Going Through Changes
Eminem ☜♡☞ Lyrics

I'm going through changes, I'm going through changes
The singer is experiencing significant changes in their life.

Lately, I really Feel like I'm, rollin' for delph like Philly
The singer feels like they are searching and struggling to find their way in life.

Feel like I'm losin' control of myself
The singer is struggling to maintain control over their life and emotions.

I sincerely, apologize if all that I sound like Is I'm complaining, but life keeps on complicating And, I'm debating on, leaving this world this evening
The artist is apologizing for sounding negative, but they are feeling overwhelmed and have considered ending their life.

Even my girls can see that I'm grieving I try and hide it but I can't
The artist's loved ones can tell that they are struggling with something, and the artist is unable to conceal their emotions despite their efforts.

Why do I act like I am all high and mighty When inside I'm dying, I am finally realizin' I need, help Can't do it myself, too weak
The singer is acknowledging that they have been trying to appear strong and independent, but they now realize that they need help and are too weak to handle everything on their own.

Two weeks I've been having ups and down Going through peaks and valleys Dilly dallying, around with the idea Of ending this shit right here
The singer has been experiencing mood swings and is considering ending their life.

I'm hating my reflection I walk around the house trying to fight mirrors I can't stand what I look like, yeah I look fat, but what do I care I don't give a fuck, only thing that I fear is Hailie I'm afraid that if I close my eyes then I might see her, shit
The artist is struggling with their self-image, but their biggest fear is losing their daughter if they were to die.

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom Napping at noon, yeah dad's in a bad mood He's always snapping at you Marshall what happened that you Can't stop with these pills, and you've falling off with your skills And your own fans are laughing at you
The artist is isolating themselves and sleeping a lot, which has caused them to be in a bad mood. They are also struggling with substance abuse and have lost some of their abilities as an artist, which has resulted in ridicule from some fans.

It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle Get up, be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled Know you just had your heart, ripped out and crushed They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust
The artist knows that their substance abuse is a problem, but they feel too weak to address it. They feel like a real man would have already dealt with the issue. They are also grieving the loss of their friend, Proof.

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that, He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he'd fight first But dwelling on it only makes the night worse
The singer doesn't believe that their friend, Proof, would have intentionally hurt anyone. The singer doesn't want to dwell on this tragedy because it only makes them feel worse.

Now I'm popping Vikes, Percs, and Methadone Pills Yeah Em tight verse, you killed it Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like Yes-Men And they gon' do whatever I says, whenever I says it It's in their best interest to protect their investment And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it I guess then
The artist is still struggling with substance abuse and has drug dealers around them who are willing to do whatever the artist wants. The artist feels like they have nothing left to lose after losing their best friend.

(Don't know what I'm going through, But I just keep on going through changes)
The singer is unsure of what they are experiencing, but they keep going through these struggles.

My friends can't understand this new me That's understandable man, but think how bananas you'd be You'd be an animal too If you were trapped in this fame, and caged in it like a zoo And everybody's lookin' at you Whacha want me to do?
The singer's friends don't understand the changes they are going through, but the singer points out that their situation is difficult. They feel trapped by their fame and surrounded by constant scrutiny from others.

I'm starting to live like a recluse, and the truth is Fame is starting to give me an excuse To be at a, all-time low
The singer is becoming isolated and feels like fame has given them an excuse to be in a very low place emotionally.

I sit alone in my home theater, watching the same damn D-V-D of the First tour, the last tour, he was still alive And it hurts, so I fast forward Sleeping pills would make me feel alright
The artist isolates themselves and uses sleeping pills to cope. They watch videos of their past performances, but it only makes them feel worse.

And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night I just take a couple more, yeah you're motherfucking right I ain't slowing down for no one I am almost homeward bound Almost in a coma, yeah homie, come on dole 'em out Daddy don't you die on me Daddy better hold your ground
The artist continues to use sleeping pills despite the risks. They feel like they are close to dying, but they don't want to slow down. They ask their father not to die on them and to stay strong.

Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice Yeah baby hold me down But I just keep going through changes)
The singer recognizes their loved one's voice, but they keep going through these struggles.

Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes Plus somehow I'm pulling through Swear when I come back, I'm ma be bullet proof I'm a do it just for proof
The singer wakes up in the hospital after a health scare but is grateful to have made it through. They are determined to become stronger after this experience.

I think I should state a few Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth See it just hit me, that what if I would not have made it through I think about the things that I would have never got say to you
The artist realizes that they may not have another chance to speak their truth, and this idea has been weighing on them. They think about the things they would have never gotten to say if they were to die.

I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do Hailey this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too I still love your mother, that'll never change Think about her every day, we just could never get it together hey Wish there was a better way for me to say it But I swear on everything, I'll do anything for her on any day
The artist dedicates this song to their daughter and loved ones. They still have feelings for their daughter's mother, but they were unable to make things work. The artist promises to always be there for her.

There are just too many things, to explain When it rains, guess it pours, guess it does Wish there wasn't any pain But I can't pretend there ain't I ain't placing any blame, I ain't pointing fingers Heaven knows I've never been a saint
The artist is overwhelmed and can't explain everything they are going through. They wish they didn't have to experience pain, but they can't ignore it. They aren't blaming anyone for their situation and acknowledge that they aren't perfect.

I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history And just today, I looked at your picture, almost as if to say I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way But I just had to get away, don't know why, I don't know what else to say I guess I'm
The singer feels like they have lost a lot in their life and is mourning the loss of their past. They miss their loved ones but aren't sure how to handle their emotions. They needed to take a break and escape from their situation.

Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep going through changes
The artist is still unsure of what they are experiencing, but they are continuing to deal with these struggles.