"My name is Alex. I make mashups under the name of Hawkins."

Hawkins… Read Full Bio ↴"My name is Alex. I make mashups under the name of Hawkins."

Hawkins is a student from St. Paul, MN that makes mash-ups in his free time. He has recently received a lot of traffic based on his "Jesus Christ Walks" Brand New vs. Kanye West mash-up. His website contains many of his creations.

Official Website:
http://hawkinsmashups.tumblr.com/
http://hawkinsmashups.blogspot.com/

Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Hawkins-Mashups/176807695669194

Say It Right in the Air Tonight
Hawkins Lyrics

We have lyrics for these tracks by Hawkins:

Blue Moon Blue moon you saw me standing alone Without a dream in…
Body and Soul My heart is sad and lonely For you I sigh, for…
Dinah Carolina Gave me Dinah; I'm the proudest one Beneath the…
Don't Blame Me Ever since the lucky night I found you I've hung around…
Fireflies Nothing good can happen after 2am They try and tell you…
Get Happy Pack up your troubles and just get happy Ya better…
Hallelujah Silent Night, holy night All is calm, all is bright Round yo…
How Deep Is The Ocean? How much do I love you? I'll tell you no lie How…
I Can't Believe That You're In Love With Me Yesterday you came my way, And when you smiled at me, In…

I Only Have Eyes For You My love must be a kind of blind love I can't…
I Surrender Dear Pride, sad, splendid liar, Sworn enemy of love Kept my…
I'm In The Mood For Love I'm in the mood for love Simply because you're near me. Funn…
Imagination Each day through my window I watch her as she…
Jesus Christ Walks When I think about the hour Then I know what I…
Just One Of Those Things It was just one of those things Just one of those…
Louise Woke up in my head Good times never end With bad back…
On The Sunny Side Of The Street Walked with no one and talked with no one And I…
Real I waste away the day and the night too Just to…

Rumours Saints or defectors all this conjecture can't make a lover…

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@kristoZen

3y↑1

We all have differences in our biology as individual human beings, the real reason for the attraction to drugs varies greatly in each addicted or dependant person, for a start a persons perception of His/Her senses vary so much from person to person, I argue that addiction is not a disease at all, I think it is the BIGGEST mistake in the fight to help people get clean. There are so many different reasons that people choose to use drugs.
Person A
may feel normal before they decide to take drugs, and just want to party harder and they just use at certain events.
Person B
May be depressed or have mental health issues and desperately needs to numb their pain.
Person C
May be really shy and seeks to become more confident and a certain drug may really help them.
Person D
This person may just want to feel as messed up as possible and will take just about anything to get high.
Person E
May be using drugs to improve performance in anything from sports to having focus and getting less distracted.
Some people want drugs for perverted sex acts and want to feel turned on.
Person F
May have a combination of the above..
But all of these persons plays with the risk of being addicted and their addictions will vary in many ways, like some people may not have morals, they steal they rob people, they do anything to get drugs, they may hide behind the addiction disease theory, but really they are just scum and will lie at any chance to get drugs, these people give drugs a really bad name.
Some people can get along fine without drugs, some people can get along feeling really active and happy most of the time, but unfortunately, some people lack certain brain chemicals that help to generate happiness and or have other problems with the brain and use drugs as if they are their own doctor only trying to fix a problem that other medical means have failed (I am in this category, I have schizophrenic episodes, and am scizotypal with severe depression) so I lack enthusiasm when I am without my drug, a drug that a lucky prescription helped me find that works to eliminate almost all of my illness. these people are in a totally different group than the above but can still obviously become addicted and their reasons to take drugs may change. Some people in this last group may just live miserably and accept it, but for some it is just too disabling therfore the notion is set to find a way to feel good. If it is a really bad situation and no other treatments have worked, even the nicest of people will seek to experiment with drugs. Once a mentally sick feels healed with a type of drug, life can seem worth living, enthusiasm is back and the depression has gone and all is great.. until the drug wears off.. Then a person can feel even worse than before they used drugs. WHY HAVE SCIENTISTS NOT INVENTED A CLEAN DRUG THAT HAS NO HORRIBLE SIDE EFFECTS THAT JUST MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY ARGHHHH. If happiness and feeling content is present most of the time then the desire to live is back, and the energy to do whatever is back, and all is fixed. Anti depressants are not the answer for me, for 99% It may help a bit but a stronger sense of feeling content is needed for the really ill people. Seems like a simple fix that could save thousands of lives... WHERE IS IT FFS

All comments from YouTube:

@bacaworld7095

3y↑6.1K

Seeing how hard it is for Demi to get and stay clean with all the support she has .. makes my heart break for the random person with no one to help them. Prayers to everyone struggling.

@Truthfulnesss

3y↑132

Belive me shits tough with nobody to support u she's lucky af I would give the clothes off my back to have a support system

@Truthfulnesss

3y↑25

So u keep using

@Truthfulnesss

3y↑51

Shit has u in a never ending cycle were ur depressed nobody cares enough to reach out

@chezzachezza7325

3y↑38

@@Truthfulnesss sending you 🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺 lost my 18 year old brother to heroin he was a Under 16 golf champion then sum arsehole from golf introduced him to speed . Just know I read your comments ok take care 🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘😘

@Truthfulnesss

3y↑17

@@chezzachezza7325 thats kinda what happen with me I was an amazing baseball player played competitively for top tier teams I started to hangout with a team member out side of baseball and got shot he then introduced me t pain pills called perc 30s which I took for the time my Leg and hand healed when it was healed up I start feeling sick cuz I stopped taking the pills so I went to the hospital they drug test me told me what I had been taking was fentnyal only and irs been a battle every since your family shun u and assume rather then understand

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@blankiki

3y↑2.9K

She’s a troubled soul. I can sense so much sadnes, void and loneliness in her. May she be strong to overcome all her demons.

@Turmoilismore

3y↑44

cant help the weak

@louixaberdeen568

3y↑12

@@Turmoilismore LMAOO

@YoungSandyGray

3y↑10

@@slumlord376 ever hear of self responsibility? This generation has had is so easy, they have to make up stuff to be depressed about. Don't worry, you'll have plenty of real reasons soon when the communism you all want so much is here to stay.

