Breathe in Breathe Out
Ilse DeLange Lyrics


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Five hundred and nine black sheep slowly jump over me
As soon as I try to get you of my mind I fail
Another dreamless night watching the moon cross the sky
Cursing the sun 'cause I know it has won again
Oh, I breathe in, breathe out
And I'm stuck in those shadowed doubts
I'm feeling my way
So tired of seeing blind
But I breathe in, breathe out
There's nothing I can do now
Breathe in, breathe out

I'm raising my white flag high
I surrender myself though I'm not sure why
And I hate being wrong and I never let on when I am
But I'd rather lose my pride than to lose you as mine
And I don't like to beg but I'm down on my knees this time
Oh, I breathe in, breathe out
And I'm stuck in those shadowed doubts
I'm feeling my way
So tired of seeing blind
But I breathe in, breathe out
There's nothing I can do now
But breathe in, breathe out

Oh, why am I so stubborn for the sake of it
I bet I'd try to catch and tame the wind
And all the while I know that you would take me back
What's wrong with that?
Oh, I breathe in, breathe out
Oh, I breathe in, breathe out

I'm feeling my way
So tired of seeing blind
But I breathe in, breathe out




Yeah, I breathe in
Five hundred and nine black sheep slowly jump over me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Ilse DeLange's song Breathe in Breathe Out describe the turmoil and struggle of trying to move on from a past relationship. The line "Five hundred and nine black sheep slowly jump over me" is an interesting way of saying that she feels like she cannot sleep and is plagued with thoughts of her past lover. The counting of sheep is often used as a method to fall asleep, but in this case, the sheep are not helping her escape her thoughts. She acknowledges that she has "shadowed doubts" and is "feeling her way" through the process of trying to move on.


The chorus, "Oh, I breathe in, breathe out / And I'm stuck in those shadowed doubts / I'm feeling my way / So tired of seeing blind / But I breathe in, breathe out / There's nothing I can do now / But breathe in, breathe out," shows that she is trying to focus on her breathing and push through the pain she is feeling. She raises her "white flag high" and surrenders herself, admitting that she would rather lose her pride than lose her love.


The bridge of the song is especially poignant, as she acknowledges her own stubbornness and admits that she would try to "catch and tame the wind" if it meant she could hold onto her lover. The line "And all the while I know that you would take me back / What's wrong with that?" indicates that she still has hope for reconciliation.


Overall, the lyrics of Breathe in Breathe Out capture the intense emotions of heartbreak and the struggle to move on while still holding onto hope for the future.


Line by Line Meaning

Five hundred and nine black sheep slowly jump over me
I am feeling overwhelmed and unable to sleep, as my thoughts are constantly racing and keeping me awake at night.


As soon as I try to get you of my mind I fail
I am struggling to move on from someone and forget about them, even though I know it is for the best.


Another dreamless night watching the moon cross the sky
I am spending another night awake, watching the moon move across the sky and feeling helpless and alone.


Cursing the sun 'cause I know it has won again
I am feeling defeated and frustrated by the fact that another day has come without any positive change or progress in my life.


Oh, I breathe in, breathe out
I am trying to calm myself down and regain control of my emotions by taking deep breaths.


And I'm stuck in those shadowed doubts
I am feeling uncertain and doubtful about myself and my future, which is causing me to feel trapped and stuck.


I'm feeling my way
I am trying to navigate through my problems and challenges, even though I am not sure what the right path is.


So tired of seeing blind
I am exhausted by my inability to see clearly and make wise decisions for myself.


There's nothing I can do now
I am feeling helpless and powerless to change my circumstances or fix my problems.


I'm raising my white flag high
I am giving up and surrendering to my problems, even though I am not sure if it is the right thing to do.


I surrender myself though I'm not sure why
I am letting go of control and giving in to my problems, even though I am not sure if it is the best course of action.


And I hate being wrong and I never let on when I am
I have a fear of being seen as weak or flawed, which causes me to hide my mistakes and vulnerabilities from others.


But I'd rather lose my pride than to lose you as mine
I value my relationship with someone more than my own ego or self-importance, and am willing to sacrifice my pride to keep them in my life.


And I don't like to beg but I'm down on my knees this time
I am feeling desperate and willing to do whatever it takes to resolve my conflicts and regain control of my life, even if it means begging for help.


Oh, why am I so stubborn for the sake of it
I am recognizing that my own stubbornness and resistance to change is causing me more harm than good, but I am having a hard time letting it go.


I bet I'd try to catch and tame the wind
I am acknowledging that I often attempt to control or manipulate things that are beyond my control, such as the wind.


What's wrong with that?
I am questioning whether there is anything wrong with trying to change the uncontrollable or unrealistic, even if it is unlikely to succeed.


Yeah, I breathe in
I am continuing to try and regulate my breathing to calm myself down and clear my mind.




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