The Window
John River Lyrics
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(Look, Look, Look)
Dear my nigga, a man of many names
When you get around to reading this, I'll be on a plane
I know letters kinda lame, but I needa new phone still
I'm broke enough already don't got money for a phone bill
Late on your birthday I'm sorry that I missed it
My car overheated made it kinda hard to visit
Remember when I told you that I had a sit down with Jay?
Took your advice and booked the flight before they ripped it away
Aha Roe Roe Roe that's just some shit that I say
You'll probably think that it's gay, but nigga you the one in jail right
I'm playing; when I sign this deal you know I got your bail right?
This lady in my aisle is coughing like a horse, what a bimbo
While I'm eating, bout the meeting I'll let you know how the thing go
And tell you all about it when I'm back at the prison
And we talking on phone through the window
The city looking dry I'm tryna swim hoe
I made it out alive I'm tryna swim home
It's raining outside I like to keep my pride on the indoors
Wonder what I'd find on the other side of the window
I said I wonder what I'd find on the other side of the window
On the other side, on the other side of the window
Boss, somebody's here ok Jene wave 'em in
Who is it? Oh John glad that you could make it in
Well thank you for having me, sure how was your flight?
Uh some woman coughed savagely, I'm more a fan of gravity sir
No need for sir, I'm bout to grab a quick lunch
But about your deal, the labels in a big crunch
We played your songs for Jay he really liked a big bunch
But we think you're still young and should come back in like six months
I hope you understand, that wasn't in your plans
Were both still big fans, a couple lines were like damn
But 6 months is so soon like June, don't be sad or mellow
It's not a red light just green with a tad of yellow
Jene grab the Amaretto, John let's take a shot
Cause you still got a shot, I'd really love to stay and talk
But I gotta walk to a meeting that I got right now
I wanna stress it's not a no it's just not right now
The city looking dry I'm tryna swim hoe
I made it out alive I'm tryna swim home
It's raining outside I like to keep my pride on the indoors
Wonder what I'd find on the other side of the window
Hola, you're speaking to Hovain
(What? how'd the meeting go)
I don't know it was so lame
Kinda like when we fuck and you give me no brains
(Are you drunk!?)
Did I tell you tonight I did cocaine?
With a big booty white girl that's hotter than you
You'd be surprised what another niggas daughter would do
(Nigga Listen) Babe you shoulda seen the way I made her choke
(You're being a fucking asshole)
Oh my god take a joke
How'd the meeting go, like I don't know use your noodle
They don't – wanna - sign - me, let's find a job on Google
(Well what'd they say?)
"What they say" that I need more time
Some bigger twitter figures and maybe a Cosign
(Look don't fucking yell at me)
Oh my god I'm not yelling
It's just 2021 the College Dropout Isn't selling
So stop being an overoptimistic bimbo
It's simple, Look I missed my hello- hello!
Fuck! I missed my window!
I missed hello!?
The city looking dry I'm tryna swim hoe
I made it out alive I'm tryna swim home
It's raining outside I like to keep my pride on the indoors
Wonder what I'd find on the other side of the window
I said I wonder what I'd find on the other side of the window
On the other side, on the other side of the window
Hey God, it's me John
We haven't spoken in a while it's been like three songs
My cousin thinks that you're a fraud's tell him he's wrong
I guess we'll find out soon enough it won't be long
I tried to be strong you know for my mom and shit
I can't believe I got a girlfriend I called a bitch
You heard the phone call; Look I know that I shouldn't of
I wanna be the best, she doesn't get, I'm not good enough
Jay said I wasn't ready, I waited outside
Drake's studio for eight days til security wouldn't let me
Slept at the airport for Cole, the nigga didn't sweat me
Even fawned for Big Sean but he forgot that he met me
Am I obsessed!? Does that sound crazy to you?
Does that sound like something only someone crazy would do?
Wait to my niggas find out that a nigga missed his shot
I was supposed to be the one to take my niggas off the block
But now my door is locked, and I think it's pretty simple
I finally understand what to do with this window!
Matthew!? That's my mom banging at the door
She saying that she loves she I don't know I love her more
Well the glass was kinda stuck, but I finally got the wedge out
You know its kinda peaceful cause I'm finally at the ledge now
MATTHEW! Mom, it's been fun
We had a good run, NO DON'T JUMP!
The city looking dry I'm tryna swim hoe
I made it out alive I'm tryna swim home
It's raining outside I like to keep my pride on the indoors
Wonder what I'd find on the other side of the window
I said I wonder what I'd find on the other side of the window
On the other side, on the other side of the window
The lyrics of John River's song "The Window" depict a series of conversations and inner thoughts that reflect the artist's struggles with fame, personal relationships, and self-doubt. The song is filled with emotional depth and introspection, addressing themes of missed opportunities, ambition, and the pursuit of success.
The first verse begins with the artist addressing a friend in prison through a letter. He apologizes for missing his friend's birthday and acknowledges the difficulties in visiting him due to a car issue. He mentions a significant meeting with Jay (likely referring to Jay-Z), implying that he has taken his friend's advice and pursued his dreams. The artist playfully reassures his friend that he will support him financially once he signs a record deal.
The chorus describes the artist's yearning to escape the struggles of his city and his desire to find success. He uses swimming as a metaphor for survival and finding his own path. The rain symbolizes the obstacles he faces, while the window represents a glimpse into a better future.
In the second verse, the artist enters a meeting with a music industry executive, possibly alluding to a record label signing. The executive praises his talent but suggests that he needs more time to mature as an artist before they can move forward with a deal. The artist maintains his optimism, acknowledging that the opportunity is still open and that he should return in six months. Despite the setback, he remains determined and takes a shot with the executive before leaving.
The bridge of the song features a phone conversation between the artist and his girlfriend. It reveals a strained relationship where the artist vents his frustrations about the meeting and mocks his girlfriend. He shares his disappointment about the rejection, expressing his doubts and insecurities as an artist and referencing Kanye West's album "College Dropout" not selling well. The conversation illustrates the tension and pressure he feels.
In the final verse, the artist has a conversation with God, expressing his frustration and disappointments. He questions his faith, feeling abandoned and unsure of his path. He reflects on his perseverance and dedication to his music career, recounting the times he pursued opportunities with artists like Drake, J. Cole, and Big Sean, only to be ignored and forgotten. As he reaches a breaking point, he contemplates suicide, suggesting that he has finally found an escape, symbolized by the window. However, the song ends with his mother's desperate plea for him not to give up.
Overall, "The Window" portrays the artist's struggle with chasing his dreams while facing rejection and the resulting emotional toll it takes on him. It highlights the vulnerability, doubts, and hardships he experiences in the pursuit of success and recognition.
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Written by: Matthew Derrick-Huie
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