Up and Gone
Hoobastank Lyrics


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Staring at the white above
Can't tell if I'm alive or am I dead?
Or is it in my head?
Where'd I go wrong?

Staring at the white above
One day I closed my eyes and here I am
A cold, unhappy man
I've come to realize that the life I have I hate
The pulse I need is slowly fading
Until I've lost it all

I've been waiting for an inspiration
For a chance I never got to take
Before it's much too late
Where'd I go wrong?

[Chorus]
Where's the boy that used to run?
Could it be he's up and gone away?
He seems so far away (he seems so far away-ay)
And all the things I could have done
Could it be they've up and gone away
They seem to far away (they seem so far away-ay)

It feels as if the boy in me has
Left and been replaced with a cheap and bitter
Imposter of myself
I must find the one that used to be
Approach him slow and don't be afraid to say
"Can he come out and play?"
Where'd I go wrong?

[Chorus]

Staring at the sky above
I found a chance I'm finally going to take
I've learned from my mistakes
Where'd I go wrong?

[Chorus]





Where'd I go wrong?
Where'd I go wrong?

Overall Meaning

Hoobastank's song Up and Gone is a powerful self-reflection about losing oneself to the frustrations and challenges of life. The opening verse of the song, "Staring at the white above, can't tell if I'm alive or am I dead, or is it in my head?" sets the somber tone of the song. The singer is lost in thought, reflecting back on his life and questioning if it is all worth it. He is unsure whether to give up or keep fighting to find himself. The line "Where'd I go wrong?" echoes throughout the song, and the singer is continually seeking answers from himself about how his life has unfolded.


The chorus reflects on the singer's longing to find the boy he used to be—the one who was carefree, happy, and had not yet been bogged down by the realities of life. He questions where the boy who used to run has gone and why all the opportunities he could have taken have disappeared. The singer feels as though he is two different people at once, and the boy he used to be has left, and he has been replaced by a bitter imitation. The pre-chorus depicts his desperation as he pleads with his lost self to come out and play again.


The final verse will hit the listener hard as the singer finds a chance he is finally going to take. He learned from his mistakes and had found the courage to reach out to the boy he used to be. Through self-reflection, the singer learns that he cannot lose sight of the opportunities that present themselves, and so he takes the chance he never took before.


Line by Line Meaning

Staring at the white above
Contemplating my existence and the world around me


Can't tell if I'm alive or am I dead?
Questioning the reality of my situation and whether I am truly living


Or is it in my head?
Wondering if my thoughts and feelings are just figments of my imagination


Where'd I go wrong?
Reflecting on past decisions and actions that may have led me to my current state


One day I closed my eyes and here I am
Realizing how quickly time has passed and how I arrived at this moment without even noticing


A cold, unhappy man
Feeling isolated and unhappy with my life and relationships


I've come to realize that the life I have I hate
Recognizing that I am not content with the way things have turned out for me


The pulse I need is slowly fading
Feeling as though my passion and drive for life is diminishing


Until I've lost it all
Fearful of reaching a point where I have nothing left to live for or pursue


I've been waiting for an inspiration
Longing for something or someone to inspire and motivate me


For a chance I never got to take
Regretting missed opportunities and chances that could have led to a better life


Before it's much too late
Feeling a sense of urgency to make changes and take risks before it's too late


It feels as if the boy in me has left and been replaced with a cheap and bitter imposter of myself
Sensing that I have lost the innocence, joy, and optimism of my youth and replaced it with negativity and cynicism


I must find the one that used to be
Resolving to rediscover the positive qualities and traits I possessed in my youth


Approach him slow and don't be afraid to say, 'Can he come out and play?'
Taking action and reaching out to my inner child to rekindle my sense of wonder, curiosity, and playfulness


I found a chance I'm finally going to take
Discovering a new opportunity or path in life that I am willing to pursue


I've learned from my mistakes
Gaining wisdom and insight from my past errors and missteps


Where'd I go wrong?
Continuing to reflect on my past mistakes and hoping to avoid repeating them in the future




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: CHRIS HESSE, CHRIS LIGHT HESSE, DANIEL ESTRIN, DANIEL B. ESTRIN, DOUGLAS ROBB, DOUGLAS SEAN ROBB, MARKKU LAPPALAINEN, MARKKU J. LAPPALAINEN

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