Solitudes
Eskadet Lyrics

I saw the longing in your eyes
I noticed that you wanted something deeply

But I failed to see the anguish
However, I didn't realize the intense emotional pain you were hiding

You so cleverly disguised
You were very good at keeping it hidden

Your needs, I clearly read
I understood what you wanted

But I never knew your true intentions
But I didn't know what you really wanted to achieve through them

They were better left unsaid
Perhaps it was best to not share those thoughts

I brushed your tears aside
I tried to comfort you by wiping away your tears

Thought I could wipe away the memory
I believed that I could help you forget the pain

But couldn't push that far inside
However, it was not something that could be easily erased

You came so full of regrets
You expressed a lot of remorse

Your body still remembers
Despite trying to forget, your physical being still holds onto the memories

What your mind learnt to forget
Even though you mentally tried to move on

Love is lost I've found when trust breaks down
When trust is lost, it can be the end of a loving relationship

Now we meet those two imposters just the same
Even when we find love again, trust and doubt can still haunt us

Always out of bounds when love comes 'round
It feels like love is always unattainable

Don't even have the strength to share the blame
Neither of us can bring ourselves to accept fault

We ride the train of events
We go along with the flow of how things unfold

We never make our destination
However, we never seem to reach where we ultimately hoped to be

Never making any sense
It all seems so confusing and pointless

You say you leave without regret
You claim to be leaving without any feelings of remorse or sorrow

But your body will remember
However, your physical self will still feel the impact

What your mind learns to forget
Even if you manage to move on in your mind, your body may not follow

One love, two solitudes
We were in love despite being so different and isolated from each other

Two solitudes
Our differences made it hard for us to connect emotionally

There's no common ground when trust breaks down
When there is no trust, it is hard to find agreement or understanding

Though everybody's love is in the air
Even though love seems to surround us all

Too scared to climb the wall of our despair
We are too afraid to face the sad reality of our relationship and try to make changes

Heartbroken
Our hearts are shattered

Who cares?
At this point, it feels like no one does

And the sad thing is there's no end to this
It's depressing to think that there's no resolution or finality to our pain

Your tears are like the rain that beats the rain
Your crying is like a never-ending storm of tears

And I wake at dawn to find you gone
When morning comes, I find that you have left me

Don't even have the strength to call your name
I am so exhausted and defeated, I can't even muster the energy to speak