@cheio1238

3y↑6

@@slumlord376 why y'all have to say "educate yourself" all the damn time... He's not wrong. It's not the first time it happens and won't be the last

@dantearias2182

2y↑3

Now she is non binary

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@DP-pj7qn

3y↑4K

Amazing how different addiction looks when one has a ton of money

@Ami-ol8sc

3y↑20

What do you mean?

@i-bring-youvideos9391

3y↑428

I just mentioned that to my bf that she looks so good for an addict n he said babe she’s rich

@ammarieg4901

3y↑388

@@i-bring-youvideos9391 don’t think he means this. Nobody gives a shit about addicts except when someone is famous most addicts have 0 support. Just my view

@offgun6466

3y↑18

or a good supper system

@Erik-yt8qb

3y↑4

@O no she doesn’t lol

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@merlinho0t

3y↑2K

i don’t think people give her enough credit for being this open and brave about drug use. a lot of celebs suffer in silence

Edit: Ignore the comment section, its just people who think that because she is rich and a celebrity, her addiction was just "glamourizing" and not as hard or important as their addiction was. And this is coming from a dirt poor former addict themself, so I know it's just bullshit. Everyone's story matters and addiction is hard for everyone, they are just bitter for no reason and have nothing but hate to spew into the world, which you think would be different considering they themselves went through it, but apparently they went through it much harder and their story matters, not anyone elses, celebrity or not.

@miriamchalmovianska863

2y↑55

Shes thriving on the attention though... how many times she has to go and tell her ,story,? Go and get sober, put your life together. Thats story worth telling.

@merlinho0t

2y↑40

@@miriamchalmovianska863 If you have a platform and a big audience like she does, its very helpful to a lot of people who are addicts to hear her story. She can reach a lot of people with her message, whereas me and you couldn't. It's not " thriving on attention", its using a big platform to get the positive message out to the world. This is why a lot of celebs don't talk about drug use and mental problems, because people like you just think they are doing it for attention.

@Gabrosoft

2y↑8

@@miriamchalmovianska863 it’s not that easy. Better she’s honest

@sweetheartmashupsbabe

2y↑11

Don’t rappers mention drug use in like...every song tho?

@merlinho0t

2y↑10

@@sweetheartmashupsbabe lol that is literally not similar at all to what i’m talking about. nicki or doja rapping about poppin pills is not same as someone explicitly sharing their story about coke and heroin addiction. rappers don’t try to steer people away from drugs, they glamorize them.

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@casualcrybaby

2y↑243

“I’ve always wanted to try it.” It’s crazy hearing someone say they want to try that. As curious as I am with drugs, heroin has always scared the crap out of me.

@suspect-king5267

2y↑11

Heroin isn't for the weak

@micahharris311

2y↑11

Yep! As a recovering addict, or atleast try to recover, I am happy to see demi lovato talk about this. I was the same. I was 12/13 when I decided I always wanted to try heroin...the amount of trauma that I wwnt through to get me to that stage at 12 years old is crazy, hold onto the fear.

@Willppyro

2y↑21

Idk if you ever done mushrooms or lsd but they can get so scary that you’ll never want to do them again😂 that’s where there are 0 episodes of people addicted to mushrooms on the show intervention. Psychedelics will make you want to quit everything and take care of yourself and beg to be sober while it’s happening sometimes. I think they are good because there is a 50/50 chance they will make you feel way worse. Drugs like H, crack and alcohol ect all are to make you feel “good” and that’s why they are so dangerous and addictive

@suspect-king5267

2y↑2

@@Willppyro yep yep I can relate.

@iheartshaneandjeffree

1y↑4

@@Willppyro complete opposite for me. Coke made me paranoid and depressed. LSD and 🍄 made me feel amazing, unstoppable, I knew the meaning of life for a night and wanted to fix my life and just be this motivated person

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@gabrielamilan5168

3y↑1.4K

A person who says “I always wanted to try it”, is a person that doesn’t care anymore about life. I wanted to try so many things because I was deep hurt and desperate to stop feeling the void inside of me and I did it and it only worsen my emptiness. I just hope in the future most people understand how hard it is to stay sober, how the brain changes to the point it’s not the person anymore taking the decisions but the drugs, everyone needs love and a hug, I just hope all the people out there with this incredibly hard problem can reach help. Even if you’ll never be the same again. You can reborn again.

@killawalez3944

2y↑12

You are right 🖤 drugs really are evil 😞

@rowlandbuck2703

2y↑19

Bullshit. You can’t make an assumption and put it 100% of people generalized into groups. That’s called prejudice and bigotry. I used for years on the weekend. My job and financial responsibilities always came first. I never let drugs interfere. Sex sucks without drugs, and drugs suck without sex. Now you know why I only used with my gf on my days off.

@benjaminnoyes225

2y↑15

Bruh….I experimented with drugs cos I always wanted to try it,had a bad time and didn’t like it, never touched them again but that wasn’t cos of some bad emotional shit you can’t just generalise an entire group wtf

@simontan5295

2y↑15

That's bullshit, there's ppl that just want to try everything once to understand ppl better.

@onikkaouiija1524

Exactly MF'er! Trying a few hard drugs to understand where your parent is coming from is pretty common among those who are destined to abuse drugs, cause oly in the healing eill one understand what their parentis truelly avoiding to be better.

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@quietbox2627

3y↑695

he said "I got crack and heroin"
she said "I've always wanted to try it"

@downwell1577

3y↑85

Off topic but That dealer Taking a big L if he not hitting demi on the low lol

@jonathanp89

3y↑65

That's addiction for you. The ingestion of a mind altering substance is just a symptom of the underlying disease; not the disease itself.

