Sapling
Foy Vance Lyrics


Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴  Line by Line Meaning ↴

I remember way back when
I felt only ennui
Like nothing could complete me

No promise of a rising sun
Illuminating everyone
The very thought defeated
My life was a blinding light
Must be what it's like when worlds collide
Especially when he sees her
Pretty soon he'll tease her
I was on the road too long
My labored lover only song
Not one of them a keeper

But if I woke in the morning to find you were gone
I know I'd try and find the will to be strong
But am I strong enough? Am I strong enough?
I once built a bower, I could build you a home
Together forever but forever and on
Is still not long enough, it's still not long enough

A look of fear was in your eyes
And I could see myself as a child
Such a devastating feeling
I wished I could go back in time
But all I could do was apologize
Right there in your eyes were healing
Healing

Oh, if I woke in the morning to find you were gone
I know I'd try and find the will to be strong
But am I strong enough? Am I strong enough?
I once built a bower, I could build you a home
Together forever but forever and on
Is still not long enough, it's still not long enough

Oh, I've been Cain but I wanna be Abel
Been a drunken fool but I wanted to be stable enough
To lay every one of my cards on the table
Hope it's not too late for us to find a way to

If I woke in the morning to find you were gone
I know I'd try and find the will to be strong
But am I strong enough? Am I strong enough?
I once built a bower, I could build you a home
Together forever but forever and on
Is still not long enough, it's still not long enough

I will look it inside myself for a hope
Find only a sapling in search of an oak




But it's a start my love, oh, it's a start my love
But am I strong enough?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Foy Vance's song "Sapling" convey a sense of longing, regret, and a desire for redemption in a relationship. The singer reflects on a time in the past when they felt empty and incomplete, unable to find fulfillment. The reference to a "blinding light" suggests a moment of intense passion or excitement, perhaps when they first encountered their lover. However, it becomes clear that their previous relationships were fleeting and unfulfilling, as they describe their love interests as temporary and not worth keeping.


The central theme of the song is the fear of losing the current love interest and the singer's uncertainty about whether they are strong enough to face that possibility. The lyrics express a willingness to build a future together, to create a home and stay forever, but there is an underlying insecurity about the relationship's longevity. The mention of apologizing and the healing in their partner's eyes indicate that there might have been some past mistakes or wounds inflicted on each other, which adds an element of vulnerability to the narrative.


The concluding lines shift the focus inward, with the singer searching within themselves for hope but finding only a sapling in search of an oak. This symbolizes their personal growth and development as they strive to become stronger and more stable in order to sustain the relationship. Overall, "Sapling" captures the complexity of love, the fear of loss, and the desire for personal growth within a relationship.


Line by Line Meaning

I remember way back when
Reflecting on a past time


I felt only ennui
I was consumed by a sense of dissatisfaction


Like nothing could complete me
Nothing felt fulfilling or whole


No promise of a rising sun
No assurance of a brighter future


Illuminating everyone
Bringing light and clarity to everyone's lives


The very thought defeated
The mere idea was disheartening


My life was a blinding light
My life was overwhelming and blinding


Must be what it's like when worlds collide
Similar to the chaos when two worlds clash


Especially when he sees her
Particularly when he sees her


Pretty soon he'll tease her
Soon he will playfully provoke her


I was on the road too long
I spent too much time traveling


My labored lover only song
My constant lover was my only source of comfort


Not one of them a keeper
None of them were worth keeping


But if I woke in the morning to find you were gone
If I woke up without you


I know I'd try and find the will to be strong
I would make an effort to find strength


But am I strong enough? Am I strong enough?
Questioning one's own strength


I once built a bower, I could build you a home
I once created a welcoming space, I could do it for you


Together forever but forever and on
United indefinitely


Is still not long enough, it's still not long enough
Even eternity wouldn't be enough


A look of fear was in your eyes
I saw fear in your eyes


And I could see myself as a child
I saw my own vulnerability


Such a devastating feeling
A feeling of immense destruction


I wished I could go back in time
I desired to reverse the clock


But all I could do was apologize
But all I could offer was an apology


Right there in your eyes were healing
The healing was evident in your eyes


Oh, I've been Cain but I wanna be Abel
I've been a sinner but I want to be righteous


Been a drunken fool but I wanted to be stable enough
I've made foolish choices but I desire stability


To lay every one of my cards on the table
To be open and honest


Hope it's not too late for us to find a way to
Hoping there's still time to find a solution


I will look it inside myself for a hope
I will search within myself for hope


Find only a sapling in search of an oak
Only finding a young plant in need of growth


But it's a start my love, oh, it's a start my love
But it's a beginning, my love


But am I strong enough?
But am I strong enough?!




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: Foy Vance

Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
To comment on or correct specific content, highlight it

Genre not found
Artist not found
Album not found
Song not found
Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@vinyciusdickmann9571

I remember way back when
I felt only yon wee
Like nothing could complete me
No promise of a rising sun
Illuminating everyone
The very thought defeated



My life was a blinded light
Must be what it's like when worlds collide
Especially when he sees her
Pretty soon he'll tease her
I was on the road too long
My laboured lover only song
Not one of them a keeper



But if I woke in the morning to find you were gone
I know I'd try and find the will to be strong
But am I strong enough? Am I strong enough?
I once built a tower, I could build you a home
Together forever but forever and on
Is still not long enough, still not long enough



You look confused in your eyes
And I could see myself as a child
Such a devastating feeling
I wished I could go back in time
But all I could do was apologize
Right then your eyes were healing
Healing



Oh, if I woke in the morning to find you were gone
I know I'd try and find the will to be strong
But am I strong enough? Am I strong enough?
I once built a tower, I could build you a home
Together forever but forever and on
Is still not long enough, still not long enough



Oh, I've been Cain but I wanna be Abel
Been a drunken fool but I wanted to be stable enough
To lay every one of my cards on the table
Hope it's not too late for us to find a way to



If I woke in the morning to find you were gone
I know I'd try and find the will to be strong
But am I strong enough? Am I strong enough?
I once built a tower, I could build you a home
Together forever but forever and on
Is still not long enough, it's still not long enough



I will look, get inside myself for a home
Find only a sapling in search of an oak
Better to start my love, oh it's a start my love
But am I strong enough?



@kennethabney9919

I felt only ennui*
My life with a blinding light*
My labored love brought only songs
And not one of them could keep her*
I once built a burrow, I could be you a home*
The look of fear was in your eyes,
And I could see myself as a child*
I went looking inside of myself for a hope,
Found only a Sapling in search of an oak, but it’s a start, my love*



All comments from YouTube:

@_somebroad_1061

Don’t know how your music manages to hurt and heal at the same time but it does. Thank you.

@MollyDurnin

I’ve been searching for a way to describe his music and this is it. ❤️❤️❤️

@toriv81

Perfect! Thanks!🥰

@RosehillJewelry

Perhaps there are people who say it is impossible to hurt and heal at the same time but it happens with Foy Vance.

@usagi1641

..same as the truth.

@martymcgrath84

I think he’s the best artist in the world. No joke. So much talent

3 More Replies...

@xkayleb101

Foy is hitting an ENTIRE different level with this song. Holy hell.

@stephaniebenedict9325

I could not agree more. His lyrics are so raw and hauntingly beautiful.

@samsedgman8772

Heard this on his tour in 2019, song came out of nowhere and gave me chills, so glad I can finally listen to this as much as I like.

@isishill7772

BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN ,BEAUTIFULLY PLAYED, BEAUTIFULLY SUNG !!!!!👁💯❤ED IT !!🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘

More Comments

More Versions