Like Toy Soldiers )
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Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down,
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart
We never win but the battle wages on for toy soldiers

I'm suppose to be the soldier, who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I ain't never suppose to show it, my crew ain't suppose to know it
Even if it means going toe to toe with the Benzino, it don't matter
I never drag 'em in battles that I can handle less I absolutely have to
I'm suppose to set an example, I need to be the leader
My crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever just pop off I'm suppose to be beside 'em
That Ja shit, I tried to squashed it, it was too late to stop it
There's a certain line, you just don't cross it, and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie's name on a song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit went way beyond some Jay Z and Nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent so much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
I'm so caught it I almost feel like I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in Hip Hop for, it's not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why would I want to destroy something I helped build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions were good
I went through my whole career with out ever mentioning
And that's just outta respect, for not running my mouth
And talking about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Dre told me stay out, just wasn't my beef, So I did
I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth while he's all over TV
Now I'm talking a man who literally saved my life, like fuck it
I understand, this is business and this shit just isn't none of my business
But still knowing this shit could pop off at any minute cause

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down, like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart
We never win but the battle wages on for toy soldiers

It used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dying
But now it's elevated cause once you put someone's kids in it
Shit gets escalated, it ain't just words no more, is it
It's a different ball game, call names and you ain't just rapping
We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happening
Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it, he wasn't gonna go after him
Until Ja' start yappin' in magazines how he stabbed him
Fuck 'em 50, smash him, mash him, and let him have it
Meanwhile my intentions pulled me in other directions
Some receptionist said the source who answers phones at his desk
Has an erection for me and thinks
That I'll be his resurrection
Tries to blow the dust of his mic and make a new record
But now he's fucked the game up cause one of the ways I came up
Was through that publication, the same one that made me famous
Now the owner of it got a grudge against me for nothing but fuck it
That motherfucker can get it too, fuck 'em then
But I'm so busy being pissed off, I don't stop to think
That we just inherited 50's beef with Murder Inc
And he's inherited mine, which is fine, ain't like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front line that's willing to die for us
As soon as we give the orders, never to extort us
Strictly to show they support us
Maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a chorus to show we love 'em back
And to let 'em know how important it is to have Runyon Avenue soldiers up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more then any award is
But I ain't trying to have none of my people hurt or murdered
It ain't worth it, I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love y'all too much to see the verdict
I'll walk away from it all before I'll let it go any further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coping
I'm just willing to be the bigger man
If y'all can quit popping off at the jaws with the knocking
'Cause frankly I'm sick of talking
I'm not gonna let someone else's coffin rest on my conscience 'cause

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down, like toy soldiers




Bit by bit, torn apart
We never win but the battle wages on for toy soldiers

Overall Meaning

The song "Like Toy Soldiers" by Eminem is about the ongoing rap battle that took place between rappers Ja Rule and Eminem. The lyrics discuss the pressures of being a leader and setting an example for one's crew, as well as the consequences of speaking out of turn and escalating a situation. Eminem talks about how the beef with Ja Rule went beyond just a rap battle and became personal, with Ja Rule mentioning Eminem's daughter in a song, leading to Eminem becoming angry and feeling like he'd lost the battle even though he'd won.


Eminem also reflects on the violence and danger that can come as a result of these beefs, with innocent people getting caught in the crossfire. He ultimately chooses to walk away from the situation and put an end to the beef, despite the personal and professional costs. Throughout the song, there is a sense of sadness and melancholy, as if Eminem is mourning the loss of something important.


Line by Line Meaning

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We move forward together, steadily and resolutely, with each other's hearts in mind.


We all fall down, We all fall down like toy soldiers
Despite our best efforts, we all experience setbacks and failures, just like toy soldiers being knocked over.


Bit by bit, torn apart We never win but the battle wages on for toy soldiers
The fight continues, even as we are gradually weakened and worn down, and we may never truly emerge victorious, like toy soldiers locked in battle.


I'm suppose to be the soldier, who never blows his composure Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
As a leader, it is my responsibility to remain composed and focused, even when the burden and expectations placed upon me are overwhelming.


I ain't never suppose to show it, my crew ain't suppose to know it Even if it means going toe to toe with the Benzino, it don't matter
I cannot let my vulnerabilities be known, even if I have to face my enemies head-on, like when dealing with the rapper Benzino.


I never drag 'em in battles that I can handle less I absolutely have to I'm suppose to set an example, I need to be the leader
I avoid involving others in conflicts that I am capable of handling alone, since I must lead by example and demonstrate strength and wisdom.


My crew looks for me to guide 'em If some shit ever just pop off I'm suppose to be beside 'em
My team relies on me for guidance and support during difficult situations, and I hold a duty to be there for them when they need me most.


That Ja shit, I tried to squashed it, it was too late to stop it There's a certain line, you just don't cross it, and he crossed it
I attempted to resolve the conflict with Ja Rule, but it was already too explosive to defuse. He crossed a line that should not be crossed.


I heard him say Hailie's name on a song and I just lost it It was crazy, this shit went way beyond some Jay Z and Nas shit
When Ja Rule mentioned my daughter's name in a song, I became uncontrollably angry, and the situation escalated far beyond past feuds like Jay Z and Nas.


