Angel Mom
Jesca Hoop Lyrics


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Today on my birthday
You were home when I arrived
You were standing in the doorway
When I pulled into the drive

An excitement came over me
And I rushed out of the car
And I jumped up to be carried in your arms

I haven't felt that way
Since I was a child
A grown woman jumping up and down
Like I was a child

The dream went dark when my eye looked
And I’d remembered that you'd gone
And I struggled there to fall back asleep
And I remembered that you'd gone

And my grief was deep and my joy was happy
‘Cause you visited me from beyond
On my birthday
You visited me from beyond

I haven't felt that way
Since I was a child
A grown woman jumping up and down
Like I was a child

My love
My love’s missing
My love’s far gone
Where will I find it

My heart
My heart’s rambling
My heart’s far gone
Where will I find it

Hey hey hi do you hear me
I feel somewhere you are here
For when I talk to you I intensely feel you’re listening
My only wish I wish that I could hear your voice
Angel mom

Later that day driving in my car
I turned on the radio
We were watching the graveyard stones pass by
And the songs they come and go
And the DJ played the song called enemy
It was a song you know I wrote
On my birthday
You were telling me that you know

I haven't felt that way
Since I was a child
A grown woman jumping up and down
Like I was a child

My love
My love’s missing
My love’s far gone
Where will I find it

My heart
My heart’s rambling
My heart’s far gone
Where will I find it

My love
My love’s missing
My love’s far gone
Where will I find it

My heart
My heart’s rambling
My heart’s far gone
Where will I find it

Hey hey hi do you hear me
I feel somewhere you are here
For when I talk to you I intensely feel you are listening




My only wish I wish that I could hear your voice
Angel mom

Overall Meaning

The song "Angel Mom" by Jesca Hoop is a touching tribute to the artist's mother who has passed away. The first verse describes how Jesca returns home on her birthday to find her mother waiting for her, but then immediately realizes that she is no longer alive. Despite this realization, Jesca finds comfort in the memory of her mother carrying her when she was a child, and for a brief moment, she feels like a child again. In the second verse, Jesca reminisces about her mother's love and how she feels lost without it. She longs to hear her mother's voice and to feel her presence again.


The chorus repeats the lines "My love's missing, my love's far gone. Where will I find it? My heart's rambling, my heart's far gone. Where will I find it?" These lines express Jesca's deep longing for her mother's love and guidance, which she feels she has lost since her passing. The third verse describes Jesca and her father driving in a car, listening to the radio and passing by a graveyard. The DJ plays the song "Enemy" which Jesca wrote, and she feels as though her mother is sending her a message. She feels her mother's presence and wishes she could hear her voice once more.


Overall, "Angel Mom" is a poignant song about the depth of love and grief that comes with losing a parent. Jesca Hoop's lyrics are filled with raw emotion and vivid imagery, making it a powerful tribute to her mother.


Line by Line Meaning

Today on my birthday
The day is the birthday of the singer.


You were home when I arrived
The mother was present at home when the singer arrived.


You were standing in the doorway
The mother was waiting for the singer in the doorway.


When I pulled into the drive
The singer pulled into the driveway.


An excitement came over me
The singer felt excitement in seeing her mother.


And I rushed out of the car
The singer got out of the car quickly.


And I jumped up to be carried in your arms
The singer wished to be lifted by her mother in her arms.


I haven't felt that way
The singer felt special joy and happiness on this occasion like she felt it in childhood.


Since I was a child
The singer hasn't felt that happy since she was a child.


The dream went dark when my eye looked
The dream of the singer turned dark when she realized her mother was no more.


And I’d remembered that you'd gone
The singer remembered that her mother had passed away.


And I struggled there to fall back asleep
The singer had trouble falling back to sleep.


And I remembered that you'd gone
The singer remembered that her mother had left her forever.


And my grief was deep and my joy was happy
The singer had both grief and happiness at the same time.


‘Cause you visited me from beyond
The singer believed her mother visited her from beyond.


On my birthday
The mother visited the singer on her birthday.


My love
The song talks about the love the singer had for her mother.


My love’s missing
The singer misses the love she had for her mother.


My love’s far gone
The singer feels that the love she had for her mother is no longer with her.


Where will I find it
The singer wonders where she can find the love she had for her mother.


Hey hey hi do you hear me
The singer talks to her mother.


I feel somewhere you are here
The singer feels her mother's presence somewhere.


For when I talk to you I intensely feel you’re listening
The singer believes that her mother listens to her when she talks.


My only wish I wish that I could hear your voice
The singer wishes to hear her mother's voice.


Angel mom
The singer calls her mother an angel.


Later that day driving in my car
The singer was driving later that day.


I turned on the radio
The singer turned on the radio during the drive.


We were watching the graveyard stones pass by
The singer was passing by the graveyard.


And the songs they come and go
Songs were played on the radio, and they kept changing.


And the DJ played the song called enemy
The DJ played the song called enemy on the radio.


It was a song you know I wrote
The enemy song was written by the singer.


You were telling me that you know
The mother communicated with the singer through the radio.




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Comments from YouTube:

R Peirce

This song is so unbelievably amazing.
I rate every artist, especially girls, on a unique and critical scale now..... "Oh sure she's good... but she's no Hoop".... Jesca is the absolute top, beyond anyone ever in my book.

LRH Austria

Astonishingly good song and performance.

Emily Barnett

Insanely amazing!

gabrielm562

Beautiful. Big fan of Jesca Hoop.

Shane Leslie

woah...amazing grace be to you...and peace..

Ingmarbordum

Beautiful

ValhallaBeckons

What a voice

Lynn Gertrude Clark

Thankyou for saving my PRESENT moment x

BABAK KOOHESTANI

Fantastic

MrLouise00

Well...
I cried to this song first listen

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