Before the Beginning
Fleetwood Mac Lyrics


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So many nights I lay awake
Can't sleep
I lay here thinkin' 'bout a woman
I used to love
Can't sleep but no good to count sheep
I'll just count the worries
That I've got plenty of
And how many times
Must I be the fool
Before I can make it
Oh make it on home
I've got to find a place to sing my words
Is there nobody listening to my song?

You talk about a life
Been searching for the key
But can't find an answer
To comfort me
I ask myself about love
Can't even find the door
To take me to a place
I've never seen before

But how many times
Must I be the fool
Before I can make it
Oh make it on home




I've got to find a place to sing my words
Is there nobody listening to my song?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Fleetwood Mac's song Before the Beginning reflect the complicated emotions involved in love and loss. The singer is unable to sleep and is plagued by thoughts of a woman he used to love. He can't find solace in counting sheep and instead counts his many worries. He questions how many times he must be a fool before he can go home and find peace. The repeated lyrics of "I've got to find a place to sing my words, is there nobody listening to my song?" indicate a sense of desperation and loneliness.


The second verse continues in this theme, with the singer expressing his frustration in trying to find the key to life and love. He asks himself about love, but can't even find the door to a new opportunity. The repeated chorus of "How many times must I be the fool, before I can make it, oh make it on home?" shows a desire to learn from past mistakes and move on, but the struggle to do so.


Overall, Before the Beginning captures the pain and anxiety that often comes with heartbreak and the search for answers. The singer desires to find a place where he can be heard and understood, but is unsure whether such a place exists.


Line by Line Meaning

So many nights I lay awake
I have spent countless sleepless nights


Can't sleep
I am unable to fall asleep


I lay here thinkin' 'bout a woman
I am preoccupied with thoughts of a former lover


I used to love
Someone who was once important to me


Can't sleep but no good to count sheep
Trying to count sheep to sleep isn't working


I'll just count the worries
I will instead focus on my many worries


That I've got plenty of
Which are numerous and burdensome


And how many times
I wonder how many more instances


Must I be the fool
I will appear foolish and make mistakes


Before I can make it
Before I can achieve success


Oh make it on home
In my return to a familiar and comfortable place


I've got to find a place to sing my words
I need to find a space where I can express myself


Is there nobody listening to my song?
I feel like I am not being heard or understood


You talk about a life
Others may discuss their own experiences


Been searching for the key
But they still haven't found the answer or solution


But can't find an answer
They are unable to discover a resolution


To comfort me
Which would provide me with reassurance


I ask myself about love
I question the nature and meaning of love


Can't even find the door
I cannot discover an entry point


To take me to a place
Which would transport me to an unfamiliar location


I've never seen before
That I have not previously visited


I've got to find a place to sing my words
I emphasize my need to find a place to express myself




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: PETER ALAN GREEN

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