Trucker Speed
Fred Eaglesmith Lyrics


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I got her letter in an old mail box
I forgot I had at a little truck stop
And I read it once and then I read it again
I could hardly keep from cryin'

I've been drivin' around the last week or so
With an empty truck, I don't have a load
And I don't care cause to tell you the truth
I think I might be dying

And it's trucker speed, Benzedrine
Percocets, amphetamines
Black beauties and west coast turnarounds
When the coast is clear I drive with my knees
I mix it all up like a recipe
Coca-Cola and coffee to wash it down
Sometimes I feel like my wheels ain't touchin' the ground

At the side of the road he said you're a mess
When I told him she didn't leave an address
Then he got another call said wait right here
I'll be back in a little while
I put my head across my arms
Slept on the wheel for an hour or more
And I started it up and took off into the night

And it's trucker speed, Benzedrine
Percocets, amphetamines
Black beauties and west coast turnarounds
When the coast is clear I drive with my knees
I mix it all up like a recipe
Coca-Cola and coffee to wash it down
Sometimes I feel like my wheels ain't touchin' the ground

I've been high-centered, low throttle
When I couldn't stop I peed in a bottle
I've been so lonesome I made Hank Williams
Look like a party of five
I've been beat up, broke down
Loaded on a truck and driven into town
I always thought she'd be there at the end of the line
I always thought she'd be there at the end of the line

And it's trucker speed, Benzedrine
Percocets, amphetamines
Black beauties and west coast turnarounds
When the coast is clear I drive with my knees
I mix it all up in a recipe
Coca-Cola and coffee to wash it down
Sometimes I feel like my wheels ain't touchin' the ground




Sometimes I feel like my wheels ain't touchin' the ground
Sometimes I feel like my wheels ain't touchin' the ground

Overall Meaning

The song "Trucker Speed" by Fred Eaglesmith is a melancholic ballad about a truck driver struggling with loneliness and isolation. The singer is on the road with an empty truck and has just received a letter from his estranged lover, which has left him distraught. He turns to drugs to cope with the pain, using a mixture of stimulants like Benzedrine, Percocets, amphetamines, and black beauties, to keep him awake for long hours of driving. He also drinks Coca-Cola and coffee to wash it all down, all while feeling like he's floating on the road.


The lyrics capture the kind of life that truck drivers lead, isolated from their families and loved ones, barely sleeping, and feeling like their wheels never touch the ground. The use of drugs as a coping mechanism highlights the loneliness and desperation of the singer, who is unable to find solace in anything else. The final verse, where he admits that he always thought his lover would be there at the end of the line, suggests that he is struggling with a sense of loss and abandonment.


Line by Line Meaning

I got her letter in an old mail box
I found a letter from my ex-girlfriend that I forgot was there


I forgot I had at a little truck stop
The letter was in a mailbox at a truck stop that I forgot about


And I read it once and then I read it again
I read the letter twice, trying to understand what went wrong


I could hardly keep from cryin'
The letter made me emotional and I struggled to hold back my tears


I've been drivin' around the last week or so
I've been aimlessly driving my empty truck for the past week


With an empty truck, I don't have a load
I haven't had any work lately and my truck is empty


And I don't care cause to tell you the truth
I don't care about having no load because the real issue is weighing on me


I think I might be dying
I feel like my heart is broken and it's taking a toll on my well-being


It's trucker speed, Benzedrine
To cope with my emotional pain, I've been abusing stimulant drugs like Benzedrine


Percocets, amphetamines
I'm taking other prescription amphetamines and painkillers to numb my feelings


Black beauties and west coast turnarounds
I'm using illegal narcotics like black beauties and west coast turnarounds to cope


When the coast is clear I drive with my knees
I'm so high that I can't drive properly and have to use my knees to steer


I mix it all up like a recipe
I'm combining different drugs together to get different effects


Coca-Cola and coffee to wash it down
I'm drinking coffee and soda to mix with my drugs and stay alert


Sometimes I feel like my wheels ain't touchin' the ground
My drug use is affecting me to a point where I feel like I'm floating, not grounded


At the side of the road he said you're a mess
A fellow driver saw me and my drug use and said I was a mess


When I told him she didn't leave an address
I confided in him that my ex-girlfriend left me without a forwarding address


Then he got another call said wait right here
The other driver got a call and left me on the side of the road


I'll be back in a little while
He promised he'd return soon


I put my head across my arms
I rested my head on my arms, feeling defeated


Slept on the wheel for an hour or more
I feel asleep on the steering wheel for at least an hour


And I started it up and took off into the night
I eventually woke up, got behind the wheel, and hit the road again


I've been high-centered, low throttle
I've been stuck in emotional limbo, unable to move forward


When I couldn't stop I peed in a bottle
My drug use has led to situations where I had to urinate in a bottle while driving


I've been so lonesome I made Hank Williams
I've been very lonely and even sadder than the great Hank Williams


Look like a party of five
I feel like I'm in agony even when surrounded by multiple people


I've been beat up, broke down
My emotions have taken a toll on me, leaving me feeling defeated and dejected


Loaded on a truck and driven into town
I've been filled with emotional baggage and have nowhere to go


I always thought she'd be there at the end of the line
I had faith that my ex-girlfriend and I would be reunited, but my hopes were dashed




Lyrics © Bluewater Music Corp.
Written by: Fred Elgersma

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