@cristyn_8733

3y↑35

Always got the vibes she wanted to go out of her way to get the drug addict rep only to find out its not a repuation but a legit brain disease

@cristyn_8733

3y↑21

None wants to try heroin …no addict wants to be addicted to heroin and rhat right theor provessss this girl is using this shit for clout and money i said wht i said

@magoslucius4245

3y↑45

@@cristyn_8733 bullshit I always wanted to try it as I’ve always been Interested in drugs. Done it like 10 times over 3 years as. I didn’t use it in order to forget a shit situation or deal with trauma. You only get physically addicted with a week of continuous use. Doesn’t make you addicted from one use lol

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@productsniper

1y↑213

Got mad respect for Demi she has the guts to tell I'm sure 90% of her peers don't have

@suras8984

1y↑5

It's only gutsy if it's hard. Some people overshare their lifestory to anyone who will listen, and some people will never share their hardships or just take years to open up. Demi has always loved attention and I doubt its hard for her.

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@mizzoupatriot8814

2y↑381

I got mad respect for celebrities who go public about their addiction struggles. It takes tremendous courage when you're a nobody let alone famous and always in the public eye. Wether you think she's doing it for clout or whatnot is irrelevant. She's still helping people by going public about it.

@Angelaaa1015

2y↑8

She is making money off of it…

@Nathanhodgeon13

She just put here trying all kinds of drugs claiming she’s an addict lol while there are actual addicts suffering! She’s full of shite and clearly just wants attention.

@johnrotten3268

2y↑3

Lol it's just looking for attention... Keep your private business private.

@jamesbasham5439

2y↑4

Stop glorifying celebrities

@zza9215

1y↑1

@@jamesbasham5439 lmao no typa sympathy

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@bebaaliciacreations

3y↑455

God help her to move forward, give her the strength she needs, God heal her.

@playboyprincess7832

3y↑6

Amen🙏🏽

@lexinatalie8962

3y↑5

Amen

@dmlx4209

2y↑1

Amen 🙏🏾❤️

@MajinFernie

2y↑3

God has nothing to do with it. It's personal choice and the circumstances that surround those choices.

@aizawatoez1878

2y↑2

@@MajinFernie shut up just stop commenting just because you don’t believe in god doesn’t mean we don’t

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@yvettetorres7829

3y↑149

My God, crack and heroine are very hard drugs. God bless her, I'm so grateful she's alive.

@elsierodriguezz

2y↑2

Nah there’s nothing wrong with heroine. 😂

@lordxeno8270

2y↑32

@@elsierodriguezz you’re right, there’s something wrong with you

@juniorsierra7138

@@elsierodriguezz u wan get high

@a-z1-481

@@lordxeno8270 There's something wrong with your understanding

@haydenchristensen9278

2y↑5

meth too jesus

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@hehehehrhe3851

3y↑288

Always wanted to try it? That’s insane. At the end of the day she DID SAY she wanted to try it and that’s sad cuz anyone who thinks that at a young age will probably end up like her😕 I never realized what she was going thru till today. My heart.

@micahharris311

2y↑17

It breaks my heart how common this is. I was 13 when I decided I wanted to try heroin. I didn't until I was 19. I hate that so many children will feel the same as me.

Mental health is at the root of all this pain and destruction.

@arlyvla

2y↑1

@@me6271 right like not on no bs but like gods warmth seems like a deal breaker 🤣🤣

@shagsmith3410

My buddy's wife always wanted to try it in the rear end. He wanted nothing to do with it, so they talked me into having a threesome with them. She wasn't very pretty, but she has a beautiful rear end, nice and round. She was going down on him while I got her from behind. I felt bad for him because she was having a hard time going down on him while I was plowing her rear end. I started really slowly but she kept asking me to give her everything I had. The next day her husband was laughing about how she was screaming like a banshee. She wants to do it again, but I'm not going to lie, her face has acne scars all over. But her rear end is absolutely beautiful. I'm hoping she will ride me backwards.

@Kat.Evangeline

2y↑1

I tried H at age 21 bc I always wanted to try it.
I saved $ for a month.
Took a shot.
Hated it.
Threw up for hours.
Don't try H.
You could die the first time you try it.

@micahharris311

@@Kat.Evangeline yep that's pretty common , sadly the vomiting doesn't last it clears and then you're fucked

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@wcolautti

1y↑61

I’m floored and impressed by Demi’s bravery. Prayers for Demi and for every single person out there struggling w/this horrible disease.

It steals some of the best and brightest and it’s heartbreaking.

@bitwawesome7

48w↑1

Romance girl

@TartanPlaidxSky

2y↑16

I absolutely can not deal with the photo that said "demis first time high on crack" and its just her staring into the camera

@briannamiia

1y↑78

I forgot where I heard this but someone once said to an addict, “cant you just stay here with the rest of us for a little while”

It’s such a simple line but powerful to me like life and happiness can exist outside of getting high. And it doesn’t have to be forever but if you’re struggling with addiction as I have come on and “stay with the rest of us for a little while”

@laurenanderson7330

What does that mean

@TheVLineLLC

1y↑1

I think it’s a softer way of trying to tell them to chill, stop, or even take a break.

@heywhatup899

19w

@@laurenanderson7330the way i interpreted it was like you don’t have to get high and avoid experiencing life

@cherylflynn5058

14w

That's so incredibly heartbreaking 😢

@realreviews4102

2y↑252

I love the fact she speaks out on it, I’m in my twenties and I model. My looks matter a lot and earlier this year I started smoking crack and even tried meth once. Very early stages. Luckily I hated meth, never wanted to do that but I liked the crack and it was very addicting but simply did not wanna live that life. Been 6 months sober and have no desire to ever try again. It’s all about the people you surround yourself with.

@georgekirren4444

2y↑10

*They :)

@realreviews4102

2y↑10

@@georgekirren4444 you are very right. Thank you for correcting me. My mistake😇

@georgekirren4444

2y↑6

@@realreviews4102 No problem! Well done for staying sober and have a lovely day! :) :)

@heatherlynsey3092

2y↑6

6 months is a mountain, be proud you climbed that!!!! I’m struggling to stay clean from opioids and I’ve only made it three weeks at the most every time I’ve tried. It’s a hell you won’t know until you’ve walked through it, like we have. God bless you and keep going!

@rubyjeanne1667

@@georgekirren4444 She has a vag. She is a female. She can feel like a bunny too but are you honestly going to refer to her a one?

