Hoop has lived all over the map, and her rich life experience is reflected in her distinctive voice and natural gift for inventive song craft. She learned to sing at an early age, harmonising with her musical Mormon family in northern California. She began writing highly idiosyncratic songs at the age of 14 to keep her company on her long walks to school. At 16, Hoop broke away from her strict upbringing and began what she calls her 'life as a racoon', off the grid & close to nature. Rambling through the high mountain deserts of the Southwest and along the coastlines of the Northwest, she worked as a wilderness survival guide and chalked up skills in farming, surveying, and carpentry. Her songwriting continued throughout, shared on porches, in deep river canyons and around campfires.
 In 2004 the desire to share these songs on a broader scale set in. She settled in Los Angeles, where she honed her songwriting craft and developed a reputation as a unique and beguiling live performer of real substance. Though she now resides in Manchester, England, Hoop returned to Los Angeles to record her third album, The House That Jack Built.
 Jesca has quite the collection of fans in high places: Tom Waits described her music as being "like a four sided coin. She is an old soul, like a black pearl, a good witch or red moon. Her music is like going swimming in a lake at night". Peter Gabriel took her to South America to sing with him, and in recent years she has been hand picked to play as support on tour for Eels, Andrew Bird, Punch Brothers, Shearwater and Elbow: Elbow's Guy Garvey has even had her do stints as guest presenter on his BBC radio show, to great reception.
 The follow up to 2009's critically acclaimed Hunting My Dress, "The House That Jack Built" displays a striking duality: light and dark, head and heart, it juxtaposes the macabre and visceral with a disarmingly candid intimacy. The resulting combination is powerfully evocative, with overarching themes of biology, nature and humanity - Hoop's stone-turning observations are mired in the equal beauty and violence of a nature that, for her, is clearly red in tooth and claw.
Angel Mom
Jesca Hoop Lyrics
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You were home when I arrived
You were standing in the doorway
When I pulled into the drive
An excitement came over me
And I rushed out of the car
And I jumped up to be carried in your arms
I haven't felt that way
Since I was a child
A grown woman jumping up and down
Like I was a child
The dream went dark when my eye looked
And I’d remembered that you'd gone
And I struggled there to fall back asleep
And I remembered that you'd gone
And my grief was deep and my joy was happy
‘Cause you visited me from beyond
On my birthday
You visited me from beyond
I haven't felt that way
Since I was a child
A grown woman jumping up and down
Like I was a child
My love
My love’s missing
My love’s far gone
Where will I find it
My heart
My heart’s rambling
My heart’s far gone
Where will I find it
Hey hey hi do you hear me
I feel somewhere you are here
For when I talk to you I intensely feel you’re listening
My only wish I wish that I could hear your voice
Angel mom
Later that day driving in my car
I turned on the radio
We were watching the graveyard stones pass by
And the songs they come and go
And the DJ played the song called enemy
It was a song you know I wrote
On my birthday
You were telling me that you know
I haven't felt that way
Since I was a child
A grown woman jumping up and down
Like I was a child
My love
My love’s missing
My love’s far gone
Where will I find it
My heart
My heart’s rambling
My heart’s far gone
Where will I find it
My love
My love’s missing
My love’s far gone
Where will I find it
My heart
My heart’s rambling
My heart’s far gone
Where will I find it
Hey hey hi do you hear me
I feel somewhere you are here
For when I talk to you I intensely feel you are listening
My only wish I wish that I could hear your voice
Angel mom
The song "Angel Mom" by Jesca Hoop is a touching tribute to the artist's mother who has passed away. The first verse describes how Jesca returns home on her birthday to find her mother waiting for her, but then immediately realizes that she is no longer alive. Despite this realization, Jesca finds comfort in the memory of her mother carrying her when she was a child, and for a brief moment, she feels like a child again. In the second verse, Jesca reminisces about her mother's love and how she feels lost without it. She longs to hear her mother's voice and to feel her presence again.
The chorus repeats the lines "My love's missing, my love's far gone. Where will I find it? My heart's rambling, my heart's far gone. Where will I find it?" These lines express Jesca's deep longing for her mother's love and guidance, which she feels she has lost since her passing. The third verse describes Jesca and her father driving in a car, listening to the radio and passing by a graveyard. The DJ plays the song "Enemy" which Jesca wrote, and she feels as though her mother is sending her a message. She feels her mother's presence and wishes she could hear her voice once more.
Overall, "Angel Mom" is a poignant song about the depth of love and grief that comes with losing a parent. Jesca Hoop's lyrics are filled with raw emotion and vivid imagery, making it a powerful tribute to her mother.
Line by Line Meaning
Today on my birthday
The day is the birthday of the singer.
You were home when I arrived
The mother was present at home when the singer arrived.
You were standing in the doorway
The mother was waiting for the singer in the doorway.
When I pulled into the drive
The singer pulled into the driveway.
An excitement came over me
The singer felt excitement in seeing her mother.
And I rushed out of the car
The singer got out of the car quickly.
And I jumped up to be carried in your arms
The singer wished to be lifted by her mother in her arms.
I haven't felt that way
The singer felt special joy and happiness on this occasion like she felt it in childhood.
Since I was a child
The singer hasn't felt that happy since she was a child.
The dream went dark when my eye looked
The dream of the singer turned dark when she realized her mother was no more.
And I’d remembered that you'd gone
The singer remembered that her mother had passed away.
And I struggled there to fall back asleep
The singer had trouble falling back to sleep.
And I remembered that you'd gone
The singer remembered that her mother had left her forever.
And my grief was deep and my joy was happy
The singer had both grief and happiness at the same time.
‘Cause you visited me from beyond
The singer believed her mother visited her from beyond.
On my birthday
The mother visited the singer on her birthday.
My love
The song talks about the love the singer had for her mother.
My love’s missing
The singer misses the love she had for her mother.
My love’s far gone
The singer feels that the love she had for her mother is no longer with her.
Where will I find it
The singer wonders where she can find the love she had for her mother.
Hey hey hi do you hear me
The singer talks to her mother.
I feel somewhere you are here
The singer feels her mother's presence somewhere.
For when I talk to you I intensely feel you’re listening
The singer believes that her mother listens to her when she talks.
My only wish I wish that I could hear your voice
The singer wishes to hear her mother's voice.
Angel mom
The singer calls her mother an angel.
Later that day driving in my car
The singer was driving later that day.
I turned on the radio
The singer turned on the radio during the drive.
We were watching the graveyard stones pass by
The singer was passing by the graveyard.
And the songs they come and go
Songs were played on the radio, and they kept changing.
And the DJ played the song called enemy
The DJ played the song called enemy on the radio.
It was a song you know I wrote
The enemy song was written by the singer.
You were telling me that you know
The mother communicated with the singer through the radio.
Contributed by Asher R. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
R Peirce
This song is so unbelievably amazing.
I rate every artist, especially girls, on a unique and critical scale now..... "Oh sure she's good... but she's no Hoop".... Jesca is the absolute top, beyond anyone ever in my book.
LRH Austria
Astonishingly good song and performance.
Emily Barnett
Insanely amazing!
gabrielm562
Beautiful. Big fan of Jesca Hoop.
Shane Leslie
woah...amazing grace be to you...and peace..
Ingmarbordum
Beautiful
ValhallaBeckons
What a voice
Lynn Gertrude Clark
Thankyou for saving my PRESENT moment x
BABAK KOOHESTANI
Fantastic
MrLouise00
Well...
I cried to this song first listen