Sitter
Hit the Lights Lyrics

These days I'm a hit and run, left the scene as I coughed up blood
Nowadays, I tend to quickly move on from situations after being hurt, even when it leaves a lasting impact on my health and well-being.

Stayed inside, hid from the sun, all jammed up like a loaded gun
I isolate myself from the outside world because I feel anxious and ready to explode at any moment.

Even the nightlife's just too bright, so I never step outside
I can't enjoy activities with other people because the energy and stimulation is too much to handle.

Blackened lungs and bloodshot eyes keep me up but not alive
The unhealthy behaviors I'm engaging in are taking a toll on my body and preventing me from truly living my life.

Just holding on
Despite everything, I'm struggling to cling on to hope and survival.

There's a lesson here but I'm not catching on 'Cause the taste of it still lingers on my tongue Such a bitter ending taste of what's become The only drug I didn't love
I've gone through a lot of painful experiences and I'm trying to learn from them, but it's hard to move on when the memories still haunt me. The only thing that didn't bring me temporary relief was the thing that ultimately hurt me the most.

Breathe deep, leave ground, can't get to sleep so I just pass out Fight the words before they leave my mouth Bite the tongue, but I just can't tell if it's too late to save myself Hit the ground but the bottom dropped out Lost and found my way around It's not new to me, yeah I'm used to it by now
I'm constantly running away from my problems and trying to suppress my emotions. I know that I need to take action to better my situation, but I'm not sure if it's even possible at this point. I've experienced disappointment and pain so many times that it's become a familiar feeling to me.

Looking for a way, an out Release, somehow I'm lost and now it's pulling me under We're all allowed our ups and downs in times of doubt We all go through it just holding on (These days I'm a hit and run)
I'm searching for a way to escape from this cycle of self-destructive behavior, but I still feel trapped and overwhelmed. We all have our struggles and moments of uncertainty, but we keep going in the hope that things will get better. (These days, I tend to run away from my problems rather than confronting them.)

There's a lesson here but I just can't catch on 'Cause the taste of it still lingers on my tongue Such a bitter ending taste of what's become The only drug I didn't love (didn't love) The only drug I didn't love
Despite my efforts to learn from my past mistakes, the memories and pain continue to haunt me. The thing that ultimately led to my downfall is the only thing that I didn't find comfort in at the time. (The only thing I regret and didn't find solace in was the thing that ended up hurting me the most.)