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@bonedeepbeauty3469

2y↑79

What bothers me the most is that her friends knew she had problems and they went partying to a bar and were egging her on to drink drink drink and I know it’s Demi’s choice what she does but she needs better friends.

@thatbee3585

2y↑3

True facts !!!!!

@floraflowers

It's her choice just as easy as it is to fall into peer pressure. People in a group will often do things that they would never do alone, whether you are on the giving or receiving end of it. If you are on the receiving end, you're inclined to feel less bad about it because people pressured you into it. At the giving end, you feel less guilty for pressuring someone into doing something because you were not the only one. The guilt is always shared.

@MC-fp5rr

They either have the same problem of addiction or they are naive to how addiction works.

It’s very easy for us to condemn others being that we have a vastly objective viewpoint here on the interwebz. People are very good at convincing others that they’re ok. I’m sure many of those friends look back and feel guilty. But, Demi is responsible for herself and she demonstrates that very well in these clips. When you are an addict, it doesn’t matter if friends are egging you on or pleading with you to stop. Once that switch is flipped, absolutely nothing will stop you. Not even total isolation.

@KawaiiNecronomicon505

3y↑536

I'm a recovering addict & work in treatment, it's taught me a lot. It's really hard for me to respect her when she had promoted being 'California Sober'. Honestly, someone like me who's done hardcore drugs, it's hard for me to believe she's been only been able to smoke weed. It always starts like that, one drink or just weed. I've seen it a thousand times. I know 'everyone's different' but that's not clean & sober. I hope she's still doing well, but I wouldn't say she's person to look up to, especially when it comes to staying clean. That's just my opinion, no hate. Just working with people suffering, that's not something you promote. She's a celebrity, so she had all the money in the world to be and to mess up & go back to rehab. For a lot of people, they have one time to get their shit together, & if they relapse, it's over.

@jak2828

3y↑48

I agree with this as well. I’m in long term recovery and I’ve seen a lot of people go down the “just pot” route. Almost 100% of the time it ends up putting them right back where they started or worse. She’s unfortunately let her addiction become her whole identity, it’s sad to see.

@KawaiiNecronomicon505

3y↑4

@@jak2828 That's amazing! I hope it's working well for you. I know how hard it can be & whenever I hear or see people who are still working on their recovery, it makes me happy. Because the truth is, you never stop recovering it's forever. Idk if anyone has said this to you, bit I'm so very proud of you, you can do this, and when the going gets rough, just remember it passes! Then you'll be glad that you didn't give in. Keep doing you & surround yourself with people who believe & love you. You can do this. 💜☺️

@erick7brian

2y↑15

@@KawaiiNecronomicon505 yup she's definitely still messing with shit on the low for sure

@_Xds_

2y↑42

@@jak2828 yall are ignorant to think everyone is the same and had the same experience as u. Yes believe it or not someone can smoke weed without doing anything else lmao.

@stormanimations5422

2y↑12

@@_Xds_ she's destroying her life and she needs help, believe it or not, when she does drugs she doesn't get clean from drugs.

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@YelenaBlanka

2y↑88

Praying for my best friend to beat this.
I wish I could continue helping her but after years and years of disappointments after helping her go to rehab dozens of times, helping her out financially, I did not give up on her but I had to remove myself from her until SHE wants to get clean. It’s really draining having someone in your family that does heavy drugs or close friends. It doesn’t just affect the addict, it affects the people around them very much so as well. I pray for you all struggling with addiction! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 YOU CAN DO IT!! You really can!

@moshito3809

2y↑2

Tbh it hurts when people say “you can’t help someone who doesn’t want help” because you can’t help but feel like continuing to help a friend. If that makes sense. But yeah, it’s always good to take a break for yourself ya know? I hope you’re doing good.

@YelenaBlanka

2y↑5

@@moshito3809 I miss her so much! I secretly see if she’s alive or not through WhatsApp “recently seen”. if I see she hasn’t been on there for a couple days, I start to worry and think the worst! I send her messages of love and support here and there but by her cold responses, I know she’s still getting high on that crap! She’s so emotionless on heroin. It’s like a whole different person. And this is my friend of 25 years!! 🥺🥺🙏🏼🙏🏼 I’m praying for my Aleksandra ❤️❤️ and thank you for your validation and kind words!!!

@moshito3809

2y↑1

@@YelenaBlanka I have a friend who I’ve had for years since we were young, and she was raised differently so seeing her smoke weed and go after men’s affection really hurts to see, but it’s always good to stay a friend but also focus on our mental health. Our well being! :D

@gracesento9875

3y↑219

Unfortunately she will relapse again and people won't understand why because we are not in her shoes addiction is a serious disease no one can explain

@tariromoyo348

3y↑10

Yeah the relapse seems imminent somehow.

@ajhwood1961

3y↑39

You can’t say that. Odds are against her but they were against Robert Downie, Jr too and look at him

@emmaheintz9880

3y↑10

She’s doing the vivetrol shots which block the opioid receptors so she probably won’t relapse from opioid use. She’s pretty much just gotta watch the alcohol addition now

@kristoZen

3y↑1

@Synfulz.

3y↑3

but fortunately she will have the best rehab help more than your average human ¬_¬ lol

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@NileshR12

3y↑404

She’s so broken in different ways & yet she’s a warrior. She’s been through hell repeatedly & is telling more truth about the messed up things she experienced in her life & I hope she will be in a better place by the end of this documentary & in general in her life going forward

@sasukeuchiha4814

3y↑16

How is she a worrier she’s putting herself in the situations💀

@_AbhiRam_

@@sasukeuchiha4814 lel 💅🏻 ikr

@timmycostello4552

2y↑1

Preach it. She is such a warrior lol. Ugh. This is a fucking joke. What a way to introduce drugs to a generation of depressed kids who have been forced into a life of isolation! Who better than a beautiful actress/singer that can evade consequence. The writing is on the wall. These Hollywood fucks are messing with our kids minds and giving them more ideas to cope with their insecurities. Propaganda bs. Such a warrior. She deserves a medal right?

