Conversation
Gallagher & Lyle Lyrics


Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴  Line by Line Meaning ↴

I'm a monster
Am I dreaming, drunk, living or caught off guard
Yeah these lights shine in my face like I'm a rockstar
But I feel like running straight out through the back door
I just wanna be someone when I'm gone
When the seasons start to change
Will you stay with me
If I turned my cheek the other way
Could you stand to hate me
Down for the count
Over my head
Can't help but doubt
All that you said
But I still have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone
I'm so lonely
Meant for lonely
Try so hard to make me lonely
I'm so lonely
Extra lonely
Go so far to make me lonely
I can't remember what is real
What I fear I don't know
So I have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone
I'm seeing colors
Cause every time I'm right you change the contrast
I took a bullet for a hit from the railgun
This peace will never come without a ransom
So now I pay my fee in your ghost
When the seasons start to change
Will you stay with me
If I turned my cheek the other way
Could you stand to hate me
Down for the count
Over my head
Can't help but doubt
All that you said
But I still have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone
I'm so lonely
Meant for lonely
Try so hard to make me lonely
I'm so lonely
Extra lonely
Go so far to make me lonely
Nothing always turns to something
Try so hard to keep it nothing
Nothing always leads to something
Its so hard to keep it nothing
I'm at a crossroads
And water's dripping down onto my raincoat
I see them waiting for me down the hard route
But there's feelings I don't know along the safe road
I wish that I could disappear today
When the seasons start to change
Will you stay with me
If I turned my cheek the other way
Could you stand to hate me
Down for the count
Over my head
Can't help but doubt
All that you said




But I still have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Gallagher & Lyle's song "Conversation" deal with feelings of loneliness, doubt, and insecurity. The song's narrator feels like a monster and is questioning whether they are dreaming, drunk, living, or caught off guard. They express a desire to be someone significant and to have a deeper connection with others. However, they feel like they are always alone and are having conversations with themselves in the mirror.


The song's lyrics also touch on the theme of self-doubt and uncertainty of what is real. The singer questions their own perceptions, wondering if what they fear is real or just in their mind. Furthermore, they express their realization that nothing always turns into something, which makes it difficult for them to keep things as they are.


Overall, the lyrics to "Conversation" are about self-reflection, loneliness, and the ongoing pursuit of finding meaning and connection in life.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm a monster
I feel like a monster


Am I dreaming, drunk, living or caught off guard
I'm not sure what's real or what's happening to me


Yeah these lights shine in my face like I'm a rockstar
People treat me like a celebrity, but I don't feel like one


But I feel like running straight out through the back door
I want to escape from this situation


I just wanna be someone when I'm gone
I want to leave behind something meaningful when I die


When the seasons start to change Will you stay with me If I turned my cheek the other way Could you stand to hate me Down for the count Over my head Can't help but doubt All that you said
I'm not sure if you'll still accept me when things get tough or if you truly mean what you say


But I still have that conversation in the mirror Until I realize I'm alone I'm so lonely Meant for lonely Try so hard to make me lonely I'm so lonely Extra lonely Go so far to make me lonely
I have conversations with myself to remind myself that I'm alone and no one understands me


I can't remember what is real What I fear I don't know So I have that conversation in the mirror Until I realize I'm alone
I'm having trouble telling what's real and what's not, which makes me feel alone


I'm seeing colors Cause every time I'm right you change the contrast I took a bullet for a hit from the railgun This peace will never come without a ransom So now I pay my fee in your ghost
I feel like every time I make progress, things change and I have to start over. I'm also haunted by my past actions


Nothing always turns to something Try so hard to keep it nothing Nothing always leads to something Its so hard to keep it nothing
I'm trying to prevent things from getting worse, but it's difficult


I'm at a crossroads And water's dripping down onto my raincoat I see them waiting for me down the hard route But there's feelings I don't know along the safe road I wish that I could disappear today
I have to make a decision and it's tough. I know people are waiting for me to fail, but even the safe option is causing me confusion and anxiety. Sometimes I wish I could just disappear


When the seasons start to change Will you stay with me If I turned my cheek the other way Could you stand to hate me Down for the count Over my head Can't help but doubt All that you said
I'm still not sure if you'll be there for me when things get tough or if you truly mean what you say


But I still have that conversation in the mirror Until I realize I'm alone
I still have to remind myself that I am alone




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Tyler Gallagher

Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
To comment on or correct specific content, highlight it

Genre not found
Artist not found
Album not found
Song not found

More Versions