starts.. using the accent helps him to bend the words, the flow's brutal, the beat is sick, the cadence...oh gee, it's perfect to hear these relapse unreleased tracks !

@shelbymick1616

Omg SAME HERE HE IS UNBELIEVABLE

@donashskell6763

You know this is old af

@cosminczifra120

this was the promo for relapse

@BrunoMalmann

not unreleased, just a promo.

@HollyMcCormackBeresh-ht7ex

Reminds me bin fires doing what we do ❤❤❤😊

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@gohan2791

Literally have a interview in 30 minutes and here I am listening to this

@nickyisok

all the best

@anakii506

How'd it go

@christianafamasaga5606

Hope you got the job man

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