Collection Of Thoughts
JJ Heller Lyrics


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I wanted to save the day
I wanted to drown all your sorrows
I did what I thought I should
It didn't do anyone a bit of good
But I tried

So who do you want me to be
I will give my best effort
And if I succeed consequently I will be the lesser

This is my collection of thoughts
Take it or leave if you want
I can't be who I'm not anymore
I've been wasting my time
Going out of my mind tryin' to please you
I find it's never enough

I have grown tired of being afraid to cry
When I live a lie I feel something inside of me die
Then a revelation comes from the inside

'Cause I am who I am
Who am I to question creation




For whatever it's worth here is my humble reflection
A collection of thoughts...

Overall Meaning

The song Collection Of Thoughts by JJ Heller speaks about the pressures of trying to please others by being someone you are not. The lyrics talk about the desire to save the day and drown someone's sorrows, but in the end, it doesn't do anyone any good. The singer acknowledges that she has been wasting her time trying to please others and it's never enough. She has become tired of living a lie and feels something inside of her die. However, a revelation from inside tells her that she is who she is and there's no need to question her creation. She humbly presents her collection of thoughts without any expectation of validation, acceptance or approval.


The lyrics of this song show that it is ok to be yourself, regardless of what others may think or expect of you. Being true to oneself is much more fulfilling than trying to live up to someone else's expectations. This song is an encouragement to everyone to embrace their individuality and to be comfortable in their skin.


Line by Line Meaning

I wanted to save the day
I had a desire to rescue you from your problems and save the situation


I wanted to drown all your sorrows
I wished to take away your pain and sadness by empowering you with positivity and love


I did what I thought I should
I followed my instincts and acted according to my beliefs


It didn't do anyone a bit of good
Unfortunately, my actions had no positive impact on anyone involved


But I tried
Despite the outcome, I attempted to make a difference in your life


So who do you want me to be
I am willing to change and become whatever you desire


I will give my best effort
I will do everything in my power to meet your expectations


And if I succeed consequently I will be the lesser
If I do manage to accomplish what you want, I may have to sacrifice my own desires and well-being


This is my collection of thoughts
These are my personal reflections gathered over time


Take it or leave if you want
You can either accept or reject my thoughts depending on what resonates with you


I can't be who I'm not anymore
I cannot continue pretending to be someone else other than who I truly am


I've been wasting my time going out of my mind tryin' to please you
My previous attempts to satisfy you resulted in me being stressed and distracted from my own life


I find it's never enough
No matter how hard I try to please you, it never seems to satisfy you completely


I have grown tired of being afraid to cry
I am exhausted from holding back my emotions and not allowing myself to express vulnerability


When I live a lie I feel something inside of me die
Pretending to be someone I'm not causes a part of me to wither away and lose authenticity


Then a revelation comes from the inside
Finally, a realization dawns upon me from within


'Cause I am who I am
I am unique and cannot change my intrinsic nature


Who am I to question creation
I should not doubt the purpose behind my existence or my identity


For whatever it's worth here is my humble reflection
This is my honest and simple perspective, regardless of how valuable or insignificant it may be


A collection of thoughts...
These are just the musings and opinions of a single individual




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Her voice is lovely, she's very underrated. Thank you for making this.

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