A Flight and a Crash
Hot Water Music Lyrics


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Here's one of time passed of a flight and a crash, over and again,
In Boulder and San Francisco, a halfway house pack home
Back out of his head.
Out searching, for the escape. for an answer, or a reason that his poison has deleted,
Anything worth all that's wasted now,
Finds no difference where he's standing 'cause he's standing with a shotgun and a needle.

Arms reaching and head pounding from the screaming.
Says: "I don't know what I am doing anymore.
I raced all night again, I just want it over."
Heart racing.




Head pounding from the screaming.
Heart racing now

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Hot Water Music's A Flight and a Crash describe one person's struggle with addiction and the self-destructive behavior that it causes. The verse paints a picture of a person who has been through multiple experiences of relapse, repeatedly flying from one city to another and residing in halfway homes, but always return to a state of intense drug use. They are driven by a compulsion to escape, but they're stuck in a cycle of addiction that erases anything in their life that is truly valuable. In this moment of desperation, the person is holding both a gun and a needle, representing the two forms of self-harm and self-medication that they resort to.


The chorus provides a glimpse into the internal state of the person through intense physical sensations, emphasizing the powerful grip that addiction has on them. Their heart and head are racing, pounded by the screaming and the weight of their trauma. The chorus ends with the line "Heart racing now" as a reflection of the cyclical nature of addiction - the highs and lows that a person experiences when they are trapped in the patterns of substance abuse.


Overall, the lyrics paint a bleak picture of the consequences of addiction, and the sense of hopelessness that can arise when a person feels trapped in their own self-destructive behavior.


Line by Line Meaning

Here's one of time passed of a flight and a crash, over and again,
This song describes a recurring cycle of highs and lows, where the character experiences both moments of flying high and crashing down.


In Boulder and San Francisco, a halfway house pack home
The character travels between different cities and seems to reside temporarily in various halfway houses.


Back out of his head.
The character is trying to escape reality and turn off their thoughts.


Out searching, for the escape. for an answer, or a reason that his poison has deleted,
The character seeks an escape or a reason for their addiction, which they believe is responsible for erasing any meaningful purpose from their life.


Anything worth all that's wasted now,
The character feels like all their efforts and possessions are meaningless and wasted due to their addiction.


Finds no difference where he's standing 'cause he's standing with a shotgun and a needle.
The character feels that they are lost and powerless, no matter where they are or what they are doing, because both their addiction and desperation to escape it are controlling them.


Arms reaching and head pounding from the screaming.
The character is physically and emotionally overwhelmed by their addiction, and their body and mind are reacting to it.


Says: "I don't know what I am doing anymore. I raced all night again, I just want it over."
The character is experiencing a moment of clarity and admits that they are lost and exhausted from their addiction. They just want it to end.


Heart racing.
The character is physically and emotionally chaotic, and their heart is racing with adrenaline and fear.


Head pounding from the screaming.
The character is still overwhelmed by their addiction and cannot escape the physical and emotional symptoms.


Heart racing now.
The character is still emotionally charged and their heart is still racing, indicating that they are still in the midst of their addiction and struggling to overcome it.




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

William

This song is the most accurate depiction I've heard of a suicidal person at the edge and their inner turmoil, if that is what it's about:

Finds no difference where he's standing
'Cause he's standing with a shotgun and a needle
Arms reaching and head pounding from the screaming
Says: "I don't know what I am doing anymore
I raced all night again, and I just want it over."

Heart racing
Head pounding from the screaming
Heart racing now



All comments from YouTube:

William

This song is the most accurate depiction I've heard of a suicidal person at the edge and their inner turmoil, if that is what it's about:

Finds no difference where he's standing
'Cause he's standing with a shotgun and a needle
Arms reaching and head pounding from the screaming
Says: "I don't know what I am doing anymore
I raced all night again, and I just want it over."

Heart racing
Head pounding from the screaming
Heart racing now

Awehmazing

almost feels embarrassing to be on epitaph itself! This band is amazing beyond belief. Chris Wollard and Chuck Raegan have done amazing projects among this, and you especially see Chucks progression through time. I never would have predicted I'd go to a Chuck Raegan show next week, and covering Chris Wollards new project of the Ship Thieves more often. They rule. This band rules.Chuck and Chris rule. best folk and punk around..

Sinan Ermiş

RAGAN. REAGAN IS ONE OF PREVIOUS PRESIDENT OF USA.

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and i still jam to all of them in the car at full blast

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this band is amazing, but they showed their individual ability through their own projects as well which i can highly respect and enjoy

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This will forever and always be Hot Water Music's best album, hands down.

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WOW, WE ARE SO IMPRESSED

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There's a lot more where this came from..

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