War
HEDp.e. Lyrics
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Cause all of the dreams
That I really cared about
Are gone with black wings
And I'm probably
More suicidal than ever now
Knock me down and toss me around
Don't wanna help myself off the ground
I know I'll die when everything's falling down
Don't start with your ways of making me say
That I'm not truly alone
I'll begin to cry and go back inside
Where I truly belong
Don't wanna believe the lies
That I'm not below what's listed above
Don't wanna think of the things
That you say I should really think of
I don't wanna live today
Nobody ever knew
I don't wanna die this way
I know something's always new
But I just can't seem to find a reason
For myself to move on
I don't wanna die this way
Still always in vain
Now I'm stuck in my room
With a looming sense of doom and nothing to prove
I know I'm worthless my feelings exhumed
Waiting for the dismal night to resume
So maybe I give up the bout
The drought
Stop my search for a simpler way out
And force my kind and I to fall out
So not a single soul would ever doubt
When I don't show up for my life the next day
Cause I'm still supposedly waiting at home
Not even crying
I'm just not dying
I've felt this way too long I'm alone
Don't wanna live a little longer
I know I still have to try
Don't wanna fight for my life
Is it worth it or should I die
I don't wanna live today
Nobody ever knew
I don't wanna die this way
I know something's always new
But I just can't seem to find a reason
For myself to move on
I don't wanna die this way
Still always in vain
I don't wanna live today
Nobody ever knew
I don't wanna die this way
I know something's always new
But I just can't seem to find a reason
For myself to move on
I don't wanna die this way
Still always in vain
There won't be a time I'll think I'll ever be more than okay
Nothing can change my mind inside, no matter what they say
I'll live my life two steps behind but before I die
I should sort this mess made by a war between two minds
There won't be a time I'll think I'll ever be more than okay
Nothing can change my mind inside, no matter what they say
I'll live my life two steps behind but before I die
I should sort this mess made by a war between two minds
There won't be a time I'll think I'll ever be more than okay
Nothing can change my mind inside, no matter what they say
I'll live my life two steps behind but before I die
I should sort this mess made by a war between two minds
The lyrics of HEDp.e.'s song "War" touch on themes of despair, isolation, and inner conflict. The singer expresses a deep sense of hopelessness and a desire to escape from their painful thoughts and emotions. They feel overwhelmed by their own darkness and find it difficult to find a reason to continue living. The repetition of the phrase "I don't wanna live today" emphasizes the singer's inner struggle and their reluctance to face another day.
The lyrics suggest that the singer feels disconnected from the world around them. They feel misunderstood and unseen by others, as indicated by the line "Nobody ever knew." The singer is trapped in their own room, experiencing a sense of impending doom and contemplating giving up on life altogether. There is a constant battle between their desire for peace and the internal conflict that prevents them from finding solace.
The mention of a "war between two minds" alludes to the conflicting thoughts and emotions within the singer's own psyche. This war creates chaos and confusion within them, making it difficult to find a sense of purpose or meaning in life. Despite the pain and uncertainty, the singer acknowledges the need to confront and resolve this internal struggle before it consumes them completely.
Overall, the lyrics of "War" reflect a deeply personal and introspective exploration of the singer's inner turmoil. The song delves into themes of despair, isolation, and the constant battle within oneself to find a reason to keep going.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm as blind as I seem
I lack clarity and insight into my own circumstances.
Cause all of the dreams
Because all of the aspirations
That I really cared about
That I deeply cherished
Are gone with black wings
Have vanished relentlessly and without hope of return
And I'm probably
I likely am
More suicidal than ever now
Feeling an amplified desire to end my own life
Knock me down and toss me around
Physically and emotionally harm me
Don't wanna help myself off the ground
I'm unwilling to assist myself in getting back up
Please just push me aside
I implore you to disregard me
I know I'll die when everything's falling down
I am aware that my demise will coincide with the collapse of everything around me
Don't start with your ways of making me say
Do not initiate your methods of manipulation to make me speak
That I'm not truly alone
That I am not genuinely isolated
I'll begin to cry and go back inside
I will commence weeping and retreat internally
Where I truly belong
To the place where I genuinely fit in
Don't wanna believe the lies
I do not wish to accept the falsehoods
That I'm not below what's listed above
That I am not inferior to what is superior
Don't wanna think of the things
I do not desire to contemplate the matters
That you say I should really think of
That you insist I should genuinely consider
I don't wanna live today
I do not wish to exist in this present moment
Nobody ever knew
No one ever understood
I don't wanna die this way
I do not want to meet my end in this manner
I know something's always new
I am aware that there is always something fresh
But I just can't seem to find a reason
Yet, I am unable to locate a rationale
For myself to move on
To motivate myself to progress
Still always in vain
Continually futile
Now I'm stuck in my room
Presently, I am trapped within my confined space
With a looming sense of doom and nothing to prove
Enduring an impending feeling of catastrophe and lacking any validation
I know I'm worthless my feelings exhumed
I am aware of my lack of value, my emotions unearthed
Waiting for the dismal night to resume
Apathetically anticipating the return of the gloomy night
So maybe I give up the bout
Perhaps I surrender the struggle
The drought
The prolonged period of dryness and emptiness
Stop my search for a simpler way out
Cease my quest for an easier means of escape
And force my kind and I to fall out
Compel myself and those like me to sever ties
So not a single soul would ever doubt
So that no one would ever question
When I don't show up for my life the next day
When I fail to appear for my existence the following day
Cause I'm still supposedly waiting at home
Because I am allegedly still waiting at home
Not even crying
Not even shedding tears
I'm just not dying
I am simply not perishing
I've felt this way too long I'm alone
I have experienced this state for an extended period, feeling isolated
Don't wanna live a little longer
I do not wish to prolong my existence
I know I still have to try
I am aware that I must still make an effort
Don't wanna fight for my life
I do not want to struggle for my survival
Is it worth it or should I die
Is it worthwhile or should I choose to end my life
There won't be a time I'll think I'll ever be more than okay
I cannot envision a moment where I will consider myself better than simply alright
Nothing can change my mind inside, no matter what they say
No external influence can alter my thoughts and perceptions, regardless of what others express
I'll live my life two steps behind but before I die
I will exist in a constant state of falling behind, but prior to my demise
I should sort this mess made by a war between two minds
I should resolve the chaos resulting from the conflict between two opposing thoughts or perspectives
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Baylor McKeand
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@youtrippin35
This is a band i always had to take breaks with I love this band so much id really hate to play it im suprised i havnt yet but they truly are amazing n even better live
@williamhay7705
This should be the US Army theme song
@mikelongstreet7643
Not in today's age lol dumb wokeness fucked that up
@cranklabexplosion-labcentr8245
@@mikelongstreet7643 Don’t let media change what woke means for ya, kid 😅
@TheNew-FC
@@cranklabexplosion-labcentr8245 hed was the real woke 🤟
@saoirsewojownik830
that would be intensely ironic, in a similar way to Born in the USA being thought of as a patriotic anthem. if anything it would be a perfect US Army theme as a testament to how retarded the average soldier is.
@masterdutchy
We got bombs happy meals and grenades
@enemy1191
these fucking lyrics, oh man xd
@aaronwiese4479
What's up
@dylanmeade9189
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