@iwatchtrashtv213

2y↑1

"They" 🤣🤣🤣

@nurgulkyn

2y↑7

No warrior..all her own choices, shes a grown ass adult

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@michaelcabral1380

2y↑86

Still battling my own demons. I love you Demi for opening up about your addiction

@moniquepace8952

2y↑2

I pray for you I really do, me too! Today I'm trying to do it myself at home today is day 1 and I'm in hell but my son keeps me going

@NapolianMusic24

Keep ur head up!!!U will win!!!🥇

@dylanmulroe9978

How you doing now pal?

@eliatorres2486

3y↑108

I think she should wait a few years a sobriety to tell her story. She keeps telling her story a little early.

@jessicaabbassi1140

3y↑18

Her o.d. was in 2018...2 years ago...as a recovering addict myself there is no perfect place to be in to share your story. We are taught to share our story and share our hope and strength, we are also taught to take it one day at a time and understand whether someone has 1 day clean or 1,000 relapse can happen to any addict.

@eliatorres2486

3y↑12

@@jessicaabbassi1140 as normal people I get what you're saying. As celebrities it's publicity already. It's not inspiring, it's not courageous. Inspiring and courageous would be not relapsing for the millions of people who watch you all the time. I was a fan of hers but I'm pretty over it but my measly opinion doesn't matter anyway. Just saying.

@jessicaabbassi1140

3y↑7

@@eliatorres2486 if you understand addiction at all then you would understand it is an incurable disease. Someone cannot simply stay sober and be in so much trauma,pain etc and stay clean alone for strangers they don't know. It has to be one's choice. Relapse is a part of many addicts journey, mine included. She also has mental illness which she openly talks about and that is also not curable. You seem to lack understanding, knowledge and empathy for those who aren't like you. There are a lot of great resources to educate yourself on mental health and addiction. You can also sit in NA meetings etc to learn and understand about addiction and rhe program. Its easy to judge or feel a certain way about something you don't experience and don't have to struggle with. I was clean fir 10 years and relapsed...unfortunately it happens to many, what matters is always trying again and that she seems to want to do. Also if you watch her documentary she takes ownership over her choices but explains what lead to it. Addicts are powerless over addiction, we learn that in the program, however we can take it one day at a time and relapse or not choose to move forward and never stop fighting for recovery even if we sometimes fail. 🙏

@jessicaabbassi1140

3y↑2

@@eliatorres2486 also in a world where most celebrities wont address or even try to be aware of their issues or what they do she is brutally honest when she could not do interviews and just completley neglect the matter together. Thats pretty damn brave when millions are watching. Also as an addict seeing her fall after 6 years which is a long time for an addict but continue to try to move forward is inspiring. Guessing your not an addict so there isn't much I could say to make you understand if yiu haven't experienced it or seen it firsthand.

@jessicaabbassi1140

3y↑2

@@eliatorres2486 she literally relapsed due ti feeling immense pressure iver so many things and what your saying is proving her point. Its not her responsibility to be perfect cuz she is a celebrity. Do you know how many celebritues are or were addicts or have experimented etc? Im sure enough relapse and if theu dont overdose guess no media knows, but thats okay because noone knows...she is fucking human thats the whole point, she doesnt owe sobriety to you however I hope she realises she deserves it for herself and ai hope she will be okay🙏💜.

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@Saltynutz333

3y↑310

Unfortunately, I wouldn’t be surprised if Demi is still using because when she tried all those drugs it’s really hard to quit. I know how powerful these drugs are. I just hope she stays clear of “H” that’s not surprisingly can be laced with fentanyl that will kill you. Going to rehab is great ONLY if the addict wants to quit. If they don’t, once there out of rehab if they were forced into treatment by the courts, they will get “high” and be an addict again. Being an addict will be always be a challenge as we don’t know when life and our attitudes will change over time. Those triggers we get, that will lead us down the wrong path of destruction to ourselves again. I hope Demi has a good support group setup, so she can stay sober for the rest of her life. ❤️

@kashrudy3366

3y↑2

MAaan stfu fbi

@natakhavan

3y↑9

Me too...I admire it...being in her position of fame and money most either end up killing themselves 4 real. ..don't get a 2nd chance. I never had the money or fame and in a way that's been a good thing....cos this was my comment I wrote on this bit tonight. ...
I lived on cracks n heroin for over 20 yrs!!! Including all drugs since I started at 11/12 yrs old...and went through the alphabet of drugs...now I'm 41 and clean from them ALL!!! But only this year it's happened...where I got to the "Had Enuf, I'm Done" time!!
No1 understands y I look 29 at 41 with the life I've led...must b good genes!!! Cos I've never had money...never had any healthy lifestyle, opposite infact...been homeless...living in a tent with my then b/f, got abused at 11-13 sexual, sold my body as an escorts for 10yrs (for heroin&crack or coke)...I was a junkie! On snowballs!! I was on the edge...overdosed on crack/coke 4 times and had fits...but didn't care if I lived or died. Glad I'm out other side this year but fk was it hard...but u now I don't have ANY interest in drugs!!! Now my strong willpower is back...like I always had b4 Heroin...cos that's the main 1 that obliterates ur willpower. None b4 it did. Then snowballing heroin & crack together in needle is even worse...that changed me ENTIRELY!!! In every way!
I cud EASILY write a massive book on my life. Thus is only tip of iceberg!!!

@jennhypp5367

3y↑1

@@natakhavan glad your life is better now, Congratulations on getting clean! You should write about your experience though even if it’s not a book

@natakhavan

3y↑2

@@jennhypp5367 I've been thinking of doing a pod cast of my own...about all my life experiences. Cos I'm better at talking to express myself tether than writing...I think I cud do it co's I can write essays once I get into it. But I'm good at answering questions ppl may have and I'd give them opportunities to do so.
And ther r sooo many different subjects I cud touch on...sexual abuse I had between 11-13 from the closest family member u cud imagine. Rasism at school abouts a kid. Been bullied at school for a short time...but as an adult too at my lowest point. Been to prison. Been on medication...that I was left on for 20+ yrs, and such a high dose of 100ml methadone daily...never even offered rehab. Never even gave clean tests for 18 yrs of it.
THERS ANOTHER MESSAGE BY ME AFTER THIS 1 TOO, BUT IT HASN'T PUT UR NAME ON TOP!!! Soz.

