Julianna "the saddest girl to ever hold a martini" Gianni is a singer, form… Read Full Bio ↴Julianna "the saddest girl to ever hold a martini" Gianni is a singer, former lover of Mr. David Aames who owns a publishing company. However, one day David met a girl named Sofía. Jealous, since David considered her only as a "fuck-buddy" while she really loved him, Julianna led David in a car accident that severely disfigured him. But she died. This is the beginning.

Julianna Gianni is played by Cameron Diaz in Cameron Crowe's "Vanilla Sky" (2001).

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I Fall Apart
Julianna Gianni Lyrics

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You look at me
You speak my name
I'm counting down
You are to blame

La La La La
He falls together
I fall apart

Where are you going?

Who are seeing?
When are you coming back?

Overall Meaning

In Julianna Gianni's song "I Fall Apart," the singer seems to be addressing someone who has hurt her deeply. The first verse starts with the person looking at her and speaking her name, which indicates that this person has her full attention. The next line, "I'm counting down," shows the anticipation the singer has for something, and in this case, it could possibly mean the time left before this person leaves or does something that will hurt her. The following line, "You are to blame," puts the responsibility, guilt, and fault on the person she's speaking to.

The chorus lyrics "He falls together, I fall apart" showcase the effects of this person's actions on the singer. While the person who hurt her may be fine or unaffected, the singer is the opposite; she's falling apart. The "La La La La" in the chorus can be interpreted as the singer trying to distract or numb herself from the pain she's experiencing. The second verse inquires about the person's whereabouts, the people he's with or talking to, and when he will return, implying that she's left alone and longing for the person's presence or attention.

Line by Line Meaning

You look at me
When you look at me, I feel like you are able to see right through me.

You speak my name
Every time you say my name, it feels like you are calling out to me in a way that no one else can.

I'm counting down
My anxiety starts building up as I wait for something to happen or for you to make a move.

You are to blame
I know I shouldn't put the blame on you, but I can't help feeling like you are the root cause of my emotions.

La La La La
My mind is filled with noise and confusion as I try to sort out my feelings for you.

He falls together
While he seems to have it all together, I feel like I am falling apart when we are together.

I fall apart
I become vulnerable and emotional whenever I am around you, even though I try to keep my guard up.

Where are you going?
I feel like you are always slipping away from me, and I can't help but wonder where you are headed.

Who are seeing?
I get jealous and insecure when I think about who else you might be spending time with or talking to.

When are you coming back?
I want you to come back to me and fill the emptiness in my heart, but I fear that you may never return.

Writer(s): Cameron Bruce Crowe, Nancy Lamoureaux Wilson Copyright: Edge Of Reality Music, Beatle Boots Music

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