really bad song..
I and the Universe Lyrics

I wonder what you'd do
I am curious about the actions you would take

Just to make them like you
You would do anything to gain the approval of others

Just how far you'd go
I question the extent to which you would go to achieve your goals

That you could call those people friends
You consider those who only like you for your actions as your friends

You lie right to my face, expect me to believe it
You deceive me with falsehoods and expect me to believe them

You said you'd rather walk away
You stated that you would leave me behind

Than let me fall to pieces
Instead of helping me, you would rather abandon me

Because I knew it would fail, result in catastrophe
I had predicted that the outcome would be negative and disastrous

A major betrayal would end in disaster
A significant act of deceit would bring about a disastrous end

You're walking on water, strolling along as I drown
You seem unaffected by the consequences, while I am struggling

Don't you see if you can hide this from me
If you can conceal this information from me, then you deserve to keep it hidden

Then you deserve to be free
If you are successful in hiding it, then you have earned the right to be free of punishment

And I can see it in your eyes
I can sense from your body language and expressions that something is wrong

And all I ever needed I lost in your hurt feeling
Everything that I required from you, I lost due to your resentment

And all the time that you say
You say that all the time

You're tired of this place
You are tired of being here with me

You're so sick of my face, but I'm still waiting around on you
You are exhausted by the sight of me, but I still wait for you

And I know that you won't show
I am aware that you will not reveal your intentions

Sometimes we all just need, something to believe
At times, we all require something to hold on to and believe in

Something so much more than you
Something greater than what you presently have

Something so much more than me
Something superior to me as well

I hope you're happy now
I wish for you to be content with your current circumstances

I was wrong when I blamed you for everything
I realize now that I was incorrect in holding you solely responsible

You took your chance by yourself
You had the courage to take a risk alone

I'm proud of you
I feel a sense of pride for your accomplishments

We waited so long and baby you were strong,
We suffered a lengthy wait, and you showed determination and resilience

Never weak like me
You were always strong, unlike me

And I thought I would fade from the choices you made,
I believed that your decisions would cause me to become irrelevant

The footprints on my back, landed flat on my face
Your actions have left me feeling defeated and helpless

But today, yea today I'll try and smile
I will attempt to put on a happy face today