@natakhavan

3y↑4

I wudnt b surprised if a relapse occurs at some point. It happened to me...and I was the most determined person in world I wasn't getting bk on it. Evry1 believed me...EVEN ME! But I ended up hanging out with someone else who was ment to b clean & it all went wrong. But I was only 24 at the time. I'd been clean in jail for 3 yrs after getting 5 & a half yrs for 5x £5 bags of heroin in 2001 wen I'd just turned 21, 3 mths b4.

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@abididubidi7815

2y↑44

the beautiful thing about demi is that even as she tells about the horrible things she has done and how life almost had its way with her badly, it permanently shines through that she is a good, good person from the bottom of her heart. She should know this. Even with all the demons. Oftentimes it's the better people that get left in shambles by the ways of life.

@georgekirren4444

*They :)

@abididubidi7815

@@georgekirren4444 my bad, i wasn't informed before!

@georgekirren4444

@@abididubidi7815 Hey no problem, have a good day!

@meicealways5842

3y↑92

She is so blessed and it’s a reason why God still has her here...she is also lucky to still have her gorgeous voice and beautiful looks cuz the normally the first things to go...

@gomezlola952

3y↑1

God still has many druggies here 😂

@meicealways5842

3y↑5

@@gomezlola952 u missed the whole point lol
Right over ya head

@carlostrujillo8708

3y↑3

@@gomezlola952 do you know anything about addiction ? Religion is one of the main ways people get help. A lot of people look to a higher power to help them. When they know they are defenseless

@donnataylor980

3y↑41

I'm so glad you're here to talk about your past. There is a reason you're supposed to be here! And you will definitely figure that out. Sending you hugs and prayers. Take care

@blessieyang8070

2y↑1

Love your spirit

@donnataylor980

2y↑1

@@blessieyang8070 I love your spirit as well! Take care

@daniellebabe1

2y↑17

I hope she continues to get the help she needs. I think it’s a good thing that she wants to share her story with the world maybe it can help someone else.

@junemiller9718

2y↑8

Soo sad my heart breaks for people who are hooked on drugs. There are people who care and love you and are praying for you always.

@cobyporschifer221

2y↑5

Bless her for sharing her story.

@ivannarea2453

3y↑83

may God bring you protection and all the best wishes for you Demi Lovato

@sproutsrevil6508

3y↑40

I have no idea who she is but I admire her talking about this. Might save lives.

@Luna_MorningStar

2y↑63

People are saying Demi is brave,
But yet when they see a junkie on the street they wouldn't even give them more than a sideways glance.

I hope people who say she's brave try not to judge real people who are addicts

@courtney9970

14w

This is why people like her need to continue to speak on their experiences

@naghamnassar5188

3y↑42

I can imagine how hard is it for her to speak up about this . I love demi and i hope she stays safe 💕

@jahjah1769

2y↑1

I appreciate her for being open about this. So many people are struggling.

@doubleemcastillano464

2y↑24

It can be difficult to be sober. It’s an emotional roller coaster. I know there were many sleepless nights where she sat up crying. The moments where she folded and had to look at herself with all these d rugs around, alone and she doesn’t want to really even do it, but now you have physical withdrawals and they are almost unimaginable. I used to make fun of her. I’m older now, I’m happy we’re both living in our truth.

@rgkong8783

1y↑13

I’m so happy Demi Lovato is coming out in full details about all this, glad she’s okay and I really hope this helps those in addiction.

@accesstotheredcarpet

3y↑58

It’s a scary and dark path to take. I’m scared for her because addicts relapse multiple times. I pray that she remains clean for as long as possible without relapsing. Especially, people who have been addicted to heroin. That stuff is the devil. Scary wow

@maureendawkins9753

42w

Thank you so much for sharing!

@tellyboo2455

Thank you so much Devi for sharing

@SusanScrapPassion

1y↑8

I think it will be a miracle if she lives to see her middle to late thirties. She has serious addictions. I hope she has the support that she needs to stay alive. It would be a shame to lose her.

@breannafofana8

3y↑12

I've never gotten addicted with drugs because the highs are too scary for me. The consequences and constant overdosing made me want to stop. And I never went to the hospital I was one LUCKY COOKIE.

@jennysantana1687

2y↑47

"I've always wanted to try it"
That truly baffles me, how ANYONE could say that knowing the aftermath

@rowlandbuck2703

2y↑1

Funny thing. Drug addiction is linked to higher IQ.
And drugs are over stigmatized. At least heroin is. Meth and crack crack cocaine not so much. Whenever you see people stumbling like a zombie that’s probably not heroin by itself. It jus doesn’t do that. Fent or a Xanax + heroin mix.

People want experiences. It’s not like you put a needle in your arm 1 time and your life is destroyed. It takes A LOT of heroin to get addicted within a month, even as “highly” addictive as it is. People push through and keep on using even when they know they are doing too much, erode they start experiencing withdrawals. All responsibility is on the user, and not on the drugs.

@Durataur

2y↑4

@@matt9383 right! What is with these addicts giving life advice “heroin isn’t that addictive” the fuck it is! Amazing anyone would say this shit. Why would anyone try and convince others that heroin or any other hard drug “isn’t that bad”. Drives me absolutely nuts! I live with roommates that do coke all the time and see what it does to their lives. It is absolutely disgusting.

@Young_Techiez

2y↑1

These are the things you cuddle with in the dark. Deep in darkness, no one knows

@TrustNone35

yes that was shocking to me. The struggles she has had yet that is her thought. I hope she makes it through all this but she has so many addictions.

@briannamiia

1y↑26

Incredibly brave for telling her story. It’s like watching one of my childhood icons become an adult hero to me. Not only did she struggle with addiction but she recovered from some of the most addictive if not the most addictive drugs in the world. A lot of people died fighting the fight she did and it could’ve been a very different story.

