Take My Life
Jay Wheeler Lyrics

I used to believe
In the past, I had faith and trust in our relationship.

The love that we had was forever
I believed that our love would last eternally.

But now I can let it go
However, I have come to a point where I can release and move on from it.

And I couldn't leave
I felt unable to leave the situation or let go of the emotions.

I've seen in your face
By observing your facial expressions,

That I lost all your trust
I realized that I have completely lost your trust.

And I can't let it go, I lost my soul
I am unable to move on from this, as it has deeply affected me, causing me to feel empty and broken inside.

I even tried to take my life (life)
I even went as far as attempting to end my own life.

You tried to run some game on me
You attempted to deceive or manipulate me.

But I see that love's what's just make-believe
However, I now realize that the love we had was merely an illusion or fantasy.

Plenty nights I would stay up to the sunshine
Many nights, I would stay awake until dawn.

It's not right to my soul, but she's so fine
Although it's not beneficial for my well-being, I am attracted to her beauty.

But I still need your love anyway when it comes to you
Nevertheless, I still have a longing for your love, despite everything.

Aunque parezca fake, yeah
Even though it may seem fake or unreal, yeah.

I know
I am aware

Still have my heart
That I still have genuine feelings of love for you.

Right here, I know
Right within me, I am certain of this.

I take drugs to waste my time
I consume drugs as a means to pass the time without any purpose.

And I fell in love with another tot
And I developed strong feelings for another person.

(I cheated twice, I can't lie)
(I was unfaithful twice, I can't deny it)

With a girl I fantasized
With a girl whom I had imagined or daydreamed about.

(Eat my soul like parasite)
(She deeply affected or consumed my soul like a parasite)

But I call her my paradise
Nevertheless, I refer to her as my perfect or ideal place of happiness.

I know that you run away from me
I am aware that you distance yourself from me.

But deep down you just wanna stay with me
However, deep inside, you still have the desire to be with me.

Can't let it go, call my phone on a drunk day
I cannot move on from this, you even contact me when you are intoxicated.

What made it worse was in the club I was rolling
To make matters worse, I was under the influence of drugs while in the club.

I know you stayed the same
I know that you have remained unchanged.

I know I'm one to blame
I acknowledge that I am the one at fault.

You lost your trust in me
You no longer have confidence or faith in me.

And I can't let it go
I am unable to release or move on from it.

I lost my soul (I lost my soul)
I have lost a significant part of myself (my essence or identity).

I even tried to take my life (yeah)
I even made an attempt to end my own life, yes.

I know you (I know you)
I am aware of your presence or existence.

Still have (still have) my heart
You still possess my love and affection.

Right here
It remains within me.

I know you (I know you, oh)
I recognize you, oh

Still have my heart, ah
You continue to hold my heart, ah