At a very young age Steven fell in love with melodic trancemusic inspired by the summer. Hearing music from compilations as “In Search Of Sunrise” by Tiesto, made him want to create this kind of music also. His producing skills were improving and early 2006 the wish to get his own music out in the world became reality.
His dream debute came with the release of his Stella EP. This record, released by Enhanced Recordings, was picked up by the biggest DJ’s in the world such as Armin van Buuren. This encouraged Steven to keep on doing his thing in music. From that day on he was determined to show the world his creativeness in music.
It was early 2008 when Tiesto got his hands on Estiva’s collaboration with his friend Marninx ‘Casa Grande’. A dream came true when Tiesto decided to put this track on “In Search of Sunrise 7″.
With his latest Strawberry Fields EP getting the likes of number one dj Armin van Buuren, Tiesto and Ferry Corsten the succes story continues.
Death Of Me
Estiva Lyrics
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With what I mean, how I say
It's hard to write what I can't feel
When all you want is mass appeal
What you want, it isn't real
It isn't real
You should know most of it's fake
Start to think of when you'll stray
Loose it all be stuck this way
Between the lines, I'm not okay
I'm not okay
This industry, industry
Will get the best of me, best of me
Your industry, industry
Will be the death of me
Death of me
The lyrics to Estiva & Tania Zygar's song 'Death Of Me' are an introspective commentary on the music industry and the toll it can take on artists who are trying to balance authenticity and success. The first verse expresses frustration with the pressure to create music that will sell, rather than music that is true to the artist's experience. The desire for "mass appeal" seems to conflict with the writer's ability to channel genuine emotion into their work. The repeated refrain "It isn't real" emphasizes this conflict between authenticity and commercial success.
The second verse shifts focus to the industry itself. The writer suggests that much of what the public sees is an illusion created for the sake of profit. The line "Smoke and mirrors, for money's sake" implies that the industry prioritizes image over substance. The stanza also hints at the fear of losing oneself in the pursuit of success. The line "Loose it all be stuck this way" suggests a trapped feeling, as if success requires sacrificing one's true self.
The chorus reinforces the theme that the music industry is a dangerous place that can destroy artists who aren't careful. The repeated use of the word "industry" adds a sense of impersonality to the threat, as if it is not just individual people but the entire system that is harmful. The reference to the industry being the "death of me" is both a literal and metaphorical warning. In the context of the song, "death" suggests the loss of authenticity and creative vision, as well as a warning against the possibility of actual harm that can come from the industry.
Line by Line Meaning
Can't I just blow you away
Is it impossible for me to completely impress you?
With what I mean, how I say
Will my words and delivery be enough to impress you?
It's hard to write what I can't feel
It's challenging to create music without genuine emotions
When all you want is mass appeal
The main objective is to please everyone and achieve wide popularity
What you want, it isn't real
The desired outcome is not true or authentic
You should know most of it's fake
The majority of this industry is not genuine or honest
Smoke and mirrors, for money's sake
The lies and deception exist to increase profits
Start to think of when you'll stray
It is essential to plan when you will eventually depart from this path
Loose it all be stuck this way
If you fail to change, you might become trapped in this situation
Between the lines, I'm not okay
Things are not as they seem, and I am not doing well
This industry, industry
The commercial industry that produces and markets music
Will get the best of me, best of me
It will ultimately overcome me and wear me down
Your industry, industry
The industry that you represent
Will be the death of me
It will ultimately lead to my downfall
Death of me
The end result will be my demise
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Peermusic Publishing, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Steve Baan, Tania Zygar, Matthew Lange
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@ThemisGeorgoudis
Listening to this after 10 years and it made me cry... I grew up listening to these progressive trance tunes :)
@yashprayog
Enhanced was on fire back then.. it's very pain ful to see what it's today...
@alphabetamusic7
It kind of played the lyrics in an awkward prophetic way for a bit... Though it seems to be coming back!
@yoghippie
I can go running for 20km EASY with this shizzle in the mp3-player! Love the intro, and then when it kicking it at 2.35. People thinks im stupid when I run around in the park waving my hands and sometimes singing along.. hehe! LOVE TO ALL!
@KAS470
im so glad i came across enhanced recordings yall make my life better with these amazing tunes!
@marioventure
I can't believe I found this soo late. Omg.
@xercespyke
"Find a passion,form relationships,dont be afraid to get out there and fuck what everyone else thinks,trust me its a lot more fun that way"
By Aziz "Zyzz" Shavershian R.I.P.
@SoloArdo
words to live by
@user-oo3ow8te1v
1:50 - Paradise
@EhReyRey
i love it when people try to tell me trance is dead. no, it's very much alive and pumping. fuck. this is amazing. goosebumps... EVERYWHERE.