Beat Out One
Jamal Lyrics

Yea I'm a little different, I'm a bit out there, it's always been this way
I have always been unique and unconventional in my thinking and behavior.

Until that one day that everything had changed within a blink of an eye
Suddenly, and unexpectedly, my life took a drastic turn.

I got a sun roof on my mind to let the light in
I have opened up my mind to new possibilities and ideas.

Let the serpent climb up my spine, now I'm enlightened
I have embraced spiritual growth and gained profound understanding.

Decalcify third eye to get rid of the blindfold
I have purged the obstacles that hindered my perception and insight.

Detoxify mind, body, and watch my spirit unfold
I have cleansed myself mentally, physically, and spiritually, allowing my true self to emerge.

I came into my power, guess it was destined
I have discovered and embraced my innate strength, as if it was meant to be.

Journal the thoughts of my journey I manifested
I record the thoughts and experiences that I have intentionally brought into existence.

My ego ran rampant, learned how to keep it tame
My ego became dominant, but I have learned to control it.

Always secluded from attention, I stray away from fame
I have always preferred to remain unnoticed and avoid seeking fame.

I do my shadow work after dark night of the soul
I confront and address my inner demons and unresolved issues during difficult times.

Got lost in darkness and found light down a rabbit hole
I experienced hardship and confusion, but eventually discovered enlightenment.

Get high, I elevate and Meditate into a visceral state
Through altered states of consciousness, I reach a deep and profound level of meditation.

Get how I translate the hate, such a miserable trait
I understand and transform negativity into motivation, recognizing its negative effects.

I use it to motivate, fuel my fire till I retire
I utilize negativity as a driving force to inspire and sustain my passion until the end.

Keep the op locked in a paradox, bird on a wire
I confound the opposition with contradictory actions, balancing between freedom and restriction.

Yea I flew the coop, no turning back, that's history
I escaped a restrictive situation and there's no going back, it's now in the past.

Whoomp there it is, no longer is life a mystery
Suddenly, everything becomes clear, and life is no longer a puzzle to solve.

Yea I was ADHD in LD getting straight D's in my adolescence
During my teenage years, I struggled with Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder and Learning Disabilities, resulting in poor grades.

I guess one day I just woke up when I figured out who god was
One day, I had a realization and comprehended the concept of a higher power.

Pondering questions I always had, what made sense, what didn't make sense
I contemplated the questions and ideas that had always intrigued me, discerning their logicality.

I don't know, I questioned some shit and just kinda woke up
Through questioning and doubt, I experienced an awakening or realization.

My mind is an open channel tuned to higher frequencies
My mind is receptive to receiving higher vibrations and spiritual knowledge.

Gave up smoking cold turkey, no longer desire tendencies
I quit smoking abruptly and no longer have the urge or inclination to indulge in such habits.

Put down the booze, I play to win, you snooze and you lose
I stopped drinking alcohol and now focus fully on achieving success, while warning others not to become complacent.

I ran the rat race bare foot while you still learn how to tie your shoes
I actively participated in the competitive world, even at a disadvantage, while others were still acquiring basic skills.

Grounded like a seven forty seven in a winter storm
I am firmly rooted and resilient, like a large aircraft during challenging times.

My mic waves vibrate heat, enough to keep ya dinner warm
The energy and intensity of my spoken words and lyrical flow are enough to create warmth to heat a meal.

Tsunami of double entendre punch lines and parables
I unleash a powerful flood of clever wordplay and hidden meanings in my lyrics.

Ménage à trois with two Tauruses, a pair of bulls
I engage in a three-way relationship with two individuals born under the Taurus zodiac sign, both strong and stubborn.

Two dimes, just my luck, guess what, I couldn't pass up
I encountered two beautiful women, and it was fortunate for me as I couldn't resist the opportunity.

They in the lions den, yea yea I tore their ass up
They found themselves in a challenging or dangerous situation, and I effortlessly dominated and defeated them.

I just be ego trippin, high pedestal tunnel vision
I sometimes indulge in self-centered thoughts and have a narrow focus on my own accomplishments.

Balance of light and darkness spark a collision
I strive to achieve a harmonious blend between positive and negative aspects, which leads to conflict and growth.

Sun gaze into a trans in the rain, a wet day dream
I engage in gazing at the sun during a trance-like state, finding solace and inspiration even during a rainy day.

According to my mother, of course my thoughts stay clean
My mother believes that my thinking and ideas are pure and wholesome.

She knows she raised an angel that knows how to raise hell
My mother acknowledges that she raised a well-behaved and virtuous individual, despite my rebellious nature.

The devil working overtime for my soul but he gone fail
I face constant temptation and opposition from negative forces, but they will never succeed in corrupting me.

Yea it's funny cuz I never had this ability to write until I woke up the next day
It's ironic that I suddenly gained the talent for writing overnight, as if it was bestowed upon me.

And I just had all these thoughts that kept flowing to mind
My mind was flooded with an influx of ideas and thoughts that continuously emerged.

I just couldn't help myself but to write it down, didn't know where it was coming from
I was compelled to put my thoughts on paper, despite not fully comprehending their source or origin.

Felt like I was being used as a vessel to bring light
I felt as though I was a medium through which enlightenment and positivity were being channeled.

So I just kept writing, yea I couldn't stop
I continued writing incessantly because I couldn't contain the flow of ideas.

Felt I was compelled to tell a story
I had an overwhelming urge to narrate a tale or recount my experiences.

Things I couldn't even understand, I was just trying to learn, figure things out
I expressed ideas and concepts that were beyond my full comprehension, as I was in the process of seeking understanding and clarity.

But yea, now this is where it's all gotten me to this point
And so, up until this moment, my journey and experiences have led me here.

Still trying to figure it out
However, I am currently still in the process of deciphering and understanding everything.

To be continued
The story and exploration of my journey will continue.