Comatose
FGFC820 Lyrics

I should've heard what they told me
I regret not listening to the warnings they gave me.

Everything that they said about you
All the unpleasant things people said that were about you have come true.

But I thought I knew better
I believed that I had better judgment than those who spoke negatively of you.

Now I see that you've been untrue
It has become clear that you were dishonest with me.

Wish I knew what I know now
I wish I had the knowledge and experience I have currently before I made decisions in the past.

I should've trusted myself
I should have had more confidence in my own intuition.

I gave you everything I had
I gave all of my attention and love to you without reservation.

And you put me through hell
You caused me to suffer and feel great emotional pain.

I was afraid you'd think I'm nothing
I feared that you did not value or respect me as an individual.

Now I feel like I'm comatose
I am emotionally numb and desensitized from the trauma of the relationship.

Convinced myself maybe we had something
I had convinced myself that we had a meaningful and genuine relationship.

Or is that what I feared the most?
Perhaps my greatest fear was being wrong about our relationship's value.

I tell myself that your words can't hurt me
I repeat to myself that your words cannot harm me, though I know they do.

I'm holding out for a brighter day
I maintain optimism for the future and better days to come despite the present circumstances.

When everything that I love deserts me
During a time where everything I value or love has abandoned me.

Happiness is just a bullet away
Happiness seems so unreachable that the only way to find it is through ending my own life with a bullet.

I understand that you used to love me
I acknowledge the fact that you once truly cared for me.

Wasn't much, but it made you cry
Even though our relationship was short-lived, it was significant enough to have made you emotional.

Even now as you stand above me
Currently, you hold power and worth over me.

I'm a victim of your fucking lies
Your deceitful behavior has caused me to fall victim to your wrongdoings.

It's too late to ask forgiveness
The time has passed where an apology would make a difference.

You're going to get what you deserve
You are going to experience the negative consequences of your actions.

They say you only hurt the ones that you love
The popular belief that you hurt out of love.

It's about time that you got burned
The negative consequences have finally come to fruition, and it is rightfully deserved.