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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray
Put your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad
It's not so bad

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray
Put your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad
It's not so bad

Dear Slim, I wrote you but still ain't callin'
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a call her?
I'm a name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray
Put your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad
It's not so bad

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
You didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
For four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein' lied to
Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write back
See I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither
He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
'Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me man
I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan, P.S. we should be together too

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray
Put your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad
It's not so bad

Dear Mister "I'm Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans"
This will be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word, I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka
You dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
About that guy who could a saved that other guy from drowning
But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy
And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
See Slim, shut up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk
But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray
Put your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad
It's not so bad

Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
And here's an autograph for your brother
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must of missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit will make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
Or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just fine
If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to




Come to think about, his name was, it was you
Damn!

Overall Meaning

In Eminem's hit song "Stan," the lyrics describe a fan named Stan who is obsessed with Eminem to the point of mental instability. The song highlights the idolization of celebrities and the dangers of obsession. The opening verse sets the tone, describing how the day begins with disappointment and depression. Stan's life is filled with darkness, and he clings to Eminem's music as a source of comfort.


The song's chorus emphasizes the themes of the song. Eminem talks about his tea being cold and wonders why he even got out of bed. The grayness outside symbolizes the bleakness of life, but his picture on the wall reminds Eminem that things aren't so bad. This, coupled with the way he talks to his fan in the letters, emphasizes the fact that even though he's a celebrity, he has his own struggles and issues.


Throughout the song, Stan writes letters to Eminem, expressing his admiration and devotion. The final verse is the most intense, as Stan raps about his plan to kill himself and his girlfriend, holding Eminem responsible for his actions. Eminem sends a final letter, acknowledging Stan's mental health struggles and urging him to seek help before it's too late.


Line by Line Meaning

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
I feel empty and lost, questioning why I even bothered to start my day


Got out of bed at all
I regret waking up and facing the day


The morning rain clouds up my window
The gloomy weather outside reflects my depressed state of mind


And I can't see at all
I'm so overwhelmed with sadness that I can't see any hope or positivity


And even if I could it'll all be gray
Even if I could see clearly, everything would still seem dull and lifeless


Put your picture on my wall
Having your picture on my wall serves as a reminder that there is still something good in my life


It reminds me, that it's not so bad
Seeing your picture reminds me that there are things worth holding onto and finding hope in


It's not so bad
My situation may be difficult, but it's not completely hopeless


Dear Slim, I wrote you but still ain't callin'
I reached out to you, Eminem, but I haven't received any response


I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I made sure to provide all my contact information, but still haven't heard from you


I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
I sent you two letters, but it seems like they never reached you


There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'
I assume there was some issue with the delivery of my letters


Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
I admit that my handwriting can be messy, so maybe the addresses were illegible


But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
Despite not hearing back from you, I still want to know how you've been and how your daughter is doing


My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
I have my own news to share; my girlfriend is pregnant, and I'm going to become a father


If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a call her?
I plan to name my daughter Bonnie


I'm a name her Bonnie
I want to share the name of my future daughter with you


I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I'm aware of the personal struggles you've faced, such as the loss of your uncle, and I sympathize with you


I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I've experienced the devastating loss of a friend who took his own life due to heartbreak and rejection


I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I understand that you likely receive countless messages from fans, but I truly am your biggest supporter


I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I have sought out and listened to your lesser-known collaborations, like the ones with Skam


I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I have dedicated an entire room in my house to display all the posters and pictures of you that I own


I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
I also appreciate your work with Rawkus; that music was impressive


Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
I hope this message reaches you, and I would greatly appreciate it if you could respond, even just for a casual conversation


This is Stan
I am signing off as Stan, your devoted and unwavering fan


Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I'm disappointed that I still haven't heard from you, and I'm hopeful that you'll find the time to respond


I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans
I don't hold any anger towards you, but I find it unfair that you don't respond to your loyal fans


If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
If you didn't want to engage with me during your concert, that's understandable


You didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
However, it would have meant a lot if you had signed an autograph for my younger brother, Matthew


That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
Matthew is my young sibling, and he's just six years old


We waited in the blistering cold for you, For four hours and you just said, 'No.'
We endured the freezing cold weather for four hours, waiting for your attention, only to be rejected


That's pretty shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol
Your actions disappointed Matthew greatly because he looks up to you as his idol


He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
Matthew aspires to be like you, and his admiration for you surpasses even my own


I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein' lied to
Although I am not consumed by anger, I do dislike being deceived


Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write back
During our encounter in Denver, you promised to respond if I sent you a letter


See I'm just like you in a way
I find common ground with you because of our shared experiences and feelings


I never knew my father neither
Similar to you, I grew up without a father figure in my life


He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
My father was unfaithful to my mother and would physically abuse her


I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
The lyrics of your songs resonate with me and reflect my own experiences


So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
When I'm having a horrible day, I escape into your music to find solace


'Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I don't have many other sources of support, so your music becomes a vital source of comfort for me when I'm feeling down


I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
To demonstrate my extreme dedication, I permanently inked your name onto my chest as a tattoo


Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
During moments of desperation, I harm myself to feel something and gauge the intensity of my pain


It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
The pain serves as a temporary distraction, producing a surge of adrenaline that momentarily helps me feel alive


See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
I greatly admire your authenticity and respect the fact that you speak your truth through your music


My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7
My girlfriend becomes envious when I constantly talk about you, even to the extent of discussing you nonstop


But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
However, she cannot comprehend the deep connection I feel towards you; no one else truly understands it