Her new song substance has lyrics real and raw. As someone myself who is struggling with substance abuse I can honestly say she inspires me the most to get clean and not “end up in a casket” lol.

Addiction can take over you but if Demi did it we can too.

@christopherwooldridge6027

How is not "ending up in a casket" funny? 🤨 🤔
I don't get the 'lol' after that statement. Sounds like a very serious & great goal to have & truly want to achieve...

@sneakytacos773

She’s a very unhinged and unstable individual I hope you have better role models than just her. Narcissistic to say the least

@BleedingOath

1y↑2

You really gotta be a JUNKIE if she's your "adult hero" lmao 💀🤦

@Someoneonyoutube

3y↑17

"Only a spoonful"
Pulls out comically large spoon

@brrberrymerry

2y↑32

I'm not proud of her actions but I'm proud of her sharing her story, hopefully this helps someone notice how easily and playfully they can fall for a lifetime of endless struggle for not only themselves but everyone around them.

@playboyprincess7832

3y↑4

SENDING NTG BUT PRAYERS YOUR WAY DEMI🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

@stormi1637

3y↑30

She was always around glitz and glamour she never saw what drugs really do. In the moment you don’t think of what could go wrong only what’s going right whether she had a bad feelings that day or not sometimes your gut feeling isn’t strong enough it takes one choice to make a whole rainstorm drown you causing you life long pain, regrets and damage. The choices you make today will shape your life forever but you can focus on what scarred you or traumatised you or you can learn from your scars and refocus. I hate the people around her I feel like most of them are fake… knowing what she knows now she would have never done it but you wise from your mistakes that’s what makes us grow. She just needed someone to be there, really be there someone who actually cared…

@georgekirren4444

*They :)

@stormi1637

@@georgekirren4444 George why you so curious

@georgekirren4444

@@stormi1637 Stormi why you so cold

@emylanglais7781

Yes absolutely, well explained

@rajendranadarajan8931

1y↑4

I've been a fan of her music for a long time. I hope she can get her shit together and focus on her work. We're all rooting for her.

@davidleeburdineiii6078

3y↑38

I feel her pain it took a very long time for me to pull through the addiction

@georgekirren4444

2y↑1

*They :)

@Spidey-ny1do

2y↑1

@@georgekirren4444 🤡

@lsvtecb18c1

3y↑15

Being where I have been and getting out of it with no money then going back and getting back out again, I think we will end up reading about her overdose like we did mac Miller.

@Silveryback

3y↑4

The bigger a deal people make of one accomplishing sobriety is not helpful. It's a reminder that you messed up and somehow drives the memories towards that direction. It seems to be something that is better left in the past.

@katie.e.g.

3y↑14

Yeah... the physical dependence is the hardest part bc detoxing feels so damn shitty. Currently in rehab.

@midsummersnight3848

3y↑60

Yeah, definitely NOT taking my sobriety advice from Demi Lovato..
This is so far beyond detrimental to individuals who cannot afford (literally & figuratively) to be "California Sober."
It blows my mind how completely out of touch this woman has become.
She has ZERO regard for her fans and/or people attempting to embrace sobriety, out of either desire OR complete desperation.
Not everyone has your luxuries, Demi.

@loislois3526

2y↑2

Agree. She also has a major brain injury and permanent damage from her drug overdose which means she might not even see the full scope of all of it. It's sad to see people battling addiction. California sober is toxic bullshit

@kmba-9197

2y↑2

I think I like her even more because she did share her story and she isn't trying to sugar coat how bad drugs can effect a person's life. Regardless if your rich or poor drug's will effect you negatively either way.

@levikeller7916

1y↑2

15 months sober rn, stay strong Demi

@jocelynbaker7492

2y↑6

For her to of struggled with addiction like the person below me said it’s crazy how one can look who has tons of money verses regular people like us look like crack heads and all .. she’s beautiful and stayed beautiful even through her addiction

@hermausmora9687

2y↑5

I tried heroin at 16 but snorted it and ive never tried it since im 29 now i thank god for giving me a strong will power to not want to try it again

@aaliyahshadai

2y↑5

I hope she continues being emotionally strong through the praise and backlash because child it is a tear jerker

@flaxhorizon

FYI, Demi uses they/them pronouns now.

@alexanderrobbinsonphd

@@flaxhorizon who cares

@flaxhorizon

@@alexanderrobbinsonphd People with common human decency care.

@peace.404

2y↑14

Dang, this girl is a full blown addict, like Whitney style. I hope she stays alive because she will inspire others.

@aleishaw3454

She surpassed Whitney, never heard Whitney do heroin or meth…

@sammysweetdesigns

3y↑37

The truth sets you free. She’s doing everything she can to fight this and she’s doing an awesome job.

@naoedouard4422

@Eugene Konyha You are so wrong...

@miriamchalmovianska863

Talking about addiction and doing nothing- not staying away from drugs, dismantling her schroom room, gling out to meet real people, volunteer in shelter for homeless, for animals, in orphanages, in hospitals, old peoples homes. Thats what she should do. Fire all her employees. They are only enablers. Go camping, hiking, living in nature. Not 5* hotels. In tent. Feel the earth. pick your food. Feel alive. She feels dead inside.

@vivianacrystal1564

3y↑93

She has no problem doing drugs but had a whole problem with froyo. Yeah ok 😂

@coredetta

3y↑4

Lmaaoooooooo

@Whoa802

2y↑2

Demi is an airhead.

@lovelypeachesperiodbloodcu4458

They*

@electricityisgreat2767

still

@tashaadolph677

2y↑1

Yeah she's not the brightest

@colmrafter5056

1y↑1

I was on Herion 13 years clean now I live In Ireland very hard ta get clean hope u stay clean all the best colm stay strong

@sxwriter8569

3y↑33

Comment section, be nice. Some of us have made mistakes we regret and it'd be hypocritical to judge. I'm glad she's doing better and letting others know her story.

@yakalaka6376

3y↑14

she needs to move on, it seems as if she’s just using it to remain relevant at this point. Her fifteen minutes of fame are up. Also butt chin.