And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it I spent so much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted I'm so caught it I almost feel like I'm the one who caused it
Despite coming out victorious in the feud, I feel more like a loser, having expended so much energy and potentially causing more harm than good.


This ain't what I'm in Hip Hop for, it's not why I got in it That was never my object for someone to get killed Why would I want to destroy something I helped build
I did not enter the world of hip hop to incite violence or harm others. Why would I want to destroy something I helped create and develop?


It wasn't my intentions, my intentions were good I went through my whole career with out ever mentioning And that's just outta respect, for not running my mouth And talking about something that I knew nothing about
Throughout my entire career, I have avoided involving myself in rumors or conflicts that I had no involvement or knowledge of, out of a sense of respect and professionalism.


Plus Dre told me stay out, just wasn't my beef, So I did I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth while he's all over TV
Dr. Dre advised me not to get involved in the conflict, and I respected his advice. I stood back and watched, feeling frustrated as my opponent received attention and fame on television.


Now I'm talking a man who literally saved my life, like fuck it I understand, this is business and this shit just isn't none of my business
I am speaking of Dr. Dre, who helped me establish my career and who I owe a great debt to. Even though I may not agree or be involved in the current conflict, I understand that it is a matter of business and not my concern.


But still knowing this shit could pop off at any minute cause We all fall down, like toy soldiers
Despite my attempts to distance myself, the conflict could still erupt at any moment, just like how toy soldiers can still be knocked over even after being set up carefully.


It used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dying But now it's elevated cause once you put someone's kids in it Shit gets escalated, it ain't just words no more, is it
In the past, rap battles were just about lyrics, without risk of personal harm or danger. But once someone's family or loved ones are involved, the stakes become much higher and the potential for violence increases.


It's a different ball game, call names and you ain't just rapping We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happening Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him And asked him not to start it, he wasn't gonna go after him
The danger of harm and violence is real in this situation, and the conflict between 50 Cent and Ja Rule could not be avoided. Dr. Dre and I tried to talk to Ja Rule and persuade him not to instigate more violence, but he was not going to comply.


Until Ja' start yappin' in magazines how he stabbed him Fuck 'em 50, smash him, mash him, and let him have it
Ja Rule instigated the conflict by bragging to the media about stabbing 50 Cent, showing a disregard for the potential consequences of his words and actions.


Meanwhile my intentions pulled me in other directions Some receptionist said the source who answers phones at his desk Has an erection for me and thinks That I'll be his resurrection
Despite my desire to avoid conflict and violence, I was pulled into other dramas and rumors. A receptionist claimed that someone at a publication had a crush on me and hoped I could revive their struggling business.


Tries to blow the dust of his mic and make a new record But now he's fucked the game up cause one of the ways I came up Was through that publication, the same one that made me famous
The owner of the publication was hoping to use me to save their business by featuring me on their records. However, their involvement in the conflict has soured our relationship, despite the fact that they were partially responsible for launching my career.


But I'm so busy being pissed off, I don't stop to think That we just inherited 50's beef with Murder Inc And he's inherited mine, which is fine, ain't like either of us mind
My anger and frustration has consumed me to the point where I have not considered that the conflict extends beyond my own experiences with Ja Rule. Rather, this conflict has become entangled with the feud between 50 Cent and the record label Murder Inc, which we have both inherited and accepted.


We still have soldiers that's on the front line that's willing to die for us As soon as we give the orders, never to extort us Strictly to show they support us
Despite the chaos and conflict, we have a loyal team of supporters who are willing to defend our honor and fight for us. Their love and loyalty is a testament to our influence as leaders.


Maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a chorus to show we love 'em back And to let 'em know how important it is to have Runyon Avenue soldiers up in our corners Their loyalty to us is worth more then any award is
We must remember to acknowledge and show gratitude for our supporters, especially those from our hometown of Runyon Avenue. The loyalty and support they show us is more valuable than any award or accolade.


But I ain't trying to have none of my people hurt or murdered It ain't worth it, I can't think of a perfecter way to word it Then to just say that I love y'all too much to see the verdict
Above all else, I do not want anyone on my team to be hurt or killed as a result of this conflict. The potential harm is not worth any potential benefits or victories. I simply love and care for my team too much to risk their safety.


I'll walk away from it all before I'll let it go any further But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coping I'm just willing to be the bigger man If y'all can quit popping off at the jaws with the knocking
If necessary, I will abandon this conflict and walk away, because I believe that peace and safety is more important than any feud or victory. This is not a sign of weakness or surrender, but rather a demonstration of strength and wisdom. I only ask that my team avoid any further aggression or escalation.


'Cause frankly I'm sick of talking I'm not gonna let someone else's coffin rest on my conscience 'cause
I am tired of talking and dealing with this conflict. However, I cannot let someone else's death or injury weigh on my conscience or reputation, and I will do what I can to prevent violence and harm, even if it means walking away from this conflict.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: LUIS RESTO, MARSHALL (EMINEM) MATHERS, MARTA MARRERO, MICHAEL JAY MARGULES

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@emanueltejeda8748

To me the top 10 rappers are and i think it's somewhat of a respectable list..
10. NWA 
9. Andre3000
8. Snoop Dogg
7. 50 Cent 
6. Eminem 
5. Jay Z (Old) 
4. Nas 
3. Rakim 
2. Notorious B.I.G 
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