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Fax Gang Lyrics

Stay trapped in the springtime sadness
I can't get away from feeling down and upset.

LSE goblin, hiding in the darkness
I suffer from anxiety and feel like I am constantly hiding.

Full moon might drive me to madness
My mental state is fragile and can be easily influenced by external factors like the moon.

ADHD, still struggling to manage
I have ADHD and it is still difficult to control.

Flashbacks to a failed adolescence
I can't help but think about my past failures and mistakes.

I just can't escape from the past tense
I feel stuck in my past and can't move on.

Run away from the pain with depressants
I try to avoid my emotional pain by using drugs to numb myself.

THC give a bitch brain damage
Using drugs like THC can cause harm to one's mental health.

You have been there for
You have always been there for me.

Every little moment
No matter how small the moment was, you were always there for me.

Putting me together
You helped me become a better person and fix my flaws.

Even when I'm broken
You still stick by me even when I am at my lowest point.

Three little words
I love you.

Melt away all the frozen
Your love melts away any negativity or hurt I am feeling.

Used to keeping distance
I'm not used to letting people get close to me.

Only gets closer
But with you, I am becoming more comfortable with intimacy.

Don't know how you deal with me I'm a loner
I don't understand how you can handle me since I usually keep to myself.

I'm an addict I hate being sober
I am addicted to drugs and I hate being sober.

But you stick around 'til the sunrise
You stay with me until the morning even though I am struggling with addiction.

Welcome to my life, you're the highlight
Even with all the struggles and difficulties in my life, you are still the best part.

Swallow pills, I'm chilling with the phantoms
I take pills to escape reality and connect with imaginary figures.

Can't stop, man's not looking for the answers
I continue to take drugs and avoid my problems instead of dealing with them.

Lightning, heightening, filling up with anger
My emotions have taken control and I am feeling intense anger.

Condition feeling like I'm ready for disaster
My mental state is so bad that I feel like I'm about to break down.

Signal 5 warning, simplified mourning
I am giving off warning signs that I am not doing well and I am mourning the loss of my mental stability.

Criticize self, yeah I vilify, forcing
I am overly critical of myself and often force myself to do things even if it is not beneficial to me.

I'm not important, no I'm not sorted
I feel like I am not important and that my life is a mess.

Make me distort, cause I'm feeling abhorrent
My negative feelings distort my perception and make me feel disgusted with myself.

But I got a way here, I know that I've found it
Even though my life is difficult, I have found a way to cope.

Yeah I gotta say it, ain't no way around it
I have to admit to myself that drugs are my coping mechanism.

You're the highlight, you're the highlight
You are the best thing in my life.

You're the high, high, highlight
You make me feel happy and alive.

Not pigeonholed, carrier
I am breaking free from my old habits and beliefs.

Breaking down my barriers
I am learning to let go of my emotional baggage.

Fetching like a terrier
I am eager to change and improve myself.

Catch me in your area
I am willing to let you be a part of my life.

Visible, happier
I am becoming more confident and happy.

Ditching the hysteria
I am getting rid of my irrational fears and anxieties.

Times when I was warier
There were times when I was more hesitant and guarded.

Smile on my exterior
Now I am more comfortable showing my positive emotions.

Steel myself, harden up
I am becoming stronger and more resilient.

Even when I'm burning up
Even when I am facing difficult situations, I am still determined to push through.

Cut it out, caesarean
I am willing to make tough and drastic changes in order to better myself.

Know I gotta carry on
I have to keep moving forward and improving myself.

Breaking down, stirring up
I am taking apart my old ways of thinking and causing change.

Soften it then firm it up
I am making my life more flexible while still maintaining a strong foundation.

Be the ordinary-est
I am okay with being normal and fitting in.

Don't be so precarious
I am learning to let go and not obsess as much over the small things.

Let it in, therapy
I am open to receiving help through therapy.

Think I know the remedy
I have a general idea of what can help me get better.

Write another melody
I am finding ways to express myself creatively.

Try to make a legacy
I want to leave behind something meaningful when I am gone.

Take in all the energy
I am embracing the good and positive things in my life.

Worth a dozen centuries
I am finally realizing my true worth and value as a person.

Put into a reverie
I am taking the time to reflect and think about my life.

Tapping into memories
I am using my past experiences to learn and grow.

Personal, surgical
I am being very intentional and detailed with my self-improvement.

Plug into my terminal
I am connecting with my true self and my deepest desires.

Starting, irreversible
I am taking the first steps towards permanent change in my life.

System operational
I am finally functioning properly.

Power's rising vertical
I am gaining more confidence and strength with each passing day.

Program run is versatile
I am learning to adapt to different situations and scenarios.

Lowering our intervals
I am becoming more tolerant and understanding of others' differences and beliefs.

Yeah, you're irreplaceable
You are someone that I cannot replace, and I am grateful for you.