Discography
Albums
A Voluntary Coincidence (2007)
Stitches of Eden (2009)
White Me In Black Me Out (2013)
Sonic Foundation (2016)
Nyctophilia (2018)
Airesis (2021)
EPs / Singles
Disconnection (2005)
E-Race Generation (2006)
Plaestik (2007)
Spacefloor Romance (2009)
Videodope (2013)
Beware of Light feat. Chris Pohl (2015)
Frozen Star (2017)
Kamikaze Angel (2018)
Tetrachromatic (2019)
Suicidal Birds (2019)
Website: http://www.helalynflowers.com
Disorder
Helalyn Flowers Lyrics
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I've tried to reach my spaceI've tried to find a wayA way to fade awayI've tried to reach my mindI've tried to reach my spaceI've tried again, tried again, tried again, again!
The lyrics of Helalyn Flowers's song Disorder seem to be about feeling disconnected from oneself and the world around us. The repeated phrases "I've tried to reach my other me in a space unplaced" and "I've tried to reach my mind" suggest a struggle to reconnect with oneself and find a sense of identity or purpose. The lines "Where everything has lost its own image" and "Where everything could make me over" indicate a desire to escape the current reality and find a new sense of self.
The lines "I need to wake up my body" and "I need to wake up my mind, again" suggest a need for a reboot or a fresh start. The repeated phrase "I've tried again, tried again, tried again, again" highlights the struggle and perseverance in trying to find oneself and overcome the sense of disconnection.
Overall, the song explores themes of identity, purpose, disconnection, and the search for a new beginning.
Line by Line Meaning
Again, again
Repeated attempts have been made
I've tried to reach my other me in a space unplaced
I attempted to find my other self in an unidentified location
Where everything has lost its own image
The entire humanly understand things have become incomprehensible
I've tried and I've wished to find a way to fade away
I aspired to disappear by discovering a solution
Where everything could make me over...
I hoped for a transformation by changing everything in my surroundings
I need to wake up my body
I need to come alive and stay active physically
I need to wake up my mind, again
I need to be mentally alert and aware, once more
I've tried to reach my mind
I attempted to find my awareness and thought process
I've tried to reach my space
I attempted to retrieve my personal and private place
I've tried to find a way
I attempted to find a solution
A way to fade away
Solution to fade away from current circumstances
I've tried again, tried again, tried again, again!
I kept trying repeatedly many times
Contributed by Jayden A. Suggest a correction in the comments below.