Lost in Despair
Ensiferum Lyrics


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I was lost, on my own
And I couldn't bear the thought of my life
I was gone, caught in the torturing memories
And they burned like fire
Water can never heal such pain

Can't you believe
Nothing is real
Can't you see
I cannot feel

Take me away
Bury me in the sand
Cause after all these years I am still the same
A sad and bitter man

Crush my hope, grow my hate
There's no home for me




Nothing to give, nothing to say
So tell me it's a dream

Overall Meaning

The lyrics in the song Lost in Despair by Ensiferum portray a person who is lost and alone with their thoughts. The singer expresses their struggle with the memories that are torturing them, which feel like they are burning inside them. They are unable to cope with the pain, and feel like water cannot heal such hurt. The lyrics also suggest that the singer has lost touch with reality and is unable to feel anything, and there is a sense of despair and hopelessness. As the song progresses, the singer asks to be taken away from the situation, to be buried in the sand, as they are still the same ‘sad and bitter man’ they have been for years. In the end, the singer’s hope is crushed and they are left with nothing to give, nothing to say, and wish for it to be a dream.


The message in the song Lost in Despair is an essential reminder of how detrimental the feeling of hopelessness can be. The lyrics show how one’s thoughts can control and overpower them and how difficult they are to combat. The theme of the song is the struggle of the human psyche with grief and depression, and how one can be lost in their own despair.


Line by Line Meaning

I was lost, on my own
I felt directionless and alone


And I couldn't bear the thought of my life
The idea of my own existence was unbearable


I was gone, caught in the torturing memories
I was consumed by painful memories


And they burned like fire
The memories caused intense emotional pain


Water can never heal such pain
There is no easy fix for such deep emotional wounds


Can't you believe
I hope you can understand


Nothing is real
Life feels like a dream


Can't you see
I hope you can empathize


I cannot feel
Emotional numbness has set in


Take me away
I wish to escape


Bury me in the sand
Cover me up in nature to escape reality


Cause after all these years I am still the same
Time has not healed my emotional wounds


A sad and bitter man
My emotional pain has made me unhappy and resentful


Crush my hope, grow my hate
My hopelessness has turned into anger and resentment


There's no home for me
I don't feel like I belong anywhere


Nothing to give, nothing to say
I feel empty and without purpose


So tell me it's a dream
I hope this isn't really my life




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: JARI TAPANI MAEENPAEAE, JUKKA-PEKKA MIETTINEN, MARKUS ALEKSI TOIVONEN, MEIJU RUOTSALAINEN, OLIVER FOKIN

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TSAVRVS

“Sometimes even to live is an act of courage.”

Chrisafisn

@Buttnuttz this quote will always be relevant. 😉

Buttnuttz

Marta Rybka I feel like this quote is relevant now more than ever

Marta Kupczak

2000 yo quote is still actual.
This is wisdom.

Pera Cuchulainn

I really love Ensiferum, one of my favorite bands out there, but there is something on Jari's era that I really enjoy the most. Songs like this, Abandoned and Eternal Wait just got that right, proper sorrowful feel on it.

Scourge 05

Ikr I wanna find other bands with this sad sort of tragedy vibe but idk, most sad metal songs are boring

Forward Momentum

That's exactly the same for me.

kazuyaqq

Jari is true metal legend and GOD!

Tomás d

Mystic and powerful music from the north, greetings from the end for the world, the bottom of the southern lands, Argentina.

Dragona Mantheniel

I love this song 😊

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