Soon Be To Nothing
Indigo Girls Lyrics


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Kelly mountain road
Saw a heavy load
With a sagging heart
And a break apart
Voices in me
Stood as thick as thieves
With no sympathy
For the beggars art
I have passed these pines
'bout a million times
Effortlessly
(effortlessly)
Now I grip the wheel
Fear is what I feel
At the slow unraveling of
(slow unraveling of)
Me
(me)
(ah)
(ah)

But you tell me it's temporary
(tell me it's temporary)
It's a matter of time
(it's a matter of time)
By god
Don't you think I know it's in my mind
(in my mind)
And it's right over left
(right over left)
And healing the then
(healing the then)
I'll soon be to nothing
But I don't know when

Well the way I flee
(daylight)
On my crooked feet
Barn happy horse
(fading)
On a one-track course
Then I self despise
(daylight)
Cryin' out my eyes
'cause the happy trail
(fading)
Led me to remorse,
But the road is long
(but the road is long)
And the song is gone
I blow empty
In my cicada shell
If I saw my choice
(if I saw my choice)
I might find my voice
But I don't know when
(don't know when)
And I just can't tell
(just can't tell)
(ah)
(ah)

You tell me it's temporary
(tell me it's temporary)
It's a matter of time
(it's a matter of time)
By god
Don't you think I know it's in my mind
(in my mind)
It's right over left
(right over left)
And healing the then
(and healing the then)
I'll soon be to nothing
But I don't know when

Deep behind my face
Is a safer place
But old gears are hitched tight
To the gate
It's a daily grind
Waiting to unwind
Till I hear that click
That unlocks my fate
(ah)
(ah)

Yeah
But you tell me it's temporary
(but tell me it's temporary)
And it's a matter of time
(and it's a matter of time)
By god
Don't you think I know it's in my mind
It's right over left
(it's right over left)
And healing the then
(and healing the then)
I'll soon be to nothing
(i'll soon be to nothing)
But I don't know when
I'll soon be to nothing
(i'll soon be to nothing)
But I don't know when
I'll soon be to nothing




But I don't know when
(but I don't know when)

Overall Meaning

Indigo Girls’ “Soon Be To Nothing” is a stirring ballad about the struggle for self-acceptance and self-awareness. The song is about a character who is traveling on a familiar road, Kelly Mountain Road, and in the process of the journey, through introspection, comes to realize that their whole world is coming apart. As they revisit old haunts and memories, their doubts and anxieties multiply, building up into an overwhelming feeling of helplessness, one that the singer is struggling to overcome. The lyrics describe the feeling of being lost and lonely, of being misguided and misunderstood, and of being confronted with one's limitations.


The first verse tells of how the singer is overwhelmed by inner voices that are as unhelpful as they can be. These voices offer no sympathy and no guidance, but simply judge the singer every step of the way. The second verse describes the singer's effort to flee, fleeing their past and their problems, yet inevitably ending up feeling lost and hopeless. The final verse describes the daily grind of waiting for something to change, for the situation to improve, but not knowing when that will happen.


Line by Line Meaning

Kelly mountain road
Starting point of the journey


Saw a heavy load
Heavy burden carried by the singer


With a sagging heart
Feeling discouraged and downhearted


And a break apart
On the verge of breaking down


Voices in me
Internal thoughts and feelings


Stood as thick as thieves
Strongly held beliefs and emotions


With no sympathy
Lack of compassion or understanding


For the beggars art
No appreciation for the struggles of other people


I have passed these pines
Familiarity with the surroundings


'bout a million times
Many repetitions of the same experience


Effortlessly
Without difficulty or exertion


Now I grip the wheel
Taking control of the situation


Fear is what I feel
Anxiety and apprehension


At the slow unraveling of
The gradual coming apart of something


(slow unraveling of)
Reinforcement of the previous line


Me
Self and identity of the artist


(ah)
Interjection expressing emotion


(ah)
Repetition of interjection


But you tell me it's temporary
Assurance that the situation is not permanent


(tell me it's temporary)
Reiteration of previous line


It's a matter of time
Belief that things will change eventually


(it's a matter of time)
Echoing the previous line


By god
Emphatic expression


Don't you think I know it's in my mind
Acknowledgment of the self-imposed nature of the problem


(in my mind)
Reinforcement of the previous line


And it's right over left
Reference to a physical action that is simple and repetitive


(right over left)
Reiteration of previous line


And healing the then
Looking back and finding ways to heal and overcome


(and healing the then)
Reiteration of previous line


I'll soon be to nothing
Anticipation of a reduced or nonexistent state


But I don't know when
Uncertainty about the timing of the change


Well the way I flee
A tendency to run away from problems


(daylight)
Possible reference to a brighter future


On my crooked feet
Unsteady and unsure footing


Barn happy horse
Reference to a false sense of happiness


(fading)
A sign of something coming to an end


On a one-track course
Limited options or lack of flexibility


Then I self despise
Feeling disgusted with oneself


(daylight)
Reference to the earlier brighter future


Cryin' out my eyes
Expressing sadness and despair


'cause the happy trail
Realization that the pursuit of happiness leads to misery


(fading)
Reinforcement of earlier point


Led me to remorse,
Feeling regret or guilt


But the road is long
Realization that there is still a long way to go


(but the road is long)
Stressing the length of the journey


And the song is gone
Lack of a positive outlook


I blow empty
Feeling empty and drained


In my cicada shell
Feeling trapped and unchanging


If I saw my choice
If I had the freedom to choose


(if I saw my choice)
Reiteration of earlier point


I might find my voice
A possibility to express oneself


But I don't know when
Uncertainty about the timing of the possibility


(don't know when)
Reinforcement of earlier point


(ah)
Interjection expressing strong emotion


(ah)
Reiteration of previous interjection


(but tell me it's temporary)
Repeat of earlier line


(and it's a matter of time)
Repeat of earlier line


(it's right over left)
Repeat of earlier line


(and healing the then)
Repeat of earlier line


(i'll soon be to nothing)
Repeat of earlier line


(but I don't know when)
Repeat of earlier line


Deep behind my face
A hidden, internal place


Is a safer place
A place of comfort and security


But old gears are hitched tight
Being stuck or held back by past habits or beliefs


To the gate
The entrance to a different place or state


It's a daily grind
The routine of life


Waiting to unwind
Hoping for a break from the routine


Till I hear that click
Anticipation of a specific, decisive moment


That unlocks my fate
A turning point in destiny




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: AMY ELIZABETH RAY, EMILY ANN SALIERS

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