Fighting My Demons
Ken Carson Lyrics


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Where the fuck my blunt? Where the fuck my cup? Where the fuck my reefer?

Huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh
I'm smokin' on kush
Huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh
I'm smokin' on kush
Huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh
You know I'ma chief 'em
Huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh
You know I'ma chief-

I'm flyin' just like a eagle
Bitch cryin', I don't need her
.45, long heater
Hellcat big, two-seater
This bitch said she was hungry, this dick what I feed her
I'm on the block servin' entrees, yeah, three-fives a reefer
Yeah, yeah, you know I'ma keep 'em
Huh, huh, let me chief
All these hoes some eaters, huh, huh, they be eatin'
Cut the lights off, we gon' pull up creepin'
We got four sticks, we four deep, in the four door Jeep
My boy' trigger finger itchin', leave yo' brains on the seat
My trigger finger itchin', I feel like D-Wade with the Heat
Made him do the runnin' man, we sent some runnin' shots at his feet
I pop X, I pop X, yeah, yeah, I'm geeked
She pop X, she pop X, yeah, yeah, she sleep
Cullinan Rolls Royce, I'm 'bout to pull up to a meet
Let's play Russian roulette, bitch, who gon' die first, you or me?
You or me?

(Let's play Russian roulette, bitch, who gon' die first, you or me?)
You or me?
(Let's play Russian roulette, bitch, who gon' die first, you or me?)
Yeah

(Star made the beat, I just took it out the oven)
Yeah

I been fighting my demons, huh
I been fighting my-, yeah
I been fighting my demons, huh
I been fighting my-, yeah
I been fighting my demons, huh
I been fighting my-, huh
I been fighting my demons, huh
I been fighting my-, huh, huh
I been fighting my demons, yeah
I been fighting my-, huh, huh
I been fighting my demons, yeah
I been fighting my-, yeah
I been fighting my demons, yeah




I been fighting my-, huh
I been fighting my demons, huh-yeah

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Ken Carson's song "Fighting My Demons" paint a picture of a person struggling with their inner conflicts and turning to substances as a means of escape. The repetition of the phrases "Where the fuck my blunt? Where the fuck my cup? Where the fuck my reefer?" sets the tone of frustration and the need to numb oneself. The following lines, "I'm smokin' on kush, You know I'ma chief 'em," indicate a reliance on marijuana as a coping mechanism.


The verses dive deeper into the singer's mindset. They express a detachment from reality, comparing themselves to a flying eagle and asserting their possession of a gun for protection. The line "This bitch said she was hungry, this dick what I feed her" suggests a transactional and somewhat degrading relationship. The references to serving entrees and three-fives of reefer further emphasize a life revolving around drugs and street activity.


The chorus, "I been fighting my demons," reveals the central theme of the song. The repetition and the variations of this phrase throughout the song highlight the ongoing internal struggle faced by the singer. The lyrics convey a sense of desperation and a desire to escape from the torment within. The mention of Russian roulette adds a layer of danger and a suggestion of a reckless mindset.


Overall, "Fighting My Demons" portrays a person grappling with their own personal battles, using drugs and a tough exterior as a shield against their inner demons.


Line by Line Meaning

Where the fuck my blunt? Where the fuck my cup? Where the fuck my reefer?
I can't find my marijuana joint, where did I put my cup, and where is my marijuana?


I'm smokin' on kush
I am currently smoking high-quality marijuana


You know I'ma chief 'em
I am known for smoking marijuana excessively


I'm flyin' just like a eagle
I feel like I am soaring high, just like an eagle


Big gun, don't need it
I possess a large weapon, but don't require its use


.45, long heater
I have a .45 caliber handgun, which is a powerful firearm


Hellcat big, two-seater
I have a spacious Hellcat sports car that can accommodate two people


This bitch said she was hungry, this dick what I feed her
A woman claimed she was hungry, so I satisfied her hunger with sexual activity


I'm on the block servin' entrees, yeah, three-fives a reefer
I am selling drugs on the street, specifically selling small amounts of marijuana for $35 each


All these hoes some eaters, they be eatin'
These women are only interested in satisfying their own desires and needs


Cut the lights off, we gon' pull up creepin'
We will turn off the lights and approach discreetly


We got four sticks, we four deep, in the four door Jeep
There are four of us armed with guns, and we are riding in a four-door Jeep


My boy' trigger finger itchin', leave yo' brains on the seat
My friend's trigger finger is itching to shoot, and he might end up killing you


My trigger finger itchin', I feel like D-Wade with the Heat
I have an urge to shoot, similar to Dwyane Wade when he played for the Miami Heat basketball team


Made him do the runnin' man, we sent some runnin' shots at his feet
We made him panic and run by firing shots at his feet


I pop X, I pop X, yeah, yeah, I'm geeked
I take the drug ecstasy, and I am currently under its influence


She pop X, she pop X, yeah, yeah, she sleep
She takes the drug ecstasy, and she is currently in a state of sleepiness


Cullinan Rolls Royce, I'm 'bout to pull up to a meet
I am driving a luxurious Cullinan Rolls Royce and will soon arrive at a gathering or rendezvous


Let's play Russian roulette, bitch, who gon' die first, you or me?
I suggest we play a dangerous game of chance where one of us will die, and I am taunting the other person


I been fighting my demons
I have been battling with my inner personal struggles




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Anton Martin Mendo, Bart Van Hoewijk, Kenyatta Lee Frazier Jr., Olle Elvis Zijstra, Tobias Dekker, Warren Hunter

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