She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me man
She doesn't grasp the struggles we faced while growing up; I urge you to reach out to me


I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
If you continue to ignore me, you're losing the most dedicated fan you'll ever have


Sincerely yours, Stan, P.S. we should be together too
I sign off as Stan, expressing my sincere admiration, and I also suggest that we should form a connection beyond just fan and artist


Dear Mister 'I'm Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans'
I address you with frustration, referring to your attitude of superiority and neglect towards your fans


This will be the last package I ever send your ass
I declare that this will be my final communication with you


It's been six months and still no word, I don't deserve it?
It has been half a year without any response, and I question whether I am unworthy of your attention


I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
I am confident that my previous letters reached you, as I meticulously wrote the addresses on them


So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
As a final attempt to connect, I am sending you a cassette with the hope that you will actually listen to it


I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
As I pen this letter, I am currently speeding at 90 miles per hour on the freeway


Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka
By the way, Slim, I have consumed a large amount of vodka


You dare me to drive?
I pose a question, wondering if you are daring me to continue driving under the influence


You know the song by Phil Collins, 'In the Air of the Night'
I reference Phil Collins' song 'In the Air Tonight,' which features a story of witnessing a potential rescue but choosing not to intervene


About that guy who could a saved that other guy from drowning, But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?
The song recounts the narrative of someone who could have prevented another person from drowning but chose not to intervene, and later the witness confronts the person at a concert


That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me from drowning
Drawing a parallel between the song and my situation, I believe you could have saved me from the depths of my despair


Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy
Unfortunately, it's now too late for your intervention, as I have succumbed to a heavy dose of depressants, leaving me drowsy and numbed


And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
All I desired was a simple letter or phone call from you, which would have meant the world to me


I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
As a symbol of my disappointment and disillusionment, I tore down all the pictures I had of you


I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
Despite everything, I still hold love for you, Slim, and I believe we could have formed a bond if you had only considered it


You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
But now you've destroyed any chance of that happening, and I wish for you to suffer sleepless nights, haunted by the consequences


And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
Even in your dreams, I hope you are tormented, unable to find rest as you scream in agony


I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me
I desire for your conscience to gnaw at you, making it difficult for you to live without the guilt of abandoning me


See Slim, shut up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk!
Addressing you directly, Slim, I demand that you listen and stop interrupting


Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk
By the way, Slim, I have restrained my girlfriend and she is currently screaming from the trunk of my car


But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
I clarify that I haven't harmed her fatally; instead, I have restrained her, highlighting that I am not as cruel as you are


'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
I justify my actions by explaining that if I were to let her suffocate, she would experience prolonged suffering followed by death


Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
I inform you that I am approaching a bridge, hinting at a potential tragic ending


Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?
As I realize the logistical issue of sending this cassette to you, panic sets in, questioning how I can actually follow through with my plan


Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
In response to your previous letters, I apologize for the delay in my response and explain that I have been occupied with various commitments


You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
I acknowledge the news of your girlfriend's pregnancy and express curiosity about her current stage of pregnancy


Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
I appreciate the fact that you have chosen to name your daughter after me


And here's an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the Starter cap
As a gesture of goodwill, I have included an autograph for your brother, which I signed onto a Starter cap


I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must of missed you
I apologize for not noticing your presence at the concert; it seems as though I overlooked you


Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
I want to assure you that it was not my intention to purposely ignore or disrespect you


But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
However, I'm puzzled by your statement regarding self-harm because I simply make that claim as a joke; how can you take it seriously?


I say that shit just clownin' dog, come on, how fucked up is you?
I use those words for comedic effect, and I find it hard to believe that you would take them to heart in such a serious way


You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
I assert that you, Stan, have deep-seated problems and would benefit from professional psychological support


To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
Counseling can assist you in managing your emotions, preventing you from spiraling out of control when you experience moments of distress


And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
I address the romantic delusion you have about us, suggesting that we were never destined for a relationship


That type of shit will make me not want us to meet each other
Your fixation on such fantasies actually discourages any possibility of us ever meeting


I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
I believe it's crucial for you and your girlfriend to support and rely on each other


Or maybe you just need to treat her better
Alternatively, you should consider improving the way you treat her and show her more respect


I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
My hope is that you actually receive and read this letter before it's too late


Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just fine
I encourage you to avoid self-inflicted harm and believe that you are capable of finding stability and contentment


If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
By easing your anxieties, you can find solace, and I'm appreciative that my music has had a positive impact on you, Stan


Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I'm perplexed by your anger, though I do value you as a fan and want to maintain that connection


I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
However, I don't want you to engage in any dangerous or harmful behavior


I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
I recently witnessed a news story that deeply disturbed me


Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
The news story involved an intoxicated individual who drove their vehicle off a bridge


And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
Tragically, the individual had locked their pregnant girlfriend in the trunk of the car


And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Inside the car, authorities discovered a tape, but it was not disclosed who it was intended for


Come to think about, his name was, it was you
On reflection, his name turned out to be yours, implicating you in some way


Damn!
This revelation shocks me!




Lyrics © Peermusic Publishing, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: DIDO ARMSTRONG, PAUL HERMAN

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@chocolate8486

Eminem is a damn genius for this one. it’s like a whole movie in a song.

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I always listen to his songs in order and I get chills EVERY DAMN TIME. KIM, 97 Bonnie and Clyde, Stan... 🥴

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@tejaskumar265

It must be a crime to censor this masterpiece

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lmao they even censored the word ''cut'' and ''vodka'' its incredible

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That fucked me off so much. They need an uncensored one.

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On god it should be a crime to censor every cuss word in this song.

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