@nicolebolinger4906

2y↑1

@@yakalaka6376 who r u

@shagsmith3410

@@nicolebolinger4906 they are themselves. I am me. The question is, why?

@miamimarlinreal5176

2y↑5

Look at her body language when Dj Khaled says 6 years sober

@PianoMatronNeeNee

Happy she can stay clean and find something meaningful to keep occupied . For me it’s music too. Sending love to this sweet angel.

@user-gk7dn3ts1q

2y↑5

Its wild how our biology has such a massive impact on the development of addiction. I've tried every drug once and never got addicted ever. Never felt the urge to do it again with anything.

@jamiemorgan3649

1y↑3

She didn't start doing drugs because she was depressed or had issues, she started doing drugs because she liked it. Big difference

@rayray9483

2y↑1

It's sad in a way to see thus happen. My 2 siblings (sisters) have both shown their drug use and how insane you can become after. Pray for this woman to one day find her way back to herself. More of us are drifting from reality while trying to post it on social media. Look at these people as warnings if you will.

@facuuaf

1y↑9

This is extremely transparent. Good for her that this helps raise awareness and heal

@oscarm.j1340

Via Instagrams, also on Telegrams with the with the above handle..

@oscarm.j1340

Grewnation

@jasminefranc5889

3y↑3

I’m praying for her success in beating her own devil ❤️

@Liohenry05

1y↑1

The fact that she is worst now then in this video makes me so sad.. like fr fr I hope one day she finally is over this! I know those things take time… and I know it’s difficult but I do wish healing for her

@_belloty1394

39w↑1

Not using heroin recreationally..that’s a wild thought process🥴

@MackDamage07

2y↑4

Why do people assume that people who do Drugs are sad, troubled, or doing it to forget about reality? 🤔Some people just like "Pleasure" but fail to realize it could cost you your life. I almost died from Drugs and God sparred my life.

@yessicauribe1841

2y↑5

The easiest way to stay sober is to never try hard drugs , you never know if your body and brain will be able to not get addicted to it . Why would you risk it knowing that could be the begging of the end for you

@kayleelands1754

2y↑2

My story is very similar to hers… crack , cocaine, herion, Xanax, opiates, meth, and so much more… I tried to use it recreationally.. I thought I had it under control. I am now sober from everything since October 2020. I’ll never go back. I’m so happy she’s sober now.

@ciarrajohnson3849

3y↑1

Lord have mercy😩😩I hope this will all be the past one day

@Guillermo_Carratero

2y↑4

I don't believe a word coming out of her mouth.

@JaeLee83

2y↑4

She casually says " I've always wanted to try it", like what?

@tershii

2y↑2

It's such a big deal, to hear one of the greatest singers of all time, coming out and saying without fear of their mistakes, and issues with drugs, because it is people without shame like that and tolerance for people like that without as much money, that need rescued from the Prison system really truly helping this problem, So Thank You Demi. It's people like this that are going to positively affect law changes, to make possession of drugs decriminalized which is highly called for these days. We can't as a society be statistically analyzing crimes, using jail sentences, of people that are not criminals, for the sake of false worry of reoffending that are only doing damage to themselves not acting like a criminal, so society traps them for their whole lives with labels like criminal and worse, being called dangerous menaces . Does Demi Lovato look dangerous? No. British Columbia is decriminalizing drugs 2023 January, and the rest of North America will follow eventually.

@jessicah6597

2y↑2

My heart goes out to Demetria ❤️

@mollyfoxxx

2y↑5

I’m really glad she dropped the California sober thing. She has permanent brain damage from her overdose, the severe one, because she’s had more than one. I’ve been there and I’ve been struggling since I was 16. It’s a daily battle.

@staciemae

3y↑8

I’m still trying to understand why she would take pics of herself while under the influence.

@mikeforero9889

3y↑5

Right?! Its gotta be for attention. I swear she plans all this shit out for clout/empathy/relevance.

@Senate300

Perhaps it was a cry for help.

@londonwalter1596

2y↑1

Demi is such a beautiful flawless angel in my eyes I love her and support her to infinity.

@sylvesteruchia5263

2y↑4

"Using heroine recreationally "
You killin me 👀

@ilck-ym-blals7385

2y↑9

Who takes pictures of themselves smoking heroin though 😂

@itsgbi

2y↑2

quirky 🤪

@adampantriangle2424

2y↑1

the things people do when they're high, it's a whole different world for a while

@mattkennedy953

I've been sober 3 years now its so hard to get and stay sober you only get sober when ur ready

@70sgirl42

2y↑1

My heart is not breaking for her. When one has lots of money addiction is quite the opposite in so many ways...

@roxisilva9166

2y↑3

All people have issues . We shouldn’t judge somebody on anything they’ve done .

@projectsp7370

3y↑5

I’ll always love this girl

@kamvasquez960

1y↑1

I’m so happy she’s still alive

@ccb.8603

3y↑2

I never knew this I'm glad she's ok

@jairenesereno4519

2y↑5

I think no matter how many times she falls it’s very brave to come clean every time especially publicly. She is letting others learn and grow from her mistakes. Fame and fortune doesn’t mean you don’t have problems.

@anmnou

Goes to show, you are always in recovery, never recovered.

@whistlepiglet

Thank you Demi for your candidness . I wish you much peace & healing ❤️‍🩹

@oscarm.j1340

Look him up he's got lots of good Stuff like Mushrooms, Chocolate Bars, alongside other Psychedelics, well treated ships to anywhere,

@oscarm.j1340

He's on Instagramz, also on Telegramz with....? M

@oscarm.j1340

Grewnation*

@yisselbravo1297

46w↑3

She talks about trying drugs like trying different drinks. It's not the same thing.

@MindyBeee

3y↑23

When I heard you got addicted the first time...I believed it.

@kaleighstewart645

2y↑1

This is terrible and so sad. I pray she can free her soul from this. I also am in so much shock how high functioning she is with ALL those drugs.

@shaniabrittany16

3y↑2

I love you sm Demi 🥺💗

@gracemarie7629

3y↑12

we love you! ....so brave.

@Whoa802

🤣🤣🤣

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