Not Running Anymore
Jon Bon Jovi Lyrics


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Bless me father I have sinned
I'm not sure where to begin
I won't name names or where I've been
But I've been there and back again
No Hail Marys will save me
You learned to live with memories
Here, slip this C-note up your sleeve
Just stay inside until I leave

I've been running, always running
Never have both feet on the floor
I've been running, always running
Now I'm not running any more

The hands of time may tick no more
Let darkness fall upon this door
No waves will wash up on this shore
I won the fight but lost the war

I've been running, always running
Never had both feet on the floor
And I've been running, always running
Now I ain't running anymore

There were roses I have loved
Who've given or have given up
I pushed your patience and my luck
It wasn't love I didn't trust
It wasn't you, or me, or us
You've shouldered ifs, and ends, and buts
It's that way okay, I've said too much
But I've been running, always running
Never had both feet on the floor




I've been running, always running
Now I ain't running anymore

Overall Meaning

In "Not Running Anymore," Jon Bon Jovi sings about his past mistakes and regrets while expressing the desire to stop running from the truth. The song begins with Bon Jovi confessing to a priest his sins, but he doesn't go into detail about them. He only mentions that he's been there and back again and that no amount of Hail Marys will save him. He then hands the priest a C-note, implying that he wants to buy his silence.


The chorus of the song emphasizes Bon Jovi's past tendency to run away from his problems. He felt like he was always running and never had both feet on the floor. However, in the present moment, he has decided to stop running and face the consequences of his actions. He doesn't want to keep on living with regret and wants to finally find peace.


In the second verse, Bon Jovi talks about the passage of time and how eventually, it will stop ticking. He speaks of an ending, saying that darkness will fall upon this door and that no waves will wash up on this shore. He also talks about winning the fight but losing the war, a reference to how his past choices led him to where he is now. The verse ends with Bon Jovi reiterating the chorus and stating that he's not running anymore.


The final verse is an apology to someone he loved, acknowledging that he pushed their patience and luck. He admits that it wasn't love he didn't trust, but himself and his fear of the situation. Bon Jovi takes responsibility for his actions and doesn't blame the other person. He thanks them for their support and understanding, knowing that they had to shoulder some of the burden of his mistakes. The song ends with the chorus, emphasizing Bon Jovi's new outlook on life.


Line by Line Meaning

Bless me father I have sinned
I am confessing to my wrongdoings


I'm not sure where to begin
I am uncertain of how to explain myself


I won't name names or where I've been
I will not reveal specific details


But I've been there and back again
I have been through experiences and come out on the other side


No Hail Marys will save me
Praying will not absolve me of my sins


You learned to live with memories
You have learned how to cope with the past


Here, slip this C-note up your sleeve
Take this money and keep quiet about what I have confessed


Just stay inside until I leave
Please keep my confession a secret until I am gone


The hands of time may tick no more
Time may seem to stop or slow down


Let darkness fall upon this door
Let the situation turn negative


No waves will wash up on this shore
There will be no more ups and downs


I won the fight but lost the war
I may have won a specific battle, but ultimately lost in the end


There were roses I have loved
There were people I have cared for deeply


Who've given or have given up
Some of them may have left or ended the relationship


I pushed your patience and my luck
I tested your patience and luck in the relationship


It wasn't love I didn't trust
I didn't doubt the love in the relationship


It wasn't you, or me, or us
The problem wasn't any of us specifically


You've shouldered ifs, and ends, and buts
You have dealt with all of the complications and uncertainties


It's that way okay, I've said too much
It's okay if we don't discuss this any further, I may have revealed too much already


But I've been running, always running
I have been avoiding my problems


Never had both feet on the floor
I have never been fully committed


Now I ain't running anymore
I am no longer avoiding my problems




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: JON BON JOVI

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Comments from YouTube:

@Teri11215

What a beautiful song, I think we can all relate to this song.  Definitely had my years of running, mostly in my teens and 20's, never really was sure what I wanted.  Sad part is I still don't know what the hell I want out of life, just to live is fine with me.

@nikoivkovic7397

Hey Teri! I get what You mean. It's all so interesting to explore life, isn't it? Maybe not finding is fine, because exploring is the purpose. How is it now 4 years later? Just wanna know what's up :)

@djdren

i over 50 and still dont have a clue what i wanted in life.. just live day by day ..

@elisangelabongiovi6300

Bon Jovi sempre será bom em tudo que faz *-*

@aishacampbellsloan5337

Ele é maravilhoso não é?!

@Luizviniciuz

é como se ele pudesse ler a mente, alma da gente. não consigo parar de ouvir.

@cristytayag4886

Rock or slow,I always love Jon's music! This one is full of soul!

@linquty

🖤

@LoveBongiovic

This man has saved my life.

@georgemealy75

he didnt just save my life he made me his first album sliipery wen wet moulded me to the person i am today the whole band are a once in a life time thing 
if u didnt get it u just wont  
i no every single word to every single song 
everthing was about his wife  and ritchis skills but even he saw wat wat jon was and that made him even better im gettin married this year 
all i beg from god is them to turn up like the oldin days broke desperate and at their best and play 5 songs ill get a loan from the bank lol
i tried their website but u need pay first  hate it im their biggist fan ill have to pay a tribute band  pretend sing my self hhaa

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