All members except the guitarist went on to form the band From Hell. From Hell split after bassist Yasuo Satoh's passing on April 4th of 2004.
Clean
Hellchild Lyrics
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The cleanest I've been
An end to the tears
And the in-between years
And the troubles I've seen
Now that I'm clean
You know what I mean
Put an end to it all
I've changed my routine
Now I'm clean
I don't understand
What destiny's planned
I'm starting to grasp
What is in my own hands
I don't claim to know
Where my holiness goes
I just know that I like
What is starting to show
Sometimes
Clean
The cleanest I've been
An end to the tears
And the in-between years
And the troubles I've seen
Now that I'm clean
You know what I mean
I've broken my fall
Put an end to it all
I've changed my routine
Now I'm clean
As years go by
All the feelings inside
Twist and they turn
As they ride with the tide
I don't advise
And I don't criticise
I just know what I like
With my own eyes
Sometimes
Clean
The cleanest I've been
An end to the tears
And the in-between years
And the troubles I've seen
Now that I'm clean
You know what I mean
I've broken my fall
Put an end to it all
I've changed my routine
Now I'm clean
Sometimes
The Hellchild song "Clean" is a powerful ode to personal growth and renewal. The lyrics describe the singer's journey from a state of sadness, turmoil, and uncertainty towards a new, 'clean' existence free from past troubles and insecurities. The opening lines set the tone for the entire song, declaring that the singer is now the 'cleanest' they've ever been, signaling a significant personal milestone. The phrase 'an end to the tears and the in-between years' is an evocative image that conjures up a sense of closure to a long period of struggle, confusion, and self-doubt.
As the song progresses, the singer reflects on the challenges they've faced, the 'troubles' they've seen, and the way that they've changed their life to get to where they are now. They acknowledge that they don't know what the future holds, but they are starting to grasp the idea that their destiny is in their own hands. The chorus repeats this idea, emphasizing that the singer has put an 'end to it all' and broken their fall, suggesting that they've overcome a significant obstacle in their life.
The song suggests that the journey towards becoming 'clean' is not an easy one -- the emotions inside 'twist and they turn' as they 'ride with the tide.' However, the singer recognizes that as time goes by, their newfound clarity and sense of purpose are worth the effort. The final lines of the song assert that although the singer doesn't claim to have all the answers, they know what they like and what they see with their 'own eyes.'
Line by Line Meaning
The cleanest I've been
I am the most pure I have ever been
An end to the tears
I am no longer crying
And the in-between years
The difficult and uncertain years in between significant life events
And the troubles I've seen
I have experienced struggles
Now that I'm clean
Now that I have overcome my problems and moved on
You know what I mean
You understand my feelings and what I am trying to say
I've broken my fall
I have prevented myself from hitting rock bottom
Put an end to it all
I have put an end to all of my problems
I've changed my routine
I have altered my way of living
Now I'm clean
Now I am free from my problems and a better person
What destiny's planned
I do not know what the future holds
I'm starting to grasp
I am beginning to understand
What is in my own hands
I have control over my own life
I don't claim to know
I do not pretend to have all the answers
Where my holiness goes
I do not know where my purity and goodness will take me
I just know that I like
I only know that I enjoy the feeling
What is starting to show
The positive changes and results of my transformation
As years go by
As time passes
All the feelings inside
All the emotions I experience
Twist and they turn
They fluctuate constantly
As they ride with the tide
As they are influenced by external circumstances
I don't advise
I don't give suggestions or guidance
And I don't criticise
I don't judge or condemn
I just know what I like
I only know what makes me happy
With my own eyes
Based on my own experiences and perceptions
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: MARTIN GORE
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