Dreaming
Heavy Load Lyrics


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I've had the strangest feelings in my time
Trying so hard to make out what's in my line
Many times I've been crying all alone
Been afraid of my own life, is it my own
Dreaming of a better life
Dreaming of a life that's mine
When my time is over it has past
Who will be crying on my grave, what will last
Taking bad time for the good all the way
I have to live 'cause life is mine today
Dreaming of a better life
Dreaming of a life that's mine
I'm loving life in spite of all the pain
I have to live 'cause my time is just today
Feeling that life is running out of time
I know it's taking from me what is mine




Dreaming of a better life
Dreaming of a life that's mine

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Heavy Load's song Dreaming conveys a sense of hope and desperation at the same time. The track is essentially about a person's desire for a better life, a life that belongs wholly to them. The opening lines, "I've had the strangest feelings in my time / Trying so hard to make out what's in my line," suggest that the singer has struggled to understand their place in the world. The feeling of uncertainty is further emphasized by the line, "Been afraid of my own life, is it my own," which suggests a lack of agency.


The chorus is where the message of the song is at its strongest. The line, "Dreaming of a better life / Dreaming of a life that's mine," is repeated three times throughout the song, and it speaks to the singer's yearning for a life that is free of outside influence. The song's overall message is one of hope and determination, despite the inevitability of death. The line, "When my time is over it has past / Who will be crying on my grave, what will last," suggests that the singer is aware of their own mortality but wants to make the most of the time they have left.


In the second verse, the singer acknowledges that life is not always easy. "Taking bad time for the good all the way / I have to live 'cause life is mine today," indicates that the singer is willing to endure hardship in pursuit of their dreams. The song concludes with the powerful line, "Feeling that life is running out of time / I know it's taking from me what is mine," which further reinforces the singer's determination to make the most of what little time they have left.


Line by Line Meaning

I've had the strangest feelings in my time
Throughout my life, I've experienced unusual feelings that are hard to explain


Trying so hard to make out what's in my line
I struggle to understand what is destined for me


Many times I've been crying all alone
Frequently, I've found myself weeping in solitude


Been afraid of my own life, is it my own
I'm afraid that my life isn't my own, or that others control it


Dreaming of a better life
I yearn to have a life that's better than my current one


Dreaming of a life that's mine
I desire a life that I have control over and feel is truly mine


When my time is over it has past
Once my time on earth is finished, it's gone forever


Who will be crying on my grave, what will last
I wonder who will mourn my passing and what legacy I'll leave behind


Taking bad time for the good all the way
Even during difficult moments, I strive to find the good in every situation


I have to live 'cause life is mine today
I must live in the moment and make the most of every opportunity


I'm loving life in spite of all the pain
Despite the hardships I've faced, I still find joy in my life


I have to live 'cause my time is just today
I must seize the day and make the most of my limited time on earth


Feeling that life is running out of time
I sometimes feel like my life is slipping away too quickly


I know it's taking from me what is mine
I understand that time is stealing away my opportunities and experiences


Dreaming of a better life
I continue to dream of a life that's more fulfilling than my current one




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@talonsoftheraven6693

One of my favourite songs ever \m/ much respect from Ireland to the Heavy metal pioneers Heavy Load \m/-_-\m/

@vine1092

Great song! Hail Heavy Load!

@dabo7130

I borrowed the album from a friend of my family in 84, and I got knocked out...Legend, and from my country too? I couldn't believe it, all metal was from U.K back then. Throwback!!

@spectrax

Excelente

@Bigotdweller

this song title refers to what it will feel seeing them live 2018, i must be dreaming

@pedrocavichiollo8892

Devils Night I still can't believe that I'll leave Brazil to see them on Sweden Rock Festival

@Bigotdweller

see you in the frontrow somewhere

@blazedduck5721

are they touring uk

@blah24j

Saw them at Up the Hammers last year AMAZING!!

@danielalbuquerque5394

Classic ❤

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