Confession
Holy Ramen Lyrics
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Lately feeling down has been my obsession
They say life is supposed to teach you some lessons
But all I got is suppressed aggression
Always feeling sad is this depression
I don’t wanna admit I got a problem
Confession
Watching Friends and laughing to more than the laugh track
I’ll probably die young from an heart attack from all this stress I have
That’s a fact
Train pulling in better step back
Gotta stop myself from jumping onto the tracks
I’m a deranged motherfucker with one too many death wish on a quest to get rich
These days are short and nights are long
I spend all my time writing sad songs
Running this never ending marathon I wonder when the finish line will come along
Been experiencing suicidal tendencies since I was a preteen
Life is a haze I can’t face without my daily intake of caffeine
Am I human or just a machine
Used to wanna be a superhero but now I can’t even save myself
I fantasize about death way too many times a day to be considered sane
These visions in my head keep me entertained
I got lots of friends but they’re more like acquaintances
Please let me finish my sentences
You spend your weekends curled up on the couch watching TV
When you could be living your life but fuck reality
And happiness is something that can’t be measured
Maybe they lied when they said it’ll get better
This song is my confession
Lately feeling down has been my obsession
They say life is supposed to teach you some lessons
But all I got is suppressed aggression
Always feeling sad is this depression
I don’t wanna admit I got a problem
Confession
Loneliness is now a norm it’s not an option
I wonder if they love me or if its for their own conscience
The angels have flew away now there’s no one watching me
Used to believe in God but now I’m not so sure of my sanity
Still I pray to him every night hoping I won’t see the next sunrise
Got too many doubts they’re keeping me confined
All my heroes have died so I guess it’s also my time
Please plug me in the matrix and play out my fantasies
As I get older I realize Madara was right (Fuck you Naruto)
I mean what we think is real is what’s perceived by our minds
How do you know we’re not already in a simulation
Spending every waking hour hallucinating
The past haunts me like a broken record
Wonder if I’ll ever get to see the bigger picture
Numb my pain as I go to sleep
And wake me up once we’ve reached my dreams
This song is my confession
Lately feeling down has been my obsession
They say life is supposed to teach you some lessons
But all I got is suppressed aggression
Always feeling sad is this depression
I don’t wanna admit I got a problem
Confession
In the lyrics of "Confession" by Holy Ramen, the singer opens up about their struggles with mental health, self-destructive tendencies, and feelings of isolation. They express a sense of being overwhelmed by negative emotions, describing how they have become fixated on feeling down and struggling to find joy or purpose in life. The repetition of the line "This song is my confession" emphasizes the cathartic nature of the lyrics, as the singer uses music as a way to release their inner turmoil and share their innermost thoughts with the listener.
The lyrics touch on themes of addiction and escapism, with references to watching TV shows like Friends and using cough syrup to cope with stress. There is a sense of fatalism in the lines about potentially dying young from a heart attack, as well as a raw honesty in admitting to suicidal thoughts and a longing for death as a means of relief from their suffering. The juxtaposition of mundane activities like watching TV with darker thoughts of mortality creates a powerful contrast that reflects the internal conflict within the singer's mind.
The lyrics also delve into feelings of alienation and questioning existential beliefs, with references to loneliness, doubts about the existence of God, and a sense of detachment from reality. The singer struggles with finding meaning in a world that feels empty and devoid of connection, grappling with their own mortality and a sense of disillusionment with the idea of a greater purpose. The mention of heroes dying and references to pop culture like Naruto and The Matrix further highlight the singer's search for understanding and a deeper truth about their own existence.
Throughout the song, there is a sense of yearning for something more, a desire for release from pain and a hope for redemption or fulfillment. The lyrics capture a profound sense of emotional turmoil and introspection, offering a raw and honest portrayal of the singer's inner demons and struggles. Despite the bleakness of the themes explored, there is a vulnerability and authenticity in the confession laid bare in the lyrics, inviting empathy and understanding from the listener. Holy Ramen's "Confession" is a powerful exploration of inner turmoil and the search for meaning in a world that often feels overwhelming and isolating.
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Written by: Fang Yue Zhang
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Sara P
WHY. CAN’T I. HAVE. A BOYFRIEND. WHO IS EXACTLY LIKE JUNG HAE IIIIIIIIIN. WHYYYYYY
jasmine smriti
I know right..these dramas just raise our expectations so damn high😭😅
monoka
✨ Cuz he's one of a kind ✨
Thư Pham
Hihi ngoài đời k có thực đâu ạ
Chu
Because that’s how life is :(
moody_ listener
Becoz u r not the female lead 😂
Her Alter Ego
If Park Min Young is that kind of actress who has chemistry with every actor she acted with, Jung Hae In is the male version of her. :)
SammYongncf _ar
Can't agree more...
Gezzerree Marie Viado
I wish they’ll get paired soon!
Ana Letícia S.L.
imagine them toghether booooooi